[currently listening to flaws and all - beyonce]
juz for the record...MOS performance has been cancelled. from a normal dance-off event, it turned out into interschool dance battle thingy. so yeah thts tht. bt deborah will try to get us and otha crews tht was so-called involved in the dance-off thingy, b involve at zouk event. but all tht will b unda KIV. so hafta wait for sumthng.
since yest was mother's day, i didnt get to celebrate it as usual. gotta work. damn. but hey since its the thot tht counts, i wished my mum, get her breakfast n gave her a pressie. so yea. did my part. n of coz not to forget, i kissed her forehead n say "I LOVE YOU, MAMA!"....cho chweet nah? heh. thn off to work. n ouhouh...hahaha...kalang kabut sgt, thinking i was late, i was actually an hour earlier. so all tha supavisors stared at me. ingat apa budak ni chiong sgt nak keje. ahakx. putar belit story, i manage to get my way out n start work early n finish an hour early. pphheewww~
hahaha. sumthng happened yest. theres this couple of mat2 polis pasing by smoking point and caught me alone smoking while enjoying my osim massage n mtv hip-hop countdown in an aircondition room (yess! airport hav tt kinda room for the passengers n staffs...cool huh)...skali alih2..they came up to me lah..eksyen ckp i look familiar and stuf til one of them pointed out tht i was one of the dancers at nan chiau event(damn tht was long ago...masih ingat muka lah kan) n then, they sat surround me, org smua tgk sak, ingat aku ni kene raid pasal isap rokok illegal agaknya...malu ok. the cutest one kept smiling, the macho one kept staring but the most average looking tht looks so average he can pass of as a geek, ask the most question. mak oi~ mcm nak sepak jek. step hensem mane. kiwek~ afta tha stupid questionaire frm the ugly duck with a breath problem, they started to went off afta my buddy, kak ratna, sound dorang ar...hehehe...biler dh nak jln, the cute one sempat ask for number...tergamam jap, i accidentally gave him fad's no. ahahahahahahaha...tht was so shocking. heee. slamat lah kau fad dapat mat polis. hes cute ok. actually he looks like one of the anugerah's contestant.
so fad darl, instead of soul searching for your 8th ayangs...i gave u one. itupun kalau dia call ar. n dont u dare say tht i punked him ar. njoy ok. coz honestly, i dnt knw why but im not in the mood of kenal2 dgn orang ar. i want to hav sumone special but not in tha league of getting one. blum season dia agaknya...hehe. im kinda contented with the way i am now. with loving family, caring frens and self-assurance, im fine. relationships can wait. for now its self indulgence thts important, lagikpun, ntah ehk, the thot of having a relationshp creeps me out. agaknya masih setia pada yang satu. heee~....haiz.
lets see wad hapen next lah. so what if we hav lovely couples in the group? like neya n chucky, aishah n zali, fadz n zal, joey n natra(?), ifah n ayan, fad n all his 7 ayangs, ayun n iki(hahaha)....im not tempted to hav one. i hav loads of scandals ard(yea rite)....its me myself n i...to sum ppl its sad but to me its fine...
note to babe: since u hav the coolest cam now n since u wana do makeova n since i wana b the first model n since we wana do it ova the weekend, im avail on the 26th!! get tht camera rolling...im so in need of new sexy fotos...hehehe..n i betcha im the best model eva. plz lah its tyra u talking too...hehehehe...we try evrythng ok...from plain jane to sexxay hot diva (or devil)
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.
I wanted more than just a man. I needed a friend. Someone I can talk to someone who really listens. When you touched my hand the sun got brighter then trusting you I closed my eyes and felt our love begin......
[currently listening to jangan menangis sayang - safura feat corey]
so im off today. like finally, i need the time for myself only. all the way thruout stay at home doing good nothings n let time fly til tmr cums n there i go back to work again. but now for the moment, i need to do some cleaning, cooking n sewing. haiz.
seriously bila stuck kat umah dah mcm maid. mana adikku tido mcm babi kat blakang ni ha. nk step sakit but i touch his body temperature tk panas sgt. alah paling2 penat keje tu jek. sum ppl who r so workaholic n neva think of othas always end up like this. ahahahaha. padan muka. amik kau obat. keje mcm bangla, sakit menyusahkan org. well at ferst i thot of gg out but since my ezlink dah nk kering, mite as well stay at home. lagik2 besok mana keje pas tu ada prac lagik. heh.
so yest was ok. theres sexxay bapak who i miss so much. still up with his old antics of jokes tht neva fail to crack me up. n ouh yea theres ayan too. as usual his smiley self. wth. ambassador for dental izzit? then surprisingly theres fraze, who msg me asking whether can he cum up n i say y not. nak step malu konon. tk dapat ar. thn lata accompanied by shaz n ahmin. so yea the rest i need not mention coz they r always there when we hav prac like fad ifa ayun aishah neya fadz natra iki zal(ooopss...there i go mentioning name) so yea its always kecohrism. n now i gues dance prac will b changed to laughing class. hahahaha. always laugh joke n silliness. heh.
ouh2. yest i attended dior product knowledge course. n damn i love it. learn abt the latest fragrance n cosmetics range tht will launch soon. n damn i love evry single new product frm dior. its so classy yet fresh. n at the end of tha day, we received a 100ml j'adore eau dete parfum fragrance(latest ok) n a gorgeous dior mirror. all silver sterling with the trademark engraved name dior studded with tangerine swarovski crystal. wow. i know. n im loving it. then smalam kasik lah budak2 ti sample of the fragrance n damn they love it. its sublty floral yet has a heart touch to it. love it.
soon, im gona attend a kylie minougue n lancome training by this month. coolness. more gift coming my way. ahakz. im sho gona love this job. but cnt say much. all ive been seeing is the nice part of tha job...wat abt the negative ones? hmmm...nvm im up for tha challenge.
so thts all abt it. gtg freshen up n do all my chores...
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
It's like we at 2 places but different paces. We in trouble but you won't meet me at the bridge. It hurts and feels discerning. Did you forget where your heart lives?
I'll stick to my thesis, eyes stick to my features. Brothas trying to hold, but thier game never reaches
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
[currently listening to how many times how many lies - PCD]
its been an ok week fer me. well work is up n time is constraint but i stil managed to hav fun. so my sched works in a way tht im avail for a week n not avail for the following week n so on. not until i hav to work morn shift wic is frm 12 am till 8am. so ya stil adapting but all i can say is im having ok at work. nothing to complain abt juz tht working in a plc whr race counts is hard. ya knw wat i mean.
lucky for me i got a great buddy to work wif. dear kak ratna. well she insist tht i call her mak or cik but susahlah nak panggil dia gytu coz dia rock lah org dia. neva fails to brighten my day wif her silly antics and her stories. its so funny. some r heart wrenching sum r juz plain dumb. thn theres suliati whom r called suzy by the cina ppl coz dorang ni pelat sikit. n not to forget the bubbly kak ruby n kak ana. bt tht doesnt mean im racist coz theres sum good rapport i hav wif the cina too. like joanne and mummy. dnt ask me y i call her tht coz evry1 calls her tht.
ouh2 guess wad? sum runners n securities r having the hots for me. like yeay n eeeww~ at the same time. i mean hey if u were there working wif dearie moi, ppl think tht im the supa hot str8 guy coz i got sum minah ticketing n steward eyeing on me. not tht i act but at work, i juz love putting up a professional front. tk mcm bila aku jumpa the sexy beroks2 of phat inc n wandererz. not having split personality nor an alter ego but thts me. work n play is so diff. neva mix coz thn ppl wont take u seriously. rite?
ok so i popped up in prac on mon. as usual its kecohrism. theres fad ifa ayun neya aishah q fadz natra aishah zal abang fyk joey. mepek2 et al. i juz cnt let go of dance prac coz thts when i let go of my stress and out come my real alter ego, tyra aka beyonce aka nicole aka shasha. ahakz. so finally we dcided to get down serious for level up comp. its not realli a biggie for us but we want hav a lasting impression on viewers. n this time instead of me n aishah who came up with the choreography(like always)...we stressed tht evry1 must cum up wif sumthng. a song of their choice n 4 eights of it. simple. n very3 impressed with the outcome. now all i hav to do is either the mixes of song, position or abit of the touch ups. fhheeewww~
ouhouh. u knw wat, it seemed tht phat inc oso is a part time samaritan. naturally ppl wil come up to us for comfort or a shoulder to lean on. theres natra n iki whos up on tha list. bad relationship n zapped they turned to us. well, not complaining. rasa respected lagik ada. coz u need to hav certain respects n trust to turn to sum1 to talk to. so yeah. mayb we shud start charging for evry consultation. hehe. n im sure we make a bomb. tapi nnti apa kata org kan? tk ikhlas. heh.
well, ive been browsing on my comp folders n guess wad? bnyklah kan pix2 d'phat. remeniscing the days where a great relationship was all abt. but anw, no use clinging to tha past. but hey lovelies, if ur reading this, we shud hav a mit-up real soon yea. but dnt knw whn? ahakz. yelah ada skola ada keje ada meringkuk kat umah korek jubo. ahahahaha~
klah2. nak g mandi dulu. tapi mcm malas. yelah keje kat kedai perfume ni kan, badan bau wangi jek...hari2 lain bau. hey! bau branded nya tau. yang belum kluar di pasaran masyarakat khalayak ramai pun ccek dah pakai. hmmm...besok apa bau agaknya eh? i tink i go for dolce & gabanna this time round. get ready to smell me sexy body...hehehehe
not to babe: wow u got a new camera hey!! get ready to snap me ferst. in a proper makeover way. i so gona doll up meself for the camera. wooohoooo~
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Whats up? I know we haven't spoken for a while but I was thinkin bout you and it kinda made me smile. So many things to say....Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on but there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone. I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me but it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me.
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried to get you out my mind but it don't get no better as each day goes by. P.S. I'm still not over you
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
[currently listening to kisses dont lie - rihanna]
finally got my fingers running on ma keyboard. bn lazee lately. haiz. so heres a summarize of the past days...
monday~
dear bapak berfdae. evntho it didnt go out as plan but we still manage to chill togeda. lets see theres fad ifa ayun neya aisha fadz zal abang akid bonzer joey jepun ikie nathra sara n bob. plan nk jumpa at taka tapi tk mnjadi. phat inc kat taka, wndrz at borders. so end up meet up at istana park. had dinner at cineleisure. n bila dh start mendak, kita star ar mepek2. end up dancing too. so yea got sum new steps all thx to merepekness. {note to evefar: i didnt cast a spell, i juz practice voodoo. natural born witch u knw. ahahaha. fun u knw. u shud try.} thn afta tht sum of us hit to phunkbar, n lemme tellya, it sux. as in the crowd r all mats n minahs...but thn agn, didnt knw tht me n love r the hottest there. kita lepak kat luar jap jek thn ada satu mamat ni ajak masuk balik coz the crowd cnt get enuff of us. they want us to dance summore. mautz kata dorang. bt ard 3plus we left. boring lah kalau club tk minum. so yea...we left.
tuesday~
mom gotta work coz ada vessel coming in. accompanied by sista. left e boys at home. n since im at home, dh jadi mcm anak dara, mana kenek kemas umah n stuf. mcm cinderella u. abih adikku tido mcm babi. tk bangun2. tuptup ard 2, kita siap2 nk g geylang coz sista nk carik2 barang for her upcoming wedding day, n me as the designer for her room n dowries, had to b dragged along n choose the fabrics et al. family quality time lah kata kan. makan at sum restaurant at city plaza, food was nice, agaknya pasal lapar tak? anw, lata on went home to catch anugerah. n damned the male contestant smua tk sedap. i mean yess they r good but suara senget sak. mcm buah kene tekan. so the halus. tk fav seh. cnt they get more of fuad rahman instead of some imran ajmain. geddit? kental ar. n no doubt the gerls sound betta. so yeah. afta tht, we watch Umrao Jaan. dh lamalh kn tk tgk hindustan. n geez, the movie is so nice. the heartwrenching storyline, the wardrobe, the interior sets...so wow!. not to forget the songs n choreography. n guess im in love with mujra again. its juz so poetic. guess i need to brush up on my kathak n bharatanatyam steps coz i so love the mujra steps by vaibavi for aishwarya. so literature.
wednesday~
ferst day at work. 9-6pm. was ok. im working at transit terminal 1 for perfume n cozmetics. satu hari study the placing of tha brands n the new arrival. boring2, bau jek perfume2 kat situ...sampai pening. but i sho knw wic perfume im eyeing on next once i got my pay. n to tha ppl, if ur intrested in getting perfumes, holla me aite. i cn get good prices for ya. ha~ loads of foreigners, loads of steward n stewardess, loads of mat2 polis n loads of mat2 cargo. so gona "wash eye" evrytym at work. hehehehkx.
n today, im working aftann shift. lets see wat it feels like coz the shift is frm 3 - 12am. but ada transport antar balik lah. kalau tkda, conferm satu2 aku bang kuat2 kat telinga. pakai loudhailer.
ouhouh. both phat inc n wandererz got tha spot to perform at MOS on the 29th alongside with YH FIS KARMASUTRA N LUSH. gonna b a blast. battle will b the main event of tha nyte. cant wait. so ppl, apa lagik, cum dwn n enjoy lah. let ur hair down yea. time to party. but thn agn, before tht, on the 27th may, we got a comp gg on at jitterbugs, LEVEL UP dance comp. updated YH to join togeda with FIS n KARMASUTRA...so we cn cheer for each otha n mingle. kecohrism. told D'MAX abt it but dnt knw if they r joining. SMC not confirm yet coz they hav too many performance coming up. lemme knw ya dear pinky n reella...will cum dwn n b the hottest groupie of the day. hahahah.
klah2. gtg. nk freshen up. 2nd day at work cnt afford to hav bad impression.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
aint no problem you can go. I'm gon' find somebody else. So why not move along?You got the green light...so you can...GO!!
Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean?
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