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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

OI! SERIOUSLY SPEAKING EH. JGN NK STEP BAGUS AR. KIMAK~ MACAM SIAL BODOH KAU!![BUKAN MACAM, MEMANG PUN].

KALAU MUKA DAH MACAM PENYAPU BURUK, BIAR ADA TATA TERTIB SIKIT! JGN NK JADI MUSIBAT AGUNG. KALAU MULUT DAH MACAM HARAMJAD, JGN NAK TAMBAH2 CRITA STEP KAU TAU SMUA. CHIBAI SIAL PRANGAI. NK STEP DIA BETUL. PUKI AR SIAL. KALAU KAU BAGUS SANGAT, TKDA ORG NAK BEBUAL BURUK SAK PASAL KAU! JGN NK PRASAN DIRI TU MAHA PANDAI AR, CERMIN DULU KEPANDAIAN SENDIRI BARU NAK TEGUH ORG TU KAU PUNYA PASAL. DIRI SENDIRI BELUM BETUL, ADA HATI NAK BETULKAN ORG!!

KALAU DIRI SENDIRI DAH MCM TAPAI BASI TU, JGN TK TENTU PASAL CARI HAL AR. BESARNYA MUSIBAT SIAK PRANGAI. G JAHANAM DGN KAU AR.

IF UR SO INFERIOR N THINKS THT WATEVA U SAY REVOLVES ARD U, TH I SUGGEST U LOOK ARD PROPERLY. OBSERVE IT CORRECTLY. GET THE MINISCULE DETAILS. ORG YANG KAU INGAT KAWAN PUN TK SUKA SAK PRANGAI KAU. PPL PUT UP WITH U DUE TO SYMPATHY. KONONNYA UR SO CALLED "FAMILY" GOT UR BACK. PLZ, IT DOESNT EVEN REALLY EXIST. IT ONLY EXIST AMONG U. SINCE U THINK THT UR ALL THT, IF U HAV A PROBLEM, CAKAP DEPAN2 AR SIAL. BUKAN BLAKANG ORG PAS TU NK STEP TKDA PAPE. UR SO FUCKING PATHETIC, ORG YANG TK BUAT PAPE KAT KAU, MACAM AKU NI, PUN KAU NK MASUKKN DALAM HAL HARIAN HIDUP KAU YNG TKDA MAKNANYA.

KALAU NIAT KAU NK HANCURKAN AKU DAN KELUARGAKU, ALL I CAN SAY IS, TO HELL WITH YA. WE PLAYED SHUT. N ALWAYS WILL BUT THT DOESNT MEAN WE R WEAK. WE JUZ HAV NO FUCKING TIME TO ENTERTAIN UR RUBBISH. PLZ KEEP IT TO URSELF. OR BETTA YET SHARE AMONG UR FAMILY. I GUESS THEY R THE ONLY PPL WHO CAN TOLERATE U COZ THEY R NOT ANY BETTA THEMSELVES. MULUT JAMBAN, SUMPAH BUDAK JAHANAM. NK STEP CONCERN, NK STEP EMO, NK STEP NEEDED. G MAMPOS AR DGN KAU. AKU TK SUSAHKAN KAU, GELISAH KAPE? KALAU DIRI TK LAKU, BUAT HAL TK LAKU. TK PAYAH NK BEBUAL ATAS ANGIN MCM DIRI TU BAGUS SANGAT. PLEASE LAH EH, EVEN THE FILTHY RAT IS MUCH MORE PURE THN U R.

IF U THINK BY DOIN THIS U CAN BREAK US, UR SO WRONG. B MY GUEST N DO WAT U WANT BUT DONT B SHOCKED BY THE BACKFIRE. IM SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT.

GO ROT N DIE, BURN IN HELL, OR JUZ EXPERIENCE AN EXCRUTIATING LIFE THT LEADS TO A UNDESCRIBABLE DEATH WIC OTHAS R LOOKING FORWARD TOO. COZ U KNW WHY, EVER SINCE UR ARD, NOTHING BUT TROUBLE, PROBLEMS N MISUNDERSTANDING OCCURS. IF THIS IS THE FOUNDATION OF UR FAMILY, I APPLAUDE U. COZ WITH THIS KINDA MINDSET, IM SURE U CN SURVIVE AS ONE PATHETIC MAGGOT. JUZ FUCK OFF LAH. NOT ONLY UR PRESENCE DISTURBS, THE THOT OF U OREDY BOILS UP THE SATANIC CONSCIENCE IN ME N MY FAMILY.

TO HELL WITH YOU. MUSIBAT HARAM.


Queen` @* 12:54 AM
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007


so juz nw was sorta blast. erm but thn again tk ramai sgt org ar. no wonderez. haiz. but its ok. we stil had fun. theres fad, q, ayun, aishah, neya, hubby, jepun, joey and zaki.[did i miss any1 out?]...fadz cuddnt make it coz she went out on a date wif zal baby[hehe...so cute..] iffa cuddnt make it coz tht bitch either out wif ayan or asik nk step angel kat umah[waddehell...ground urdelf again?]..
so ya. we sorta brush up abit of flirt juz to get the ryte timing n choreography. we got new steps for the songs tell me, get crunk shorty and bonjangles[thx to aishah darling] oso new steps for sum reggaeton remix of 50cent all thx to akid my dear hubby. so juz now is all abt new stuffs. hehekx. we sorta hav this routine ala-ala battle. so nice. n me n aishah trying to get steps for this soundtrack of 'stomp the yard'. more of ghetto stuff.
ouh. n not to forget, hubby was teaching us sum breaking n popping steps wic he thinks is workable n achievable for us[dphat n phatlicious]. he oso taught us top-rock[wonder if thts e right spelling]...so it was more of dance break top-rock[still wondering] n abit of jazz n aerobics[hahaha...i knw]...it was cool. supa tiring but cool.
plus plus, we kinda tite right now. jadik drinks was so budget n so is the ciggies. but thx to joey sayang, at least ada supplier. ahahaha.[iffa is so pissed kalau kita stress pasal rokok..relax ar babe]. ouhouh, jepun is so comfy wif us juz now, he evn ask us if he can join us. not as a dancer for dphat or phatlicious but as part of our crew. meaning adding numbers to the big 27 of us. soon its 28. heh. he likes it so much but afraid we reject him. waddehell? kita bukannya bagus sgt utk pilih2 org. any1 cn b part of our crew but not evry1 cn b part of our dance coz as dphat, we wana concerntrate on the main 8[ntah biler is the next one] n as phatlicious, the 7 of us is more than enuff.
but hey, u may neva knw if miracles happen. mana tau ada supa big hip-hop event happening and all 28 of us b part of it. ehehehe. so a dream i wana make it cum true. if only theres such things happening. coz lately, to my point of view, the scene in spore is not as happening as last time[btwn 1999-2004?]...its kinda abit dead lah. tgk ar mana ada big hip-hop events happening. suntec dance senyap, re-mix senyap, !smashd senyap. haiz. the only thing happening if its unda beat society. itupun makin lame. asik2 org sama, lagu sama, rap sama. so yesterday. ugh~
haiz. mayb they sorta wana lay low profile? but wat for? till when? till the scene is dead? till theres no culture to it? aiyoyoyo..betta do sumthng or ppl will get bored. tup-tup kita perform utk old folks home or sch for the retards. wheres the sense of appreciation seh. we'll juz wait n c.
ok. wana hit the sack now. bsok keje pagi jah oi~. terkangkang nnti kat tmpt keje baru tau. ahahaha.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Doesn't it ever stay? Must it always fade away? Couldn't love ever be something tangible and real? Farewell, fairweather friend, abandonment returns to taunt me again.
Dear God, it's all so tragic and I'll never have the chance to feel the closure that I untimately need.


Queen` @* 1:01 AM
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Monday, March 26, 2007


you knw wats the ferst thing on my mind when i woke up? WORK! kiwak, so lazeelah. aiyah. wats happening? wat to do? when ur workplace is more of a slavedriving than a bubbly environment. i mean the ppl r nice but not the management. its sucky. now i have two options. to either leave the place or bluff them tht im starting class very soon so i cn only work in the morn. coz u knw why? morning shft flies faster. aftann is so draggy. imagine reporting to wrk ard 2 n the next thing you kne ur lunch is at 3pm. waddehell. pas tu keje mcm filipino maid sampai 1030. mcm sial kan. the only thing i put up with is my collegues, the clothes and the cute guys working in otha stores. ahahahaha. otha thn tht, eeew~ none, zipped, zero, finito, finished, kebaboom!!!
ouhya damn i hav this dream. or isit a nitemare? i dnt knw. u dcide. its sumthng abt trying to b with sum1 u love but tht sum1 changed n its for the worst coz tht sum1 turn out to b some sort of a hypocritical character. will do basically anything to bring u down n give u bad name. only then u realise the true colors, u tend to b a fighter back. but afta it went sour, like real bitter, its when tht sum1 realise tht they r in the wrong and wanted evrythng to b like the old days. but by thn ur oredy hurt so much, u dnt knw where to begin? whether u cn accept back the relationship. n by the time tht person really repent for their deeds, ur oredy on ur ends. i mean ur living ur few days. and when ur on ur death bed, saying ur last prayers, its when tht sum1 declare their true love for u all this while. only afraid to show or say coz afraid tht ppl mite think otherwise. but upon hearing, ur gone. leaving the world n love ones to b on God side.
i woke up with cold sweat and tears. its sorta disturbing in a way. coz i can really feel evry touch, evry word, evry presence. if dream is juz a minds game at sleep, then its ok. but dreams do come true. now thts nasty. coz seriously do i have to go thru heartaches upon heartaches juz to get the love ive been wanting for only to receive it at my last moments? i wish i cn juz lay on evryones arms tht i love n say sweet little things n share the magical warmth of true hearts hug.
told my mum abt my dream. all my mum can say is, "never hate the heart tht hurts you and never hurt the heart tht loves you...juz keep on doin wat i do best n tht is love care n respect"...thts when i perform my prayers n went back to sleep. upon sleeping, i have images of ppl tht i love running rite infront of my eyes n then i went back to sleep. n now when i woke up typing all these, i realize how time flies, how lazee i am n how small this world is. when life's simple pleasure cnt b enjoyed wholefully, how can u even afford to hate sum1? life's too short to have enemies.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Asal kapas jadi benang
Dari benang dibuat baju
Barang lepas jangan kenang
Sudah jadi orang baru
Mengapa dirindu
Don't let regret become a shadow that follows you around..


Queen` @* 9:49 AM
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Sunday, March 25, 2007




[damn we r sexy cute n drop dead gorgeous...ehehehe]
okok the pics is taken at spore poly alumni clubhouse. thts where the indian wedding is held. okok ar tempat dia. quite nice. mcm condo. but rather small. tapikan...ada restaurant, casino, pool, cafe, gym and playground. kinda cramp jugaklah. but big enuff for us to play catching, buat music video and explore ar.[apa yang aku mepek ni? skejap kata kecik tapi mcm besar jek tempat tu...ahahha.] but one thing for sure, nk g tempat tu menyiksa jiwa raga, zahir dan batin. critanya mcm ni.
sampai kt dover by 540++ gytu, ingat mana nya jauh lah spore poly. padahal kimek, sebelah jek. hahakz. ada org nk naik bus lah, cab lah. so we enter the sch prasan student kat situ. but we got lost. coz supposedly the wedding is held at the auditorium. but amma~ itu auditorium ada lecture class lah dey. n we r at the wrong plc. aiyoyo~. we hav to enter thru gate 4 to get to tha ballroom. salah info dah. so apa lagi, step amazing race lah kita, jalan2 carik gate4. sambil jalan sambil kutuk maha kutuk pasal skola mcm ghost town plus hogwarts. itu tangga ada banyak. penat badan cek memanjatnya. dahlah besar, bebelit. ni kalau main hide n seek confirm kena kidnap sama itu hantu tetek lah.
sampai jek kat situ, we called chandra, the organiser. mcm biasa, showed us our makeup room, show us the stage n we do sum re-run with the dj's help. stage tk besar. panjang jek. mcm nak junjung mayat katakan. but ok ar, tk mcm kat rivervale plaza. so mcm biasa rearrange position to fit the space. tapi dalam otak satu2, nak makan n minum. lapak jah oi. tapi apa nasib, makanan blum sampai. so kita mcm anak terbiar, kepanasan, kelaparan, kebosanan dan kegilaan. so afta the re-run, we went back to the makeup room. ingat nk lepak, tapi satu2 main dgn hair straightener which was left there. bt thn we r left hungry n bored.
so we proceed by the pool. had our drinks n smoke. some enjoy thmselves at the playground. thn we talk n talk abt some gory stuffs abt bondage porn to saw movie to death. juz to get our feets up. dah weak satu2 ni ha. cukup tym, dh kul 8. mak~ punya lah lapar. acara plak start 845, n we r the second item. so ya, to our surprise, we share the same room with the bride. hahaha. ada kelass kata org. sama taraf dgn pengantin you. thn ard 9, its our turn to perform. tgh lapar tu. but we juz go ahead lah. told them mcm mana lapar pun, juz go ahead n do the show rite. lepas tu nk makan, makanlah korang.
shockingly, our performance is good. not the best but definitely above average. eventho we r weak asses, our synchronisation improved. the stage mayb small n the amount of us dancers r alot[theres 7 ok] but we manage to pull it off and entertain the ppl[they love it]...it was a very pleasant presentation frm us. but of coz theres minus points lah, we tend to mingle to get ready for the next item, n the amount of energy wasnt really there but tk nampak sgt ar, we r so weak n hungry while performing you know. thn, afta our performance, theres a sense of "puas hati" coz we didnt really screw it up.
n u knw wat? pas tu, apa lagik. melantak lah mcm babi kat situ. samapi 2-3 round makan, minum tkyah cakap brapa bnyk tk terkira. so theres briyani, naan, dhaal, chicken tikka, sambar mutton, keema, sweet sour fish n erm jello n gulab jamun. so nice. its supa good. finger licking good. haiz. tk sia2 kita tunggu makanan tu. pas dh lantak, apa lagik, kita chao ar. supposedly doin two items but afta the first one, it was oredy wat ard 930...so kita cakap tht we hafta go got sumthng on...hahaha. kluar tmpat tu dgn perut mcm ada bomb, so full. jalan g dover mrt balik ar, since satu2 dh kenyang, smua hyper balik. nyanyi lagu kuat2, joget2, act bimbotic and stuff. aahahaha. ada patut kita nyanyi lagu techno lama2, frm barbie girl to ntah lagu ace of base mana ntah.
thn decided to mit wandrz coz tnya kita kt mana, dh habis ke blum. so we thot of meeting thm tapikan dorang kt town ar. abih mcm malas plakkn bila dh penat n kenyang. so fadz went to mit thm lah. zali went back. aishah fad n ifa went back to tamp. left me ayun n neya. kita proceed to cityhall thn esplanade. ntah asal g sana pun tk tau. so as usual we sat outside near the main ntrance, smoke n chat with supa big gulp as companion. we chatted till 1140 thn its time to hit home.
so tired. but so much fun. hehekx. ouhouh btw, to those who r intrested, videos of us can b found at youtube. com. unda dphat. njoy! *thx to zali darling for yest video*
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
It's sad to think we're not gonna be here. And it's gotten to the point where we just can't fake it. For some ungodly reason we just won't let it be.
I guess neither one of us wants to be the first to say good-bye.





Queen` @* 5:14 PM
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Saturday, March 24, 2007


[cant bliv sum ppl actually bliv tht this pic is storm(x-men)...aahahaha]
yest event at esplanade was full of wow. great presentation, great battle n great sportsmanship. it was a rather eye opening act u knw. kudos to bapak, my hubby, frendy, mintz and fudge. they were freakingly good. i was impressed by fudge especially for not only shes the only girl, damn shes gutso too. n dang girl tht guy is tripping for messing with ya. maklumlah jantan tu tkda bodek siol. alih2 main masuk pas tu carik pasal dgn pompan. mana g kejantanan kau siol. kiwak mepek. balik potong sua~
frendy was so fantastic. actually hes kinda my idol in the wandererz. for his moves r soo good, u jz wana keep watching. boy, u knw u got it worshipping aye. well, i knw u cn get way betta. so flexible n light-weighted. when comes to bapak n hubby, tk yah cakap lagik. smua tau dorang bagus, smua tau yang dorang ni "apple of the eye". so im not surprised by their capabilities. but im taken aback by their sense of humor in the battlefield. kekek mautz kiah oi. wasted kalau hang tk pegi ni ha! cek ketawa sampai terkentot-kentot...[ooopsie i had a poopsie]...
the rest did good. it was funny to see bonzer n rino masuk ala-ala wrestler. so cute. mcm bubba sparx n fat joe. ahahaha. the small specsy guy n samseng was fabulous. if they were dark skinned u imagined tht they r natural born nigga yo. mcm nigga shit dorang nya body move. tk bedek. tk percaya sudah. g mati. but erm, the chinaboy yng bapak story, was kinda disappointinglah, erm expected more but nothing surprising [dnt get me wrong, u did good too]. zal baby mcm biasa so smooth n simple n abang, i still love ur footwork. melekat mcm ada gam.
eventho wandererz lost, it was with pride. at least tkda gaduh2. so then kita dphat lepakz n soon us phatlicious gotta start dancing. tgk battle tu jah oi, kaki ni mcm kene cacing. tkleh duduk diam. nk gelek jek keje. skang ni ha amik kau badan cek sakit2. sapa nak urutkan oi!!! [hinting to jepun n joey..hahaha] so we got sum new steps thx to aishah. so lawa but so penat. n it was our last min thingy to get our position for today's event at spore poly. yelah its our first performance as phatlicious, yng kekeknya, its for an indian wedding! amma appa~ ingek porringek?
we hafta cum up with two items. naseb baik kita ada banyak lagu, so we juz use any n remix is juz cut n paste. we wont get paid but hey hey hey, we get to enjoy delicious, mouth-watering indian delicacies...ehehehe. so we no need to go with our plan to hav an outing to little india[ni si neya n fad nya penyakit ar...dh gian thosai]...kat sana lantaklah korang mcm babi. jgn muntah sua. i wonder if they hav burfi, halwa n laddoo. me n aishah dah tempted to eat the indian sweets ni. tk payah cakap pasal ayun ifa n fadz ar, dorang apa2 yang halal dn boleh makan, dorang lantak jek. tk cerewet. so we hafta b there by 530. n event start at 7 i guess. hmmm. mcm mana crowdnya eh? banyak vanilla or chocolate? this i gotta see. tapi frm the invitation card, nama pengantin, raju poringam, cnferm chocolate. tkpelah, asalkan bilik tu tk bau ketiak keling kia sua. haprak hancing persing berdesing pe'ah oi.
okok. i nk log out ni. tk tau ape lagik nk type.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Kulerai segala yang terkusut, Kusimpul agar menjadi rapi. Demi menjaga hatimu, Ku rela mengalah selalu, Mengapa kau berubah laku? Inikah yang harus ku terima? Di atas setia sekian lama?
Rinduku cintaku bukannya yang terkusut, Kuikat kubelai dan kusimpul....


Queen` @* 11:07 AM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007


[ok ppl by end of the month im gona sport tht hairstyle....wooohooo]
gorgeous isnt it? hehehe. fad wana sport the latest hairdo of victoria, neya love wana look sumthng like ultraviolet. zal baby wana have black streaks on to match his blondes, bapak wana have jet black hair nick wana cut it supa short and ifa wana keep it str8. so erm by end of this month, sum ppl gona sport new look. coolness~
ouhya. gentle reminder, tmr theres a battle at esplanade undagrnd, commenced @5pm. wandererz against "i-dont-knw-who-n-i-dnt-care"...wat i heard its gonna b big coz the otha crew got back-ups from sum fantabulous bboys avail. but anw, heran tk heran ar. if their motive is to memalukan korang, do a reverse psychology, they r inferior thts y they hav back up. nvm wandererz u have us! the "cheap-slutty-bitchy-whorish-skanky-loud" bunch of groupie supporting ya'll. hehehehe.
guess i hav to request for half day or mayb mc(Q!!! hope ur reading this) ahakz. i so wana attend lah. mcm dh lama tk tgk illegal battle ni kan kan kan~. tak sabak ni cek ha pe'ah oi~ bergembira. bertemasya. bersukaria. [D-D Defence, D-D Defence~!! woohooo]...lets jus hope tht i get morn shift tmr so thn i cn request for half day. thn i will crash tht esplanade.
[singing..love me or hate me..]....
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
youve changed so much. n i guess ur liking it now. the new you aye. anw its ur life n uve been craving for happiness in urself. but dnt get too indulge in urself n not seein wats happening ard ya.
I was so blind, I could not see. Your paradise is not for me.


Queen` @* 11:30 AM
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007


[you think that im strong. ur wrong(right)...your right(wrong)]
its been a while tht i woke up in the late morning. hehe. naseb baik nari cek off jah oi. badan ni hak macam nak retak. otot2 cek dah kejong, urat kentot dah putus skang ni ha~ tinggal sendi2 babat jek nak di simpul. awat noh cek main lagu ni. mcm nak mampoi ni ha kiah oi.
anw, yest we finish up new routine for my remix. so we now got new steps redy. ehehe. so sexy and we r loving it. altho no performance or comp in the near future we cn still keep it wat. at least tk buat the same thing n so the dance prac wnt b boring n draggy. klau tak mcm kental n mendak kiah oi..balik2 barang sama kita buat. but ouhya we always hav battles among us jadi kita slalu ada step baru. kalau lawa amik ar kalau mepek g jahanam. ahahaha.
ok, im touched n heartened whn bapak n my b(zal) msg me yest. they mention to me y dancers r now so far away frm breakers. like theres no more chemistry. they missed the laughter n jokes we had. they r damn bored whn we r not ard coz the only thng they do is break. well darl like i mention to u yest ova sms(es) tht kita bukan elak dari korang. coz if we do, u will neva see us ard anymore. bukan kita tk suka korang, coz if we do, kita tk lepak ngan korang, go anywhere u want us to go n slack even during sat.
theres oni one reason i cn giv u. we r a big group. theres like 27 of us n growing(i guess)...n its two diff genre. breakers n dancers. dua2 nak prac, dua2 nk main lagu n dua2 consiists of large no of pl. the cc level we prac to is not tht big. so kita dancers pakai ataslah. but wat makes us sad n angry abt yest. asal korang balik tk tau ckp? juz leave like tht. haiz. ntahlah eh. but i knw i explain to bapak n b oredi. n i dnt owe them anymore explaination. if any1 want us dancers to sit n talk things out with the wandererz, i will say, dnt waste time. coz simply said theres nothing to talk abt. we juz hav to stop negativity n presumptious thinking u knw. go with the flow. try make evry sat an outing for us. lets cut each otha sum slack n still get each otha back(sexxayback...hehehe)...wandererz can count on us if u need support, n if theres any dance battle involved in ur break battle, u cn count us in! ehehehehe.
OMFG!!! IM SO MISSING AKID!! tried to get him but failed. yelah tk dgr khabar brita, nk contact pun susah. evry nite msg umi to keep reminding her, at the same time wishing her gd nite.hehe. dh mcm fone buddy gytu. yet all she cn say is "azan dh lama tk balik umah umi, dia kat umah mamanya" haiz. HUBBY!!! MISSING YOU LAH!!! NABEH KRANGKETENGTENG!!!
okok...nuff said.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
You only see what your eyes want to see. How can life be what you want it to be? You're frozen, when your heart's not open. You're so consumed with how much you get. You waste your time with hate and regret. You're broken, when your heart's not open.
if i could melt your heart, we'd never b apart. give yourself to me, you hold the key.


Queen` @* 1:29 PM
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007


this blog entry of mine is a tribute to some ppl who i can relate to songs or an answer to some of their unanswered questions. have fun.
Muhammad "Haiqal":
"You're with me. Til the bitter end. What we have transcends. This scary end's. Too painful to... Talk about. So I hold it in. Til my heart can mend and be brave enough to love again. When I remember, Glittering lights, Innocent eyes still preserved in my mind. In the memories I find solace... Never too far away, I won't let time erase, One bit of yesterday and I have learned that Nobody can take your place Though we can never be I'll keep you close to me..."
- Never Too Far by Mariah Carey.
Nurzawani:
"You're still the one I run to, The one that I belong to, You're still the one I want for life..You're still the one that I love, The only one I dream of, You're still the one I kiss good night..Looks like we made it, Look how far we've come my baby, We mighta took the long way, We knew we'd get there someday..Ain't nothin' better, We beat the odds together, I'm glad we didn't listen, Look at what we would be missin'..."
- You're Still The One by Shania Twain
Khairul Fadly:
"How did you feel about this groove I wrote? Hope ya got the message, ladies take control. Don't depend on no man to give you what you want. Keep that in mind next time you hear this song. If you independent I congratulate you, If you ain't in love I congratulate you, Do dem boys like they used to do you, If you pimp him I congratulate you...."
- Independent Women by Destiny's Child
Nazron Hady:
"Anytime you need a friend, I will be here. You'll never be alone again so don't you fear. Even if you're miles away, I'm by your side. So don't you ever be lonely, Love will make it all right. When the shadows are closing in, And your spirirt diminishing. Just remember you're not alone. And love will be there to guide you home...."
- Anytime You Need A Friend by Mariah Carey
Siti Nurzarifah:
"Now that you're out of my life, I'm so much better. You thought that I'd be weak without you but I'm stronger. You thought that I'd be broke without you but I'm richer. You thought that I'd be sad without you I laugh harder. You thought I wouldn't grow without you now I'm wiser. Though that I'd be helpless without you but I'm smarter. You thought that I'd be stressed without you but I'm chillin'...(you know the rest of it...hehehe)
- Survivor by Destiny's Child
Nur Hazirah:
"And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you. I'll be standing by your side in all you do. And I won't ever leave, As long as you believe, You just believe. I'll make a wish for you. And hope it will come true. That life will just be kind. To such a gentle mind. If you lose your way. Think back on yesterday. Remember me this way...."
- Remember Me This Way by Jordan Hill
P.H.A.T. Inc:
"Do you still remember, how we used to be? Feeling together, believe in whatever, My love has said to me. Both of us were dreamers, Young love in the sun. Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya, We'd only just begun. Viva forever, I'll be waiting, Everlasting like the sun. Live forever, for the moment, Ever searching for the one...."
- Viva Forever by Spice Girls
Mr Baby Blue in my blog:
"I wish that I was in your arms. Like that Spanish guitar. And you would play me through the night. 'Till the dawn I wish you'd hold me in your arms. Like that Spanish guitar. All night long, all night long. I'd be your song, I'd be your song. Steal my heart with every note you play. I pray you'll look my way And hold me to your heart someday. I long to be the one that you caress with tenderness. And you don't know, You don't even know that I exist..."
- Spanish Guitar by Toni Braxton
Massyarah(dnt knw if correct spelling..ahakz.):
" I know I'm on your mind. I know we'll have a good time. I'm your friend, I'm fun and I'm fine. I ain't lie. Look at me. You ain't blind. Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me? Don't cha..."
- Dontcha by Pussycat Dolls
Mohd Fazil:
"You read me wrong. I wasn't trying to lead you on. I want a friend. I didn't mean to turn you on. Tell me why should I feel guilty 'cause I won't give? Guilty 'cause I won't give in? I didn't mean to turn you on. You think that I'm a fool, 'Cause I wouldn't play by your rules? I told you twice I was only tryin' to be nice. I loved you for a friend But I guess this is the end of our relationship 'Cause I didn't mean to turn you on...."
- I Didnt Mean To Turn You On by Mariah Carey.
Gazaly Haron:
"You think you're cute, you think you're fine? You're always trying to steal my shine. Get off of me, don't mess with me. You know who you are. I've always been so nice to you, girl. Helping you girl, there for you girl. You always tried to compete with me, girl. Using me girl, abusing me girl. Flirtin' with every man you see Especially if the man likes me. Baby where's your self esteem? Find your own identity..."
- Fancy by Destiny's Child
Marsillah:
"love me or hate me, it's still an obsession. love me or hate me, that is the question. if you love me then thank you! if you hate me then fuck you!..."
- Love me or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign
Sarah Selamat:
"I woulda like one of these mornings to wake up and find your face on a pillow lying right next to mine. I woulda cut out the partying the smoking and the rum and buss a extra wine and make we seal up a son. well everytime mi fantasize me see your lips me see your eyes. Your trigger finger do something a lef the rudegirl hypnotized. For you it's just a thing, just another little fling But for me this is Heaven and the angel them a sing..."
- It's A Pity by Tanya Stephens
Kamal, Amry and Maximus:
"can you feel the fire in my eyes? what my lips desire can't be denied. i can take you to a place where the sun don't shine oh owo wo, i'll melt your mind. i need rain rain rain i'm burning up in here. this drought's 'bout to disappear. rain rain rain i'm burning up in here. ready or not, open up. you got my temperature risinglike el nin-yo!..."
- El-Nin-yo by Tata Young
The Blabbers and Time Wasters:
"Shut your fucking face uncle fucka. You're a cock sucking ass licking uncle fucka. You're an uncle fucka, yes its true. Nobody fucks uncles quite like you. Shut your fucking face uncle fucka. You're the one that fucked your uncle, uncle fucka. You dont eat or sleep or mow the lawn, You just fuck your uncle all day long. Suck my balls!......"
- Uncle Fucka by Terence and Phillips of Southpark
Phatlicious:
" im sexy, im cute, im popular to boot! im bitchin, great hair, the boys all love to stare! im wanted, im hot, im everything your not! im pretty, im cool, i dominate this school who am i? just guess! guys wanna touch my chest! im rockin, i smile, and many think im vile im flyin, i jump, you can look but dont you hump! whoo! im major, i roar, i swear im not a whore! we cheer and we lead, we act like were on speed. hate us coz were beautiful, well we dont like you either!.."
- Bring It On Roll Call.
thts all. hehe.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I know that when you look at me, There's so much that you just don't see. But if you would only take the time, I know in my heart you'd find. A person who's scared sometimes, Who isn't always strong. Can't you see the hurt in me? I feel so all alone....
I need you here. I need you here to wipe away my tears. To kiss away my fears. If you only knew how much...i wanna run to you.


Queen` @* 12:29 AM
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Monday, March 19, 2007





(ahahaha. gambar2 lama ni kekek...hee. look at the pornstar...cheeeeessseeee~)


look at ifah still braceless...look at ayun muka kental mautz mcm bangla dari dhaka...fad still looks the same only this time he look gay-er...q last tym with those lovely curls n look less heavyweight heee...mars still looks the same. n i guess i look the same too. hehehehe. n plz dnt ask me y are there pics of zali ok. it happens to b there. waddehell.
so i jvnt been blogging for like wat? two days? nothing much has been happening..ooopzz..or shud i say a big drama have been done. ehehehe. and erm ayun is the victim. ahakz. n im the main character. kecoh siol.
to make it short, i planned with a few ppl to play this prank on ayun. to make him believe tht im gg steady with the love of his life(ugh~ puhleeeseee)...they agreed. so theres goes the acting. i didnt tell fad zirah n ifah for i knw they will blurt it out faster thn i cn even start acting. heee. so the day we went esplanada with wandererz was the ferst day. fad ifa n zirah(tk tau menau apa yg jadik) was so pissed with me for gg "steady" with tht guy n not let them b the ferst to knw. so they kinda make it a big issue. ahahaha. thn at nite i told fad wat happened n he agree to b part of it. fuhhh~
it dragged on to sat. where i meet them afta work at bugis. and c'tnue with the act. n damn ayun was so outta place. pretending he was ok but nope he wasnt. he was so over the top. but by then i cnt c'tnue acting coz it was so awkward n disheartening. so stay bside ayun n zirah. thn we sang loads of sad love song for ayun till he wana cry(lameass bitch. stop crying lah..u confused giant, lalat boy)...then we went down town to meet bapak mintz rino shafiq n who else i cnt remmber. they stil wana catch the floorskillz thingy.
afta tht we went to istana park n lepak. okoklah the slack thingy. nak kata fun tk sgt nk kata boring pun tk. lukewarm lah katakan. n yeah u shud see the look on ayun's face. so the cramp mautz. ahakz. n by the time bapak zal fadz fyk ayun zirah left home, only me rino n neya jek tinggal. hehe. so we c'tnue lepak talk crap, share views of anythng possible to talk abt, we smoke take pics and joke ard. it was cute. heee~
btw im still thinking abt akid. hmmm~ is he ok? coz it was sucha last min thingy when the wandererz told me abt the fri thingy. n by the tyme i got it, i oredy sms the masses abt prac at hougang. haiyo, korang eh. mlampau tau. n btw bapak stil owe me a box of ciggs and a drink. so ya~ we(me ayun fad neya) mcm org giler risau pasal akid n call sana call sini juz to get him but failed. pesan abg dia, pesan umi mana tau kalau2 akid call dorang ke. sampai dh jadi phone buddy dgn umi you. ahakz. hes still unreachable. n till now i dnt hear anythng frm him. haiyo. if any of u got hold of him at least tell me. risau maut ni. boleh kene kencing manis ni ha!..
ouhya. yest i finish early so im accompanied by ayun q n neya. dorang tkda plan cuma nk lepak. so yea we lepak at vivo. had chilli cheese fries, supa big gulp, burger king, sundae pie and of coz ciggs. hee. lepak kat sky garden. laughed at ayun abt the fact tht he got worked up with he acts. how he wana bashed me n neya but no guts to do it. then we gossiped abt zali working at aldo. abt sum fat bapok at topshop booty shaking. abt this mamat who went to my wrkplce to accompany his gerl shopping but ended up dimalukan oleh me n frens pasal...it was damn cold n this freakin guy whom i dnt thnk wore any underwear, steam kodok siol macam nak koyak sluar dia. i got a shocked n laughed directly at his face lah. ehehehe. so farnie yet disgusting.
thn erm kita feeling2 lagu jiwang, prasan buat music video beautiful liar n ouh we dance to remix o' mine to get ready for any performances or comp coming up. n yeah we had fun. thn we went off early ard 930, ayun teman me till sengkang n take bus 27 near my hse wic he claimed he bumped to frendy abang n rino n there goes the kecohrism again. ahahahaha.
reached home, i was on time for ugly betty n a supper. my bro masak lemak cili padi lah kan. not bad for ferst timer i must say. cuma kurang pedas. thn i freshen up and as usual...msg ayun then we talked ova tha fone till 1 or 2. hehe. dah mcm evrynite routine gytu. kalau tk fad, it will b ayun or sumtyms we conference. hmmm~ mayb im meeting them on tues. for sum chill n dance. hee.
n there ppl. finally get to blog. wana go take a shower. working lah lata.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
It isn't right to stay together, when you only bring each other pain. You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong? The innocence is gone.
i've got this damn thing called love, i've got it for you. but it just ain't enuff so i just waqtch my heart break. what am i supposed to do, to get with you?


Queen` @* 10:19 AM
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Friday, March 16, 2007


(ehehe..gambar lama siolz. dalam mulanya tahun 2006?)
damn yest was fun loving. since we all knw tht the comp is postponed, we kinda slack abit. but damn we're not done dancing. we dance to new grooves, try to tighten our thang a lil bit her n there n crap ard juz like the days we ferst spent with each otha. like iffa said "kan best mcm gini. happy family!"...ahahaha...so true so true
like ppl used to say.."those were the days"..n erm we manage to revive back those days. n its so wow. i hope this will go on n on. coz seriously, it really takes so much to see real smiles n laughter. n i thnk its time we deserved it. gg thru all those worthless melodramas is such a waste.
we killed the karma. we started a fight. we make the drama worth it...damn. but hey its all good now. but erm i wont say it flat coz u may neva knw wats abt to cum. so juz enjoying the moments. n neva expect to much.
ok. so ayang did mention he will enter wanderers. n he thot it will bother us. cmon darl it wont. i knw uve been dying to hav an all boys crew. uve been dreaming for sumthng like BFC JDI n fantastic four. so go ahead n make it cum true. we've got ur back. coz u can b anywhere u want so long as ur still with us, DPHAT. ok geddit? now go hav fun. but try boost ur morale ferst. find a solid ground to stand. stay focus n settle wateva u hafta or ur gona b lost. do it one by one k? love ya.
ouhya. guess wad. ive got new fans. ppl who love my remixes. hehehe. besides neya being no1. i now hav ayun. n since we oredy hav remix, now wat we do is to find steps for it only. ahahaha. simple. n damn we hav alot of steps to choreograph. luckily theres ppl like akid neya n aishah, even danial, to help. n so there we go, hav sumthng new to dance to. hehe. eventho the songs ada yng dah lama. ehehehe. but hey i cn cut and paste wat. or mayb i ask danial or ayang to re-remix it n make it sumthng new. hmmm.
so ppl, ya'll gotta watch beautiful liar music video. love the lyrics the dance the music the whole sexiness. u cn geddit on my frenster profile. its so like me(beyonce) and neya(shakira)...hehehe. n damn yest we pract the dance. its hawt! lovin!
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be and will not be. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have....
AiNT iT FUNNY HOW SOME FEELiNGS YOU JUST CANT DENY AND YOU CANT MOVE ON EVEN THOUGH YOU TRY.


Queen` @* 11:42 AM
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Thursday, March 15, 2007


the songs thts been playing in my head is hurt, torn, everytime, beautiful liar, melakar rindu, she cant love you, biarkan aku meyintaimu and setiaku korbankan.
i dnt knw why. but sumthng stil hurts me. sort of. but i will try not to brag on tht. i knw no positive vibes will happen. so juz let it b. but i hope no one throw stones at the scars if u knw wat i mean.
so ya ppl, the comp has been postponed to a fucking lata date. 27th may!! i mean wtf! shit man. now wat we gona do till tht date to come. cnfirm mendakz. but with help of sara pinky and danial to try get slots of competition or performance, lets juz hope sumthng happen lah. haiz. but atleast since dphat(the eight main dancers) hav nothing in mind, phatlicious will try to juz meet up n cum up with sumthng new in choreography. coz i hav some unused remix to dance to and erm they all love it. hehehehe
n ouhya since my hubby is ova tht "paitao issue", hes down now. n yea tht day on tues we did prac with him. its like "AKIDDOZ and the PHATLICIOUS". so cute. we did new routines with some old routines. like so tiring but so fun. we sweat like prostitutes in a church. ahahahah...i dnt knw why but smua mcm hyper gytu joget. tk ingat penat pun. hahahaha. so today i hope we gona do the same dopey shit agn. cnt wait.
n so there i go emailed neya love some of my unheard remixes. new ones and old ones. and damn this girl is my no1 fan. hehe. she juz cant get enuff of it. bet shes dancing ryte now. ahakz. but hey, im still amateurish ok. i dnt thnk my mixes is good enuff for clubs as wat said by neya. please its still raw for performance or competition. n erm for now, i dnt hav the time to do new mixes. n erm i guess i need to buy a software for mixes coz damn using my frens turntable or windows moviemaker boleh jadi giler n juling bijik mata ni ha~.
ouhouh. guess wat. i find this supa touching. timberlake n timbaland wana help spears get back on solid ground. help to boost her career once again. help her get hold of herself and b the old britney back. n if it works well, who knws timberlake will reconcile with spears once again. woooohoooo!
klah. dh tkda pape nk cakap pun. hehe.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn.
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I’ve missed you since you’ve been away
She can't love you like I can
Her awful love just cant compare to what I have
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away....
Tell me how to forgive you...When it's me who's ashamed


Queen` @* 11:30 AM
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007


wateva is done. is done. lets forget abt it. u apologised, forgiveness u get. lets start this ova. coz seriously, i miss the old you. like seriously missed.
eventho ur style of apologising is so different. as in a way which i find so looping but at least u did. n im sorry if theres some things i said or did tht makes u feel bad. not my intention. u knw tht. neva eva cross my mind to hate or hurt anyone. its not in my nature.
one thing for sure. usually i forgive and forget. n forgive nad forget i will always do but i dnt knw why some stuffs u typed, dnt knw if its for me or not, kinda hurt. n stil hurt but wat cn i do? i guess i hav to let it pass. dnt hold back. dnt hav grudges. so not me.
thts all.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I wish you knew how much I love you,
I wish you knew how you make me feel.
You're always on my mind,
I think about you all of the time.
I love your wonderful smile,
I love you beautiful eyes,
But I hate that we don't talk no more
And the way you act like I'm not alive.
you may never understand me. probably you may never will but if all backs turned to you, just come to me n i will b by your side comforting you.


Queen` @* 11:09 AM
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007


hoho. finally i found sum1 at my wrkplc tht i cn click with so much. n its daphne. a nice pretty chinese girl whose so blurrly farnie. ahakz. chemistry sparks frm day one we met. n erm we cnt get enuff of each other. always try to cheer each other when we r down bored. ahakz. so cute. hope this will last....*praying*..
so ive heard~(fadlee's tone).......nothing. ahahahaha. ive heard nothing. i mean erm i may not b down with phatlicious for quite sumtym n im glad theres no shits gg ard us. phatlicious tht is. thts wat u get when theres no more of cheap melodrama happening. ehehehe. all ive heard was how much fun they had. the dance the crap the flirt the singing...damn im not involved. but anw, i try to make time for u ppl ya. i knw im missed. hehehe.
but hey not to forget i miss the wanderers n of coz akid. hmm~ hope he dnt stop himself frm coming afta wat happen to him like three times in a row. ouh ma gawd. im not to b blamed coz im not involved in any of it but i feel the guilt. like seriously. thts why i sms akid to apologise on my behalf. eventho its not my fault. n gosh hes undastandable but haiz i guess his patience is being tested by some ppl....
btw, isit wrong to b a kinda person who knws how to "beralas" in all their sayings, thots and opinion. coz for all i knw its the best way to let tht person knw without creating a ruckus or causing any tension. n when u widely practice to "beralas" some ppl say tht ur acting. acting to b nice. acting to blend in. acting to get sympathy. if being nice and calm is acting, then being rude and bitchy is real life? ahakz. thn there shuddnt b any love in this world.
imagine the whole world is full of rude n bitchy ppl, hahahaha, thn wats the use of prophecy ryte? haiz. if my persona has been a stand up act, then why am i not lost, confused, ignored or paranoid? i aint a loner. i aint a loser. i aint a sucker. im juz bein me. if bein me disturbs some ppl, thn my apologies for the inconvenience, n play shut i will. for if anythng tht comes frm me is a nuisance wats the use of me doin it ryte? for i dnt wana fight, i dnt wana b pictured as self-centred, i dnt wana b fingered as backstabber, i dnt wana b envied, i dnt wana b inferior to othas.
looks like some ppl cant handle me. cant handle the truth but always want to knw the truth. haiz. its no wonder ppl cnt come to you at all. whn it gets seriouslah thts wat i mean.
i dnt knw how many tyms i hav to repeat myself.
im real. what you get is wat u see.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so thats that
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know
I'll never breathe your love again
If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why
I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true
I'll never be over you
My love is so strong and i can't move on. I know your love for me is fake but it's the risk i take so dont hate me,dont regret me,dont ever forget me and wherever you go,whatever you do,dont say i never loved you...


Queen` @* 11:45 AM
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Monday, March 12, 2007
























ok. heres some of the pics i wana share. some r like supa hawt..some r supa freaky...some r supa shitty..sum r supa farnie...sum r supa rude..as in farnie rude..sum r supa lame. ehehehe. but aniwaes...enjoy.
n erm sumthng i wana share. i dislike ppl who dnt take the blame tht they give out. pretend tht its not their fault but its clear cut tht they r the cause of it. cakap tk serupa buat u know. n erm i oso dont like ppl who do thngs half cooked. its either u cn do it or not. u wana do it or not. its not like ur forced to do it. coz the end job was rubbish. utter nonsense. n if the reason is lame, save it ok. dnt go ard wasting ur time explaining. if this is the kinda work u giv, might as well dont do rite? incorrigibly horrendous. its a shame u gotta to this way. y? inferior n intimidated izit? well aniwaes if u wana play dirty, ur messing with the wrong sparks. coz it will not juz burn fumingly but it will explode. think abt it.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
im crazy.
crazy for thinking tht my love wil hold you.
crazy for crying.
crazy for trying.
and
crazy for loving you.
but
im trying
and dying to undastand
plz help me
how could an angel break my heart?
how could a presence break my hope?
the moments spent of searching is happier than the minutes found. and there i go. still searching.























Queen` @* 11:27 AM
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Friday, March 09, 2007


(ouh fyi, we hav our fotos at butterfactory comp up n wild in a webbie. its www.dancelar.com.)

see wat i toldja. i cnt work in an environment where theres too many malay. its so like...erm...dnt knw lah. but i just cant. luckily this new girl tht joined us is a chinese. daphne is her name. n boy we chatted like we knw each other so well. we clicked of rightaway.

ok not to b biased, i do make some good rapport with sum malays there. nana, fiza, suhana and faz. they r very nice kecoh minahz. n erm we share the same lingo of accent lah. ehehe...all the 'nyahs' 'jahs' 'mami' 'kiah' 'pe'ah' 'cek' and 'hang'...so ya..farnie jugak lah eh. but kan tkleh bebual melayu kat shopflorr. bleh kene saman kiah oi~ tk sanggup mami. dah kocek kering, koyak plak tu. haiz.

okok. i wont go all braggy abt work. i mean im kicking it oredy. im getting the hang of it. but still alot more to improvise and learn lah. 4 days working, shud b long enuff thn go all cranky ryte. not to forget tht i get calls frm fad during my break period. ehehe. eventho takda topic, we sure can make sum stoopid subject to talk abt. at least im not tht bored lah. coz i dnt knw why but i prefer go lunch alone. all by myself. its refreshing u knw.

ok i do miss dancing n lepaking with dphat but i guess i hav to take wateva i hav now in my pride. coz sampai bilerkan nk terkinja-kinja jadi jantan joget. ooopss~ i mean betina joget. ahahahaha. unless i get paid to do this i dnt mind at all. but all those laughter fun joy amissed. n damnz im missing some ppl badly oredy. dh lama tk bersemuka, tk pandang senyumannya, tk ketawa bersama, tak berdansa bersama...heh. missing. loving.

oklah ppl. gtg. shleepy oredy. tmr work.

toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say

Don't you know
I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet










So much has broken me down, but i built right up... and the stronger i become the harder the break becomes and the pain just continues to increase.... and i wonder for how long...


Queen` @* 1:22 AM
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