after so long....

im back blogging. after so much going on in life, i realise i can continue with blogging again. not that blogging is such a hassle to me but theres so many things i want to voice-out, typed-out, hear-out but don't think its something that most people can handle. worst it's gonna be a topic of discussion. well, that's what is happening.

so i've been caught up with work. and lots of work. and i hardly have any time for the people that i lean on to. like family, friends and even myself. i even cut down alot of meeting up with my best bitch, fadlee. from a daily basis, to a weekly basis ending up to a monthly basis. how screwed up is that. i don't get to mingle with the new ones. not even the old ones are contacting me that much. well, what to do, this is life. it comes and goes. one time your the main factor, next your just a passerby. worst, you are treated like acquaintance.

but from the looks of it, i got nothing to loose. i mean not that i don't care about them anymore, i still do very much, just that i had my fair share of the warmth and love, cold and bitchiness. and from a bird's eye view, whatever is going on right now, happened before. the difference is the character, place and the personalities. but to a certain extend, a wee-bit dramatized. those who start it off with me, understand what i'm saying. but its up to you to agree or not. whatever it is, i still pray for the best things in life to happen to all of you, as always.

history may not repeat itself, but it can be repeated. just wanting the old times back. the bonding, the chilling, the caring, the counselling, the bitching, the beautifying, the grooving and all the -ings that we did before. some may tell me "let's just say it's gonna stay like this for a long time..." but i would love to say "so it may stay but don't let this be the parting..."

love you guys always.

toodles

izhan

p.s: why am i the jeopardized victim?