[currently listening to flaws and all - beyonce]
AAAaaRRRrrrGGghhHHhh!!!!!
babi peh anjing! ahahahahaha. u got me speechless n dumb-founded! hahahaha.
anw, fyi ppl, tht guy in the pic is my ex boyfy. it was a worth one-week relationship. it all went to an end when we realise we r not meant for each otha. too many tribulations n trials hav to go thru to get the family blessings. i guess its juz wasnt meant to b. haiz. wattado? move on lah. now im back to singlehood n hes back to selling at beach road food centre. *sob sob* back to square one.
ohya...skarang kepala cek tgh pecah ni nak re remix our remix to 4 mins instead of 6. cibai. haiya. ikut kan gila, i wana take the risk je but how? too many ppl say dont take the risk its not worth it. haiyo. camne leh...evrythng fell nicely till the bad news arise last min....
im so freaking pissed~(whitechix lingo)
btw ive been wanting to read abt our family tree but no one eva put up in their blog. so i guess i do it lah....
here goes....
Once upon a time, in a village far far away from the faraway kingdom, there lived a huge family. a confused n intergrated family. they are so confused and mixed up like 69, then when people came over to visit, they are left dumb-founded and lost. this is how it went....
There live a fat slimy worm(Q) who thinks shes a dog at heart and a man at night and have a boyfriend whose a horse(azli). *cant even imagine how they DO IT...ewww...anw back to the story* She owns a sexy kitty(izhan) who thinks tht hes tyra/beyonce in his previous life and a bootylicious hooker at night. Kitty have a skanky elder sister, a sealion(gazaly) to be exact, who shares the same disease as kitty. Thinking that he was mariah carey in his previous life and also a gorgeous whore at night.
One fine day, they were on a mission to Sri Lanka. It was for a volunteer work of Save Our Bitches(Beaches) due to an ugly oil spill and water pollution. While busy sun-tanning instead of cleaning, kitty spotted a hideous creature limping their way. Its too horrendous to describe/watch that kitty end up singing to Deja Vu n sealion sang to It's Like That, monotonously. But that didnt stop the incorrigable living thing to keep coming their way. As it gets closer, they got a better view of that thing. Its actually a filthy bitch(fadlee) that wears a worned out black evening dress with rusty leash and a ceiling fan attached to the head. The weird thing is, dogs bark but this ugly bitch meows n purrs.
The couple, fat slimy worm and horse, was sorry for the idiotic dog that they donate the dog a chicken bone freshly eaten by the fat slimy worm. But both sealion and kitty can't stand the inhumane behaviour of the couple that they decide to adopt that thing. To their dismay, in order to adopt that bitch, it comes with three more filthy creatures. Guess what? It's the stupid dog pets! Gross!....
Anyways, the description of the pets....there this obese guinea pig(ifah) who thinks she is a mouse by nature. So she married another mouse(ayan). And to her husband turn-off, whose hobby is wearing red lacy thong and dick-slapping the wife every night, she actually hav a bestfriend, whose a gorilla(ayun) by nature but self-proclaimed that hes a mouse too! Oh My God~ that is what u get when u cross over a confused being whose actually a she-male but in denial. But if they are happy together who are we to judge....
So upon returning to the couple suite @Fragrance, the sisters, kitty n sealion, bought a wired sponge, clorox, kerosene and lighter. To wash the dog and its pets, to clean n cleanse them before returning back to their village.
Once they reach home sweet home, both kitty n sealion were excited to introduce the dog and its pets to their snobby neighbour, rabbit(fadz) and sloth(afzal). They were there to show it off to rabbit for rabbit thinks that shes the only one that can afford pets. But who cares about her pet? Why you may ask? Her damn pet is confused and filthy too. She claimed that she bought it at K-Mart but the fact is she found them near the Animal Slaughter Department. Her pet was charged under section 23 for beastiality. Isnt it the most disgusting thing to see a donkey(aishah) and a lhama(idris) making out in broad daylight, in the middle of a wet street soccer field, where banglas are busy with reconstructing? eeew...
To cut the drama/fights short, for they are the only living thing in that village, all of them decided to live as one big family. To love and care and protect against the evil rivalry of Shrek villagers. Its a mean world out there. haiz...
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!!!!~~~~
im juz bored n stress lah. ahakz....
kk. back to the mix...
toodles
mizbithaqueen
[currently listening to more justice - damien marley]
i knw theres sumthng i wana update but dnt knw wat? aiya y like this when my fingers juz settled down on the keyboard. lemme see...hmmm...
mayb im too stress out i guess. aiyo. too many things need to b done by a certain deadline. haiz. mana fashion show is too corrupt. mana gaji blum masuk. mana competition nya mix kene pendekkan. haiyo. aaarrrgggghhhh!!!!!
but anw, i had a fun time during xmas eve. went to my cuzzin gig at DXO wif my cuzzies. we look fantabulous in black and white. hehehe. had a few drinks n smokes. n we r up head banging n skanking even moshing. hahahaha. well its my cuzzie last gig so we had to make it a blast n memorable one for him. n guess wat? his performance is the last one n the most entertaining. hehehe. afta tht, had to rush to hosp coz my bro in law kena admitted lah. appendix burst u. ouchies~
but since my moronic bro tk bawak xtra helmet, i was left stranded with my otha 3 sexy cuzzies. its not lik im complaining. we had our chats at starbucks fullerton ova shepard's pie n iced cocoa. suka~. then we had a free mango tea coz apparently nurul fren works there. we played cards. where the loser hav to choose either a truth /dare. hehehe. nurul n tasha had sum kinky moments where ayie tinks its M18/R21. hahaha. tht punk ass shawty. talks too much sumtyms. if only i can spike her drinks. hehehe.
so ya, ive settled with two outfits oredy. left with one more. hmmm. smpat ke tak, letak tepi. i knw i wana make tht evening gown. mayb for me or for fad. hahaha. tht bitch self proclaimed tht the evening gown im making is for him. hahaha.
ouhouh....during the sun rehearsal, i realise tht theres alot more to the dancers than meets the eye. n i really like hanging wif zeella. shes really nice n a fast catcher too. hahaha. kecian dia alot to catch up. ahakz. n ouhdamn. sum1 look supa cute during the rehearsal it makes my heatbeat scream.."do me like the karmasutra...."ahahahaha. thn afta tht we go to kakak butik n anotha pleasant treat!!! hehehe. q my slimy worm, bawak kuda dia!!! hahahahahaha. n the horse name is azli! supa gorgeous n charming smile. tantalizing jah oi. hahahahah.
okok. tts it...nk siap2...
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
i tink my idiotic bitch is true. i hav a thing for name starts with A. ahahahaha. now theres 2 of them. tht makes a total 6 crushes with A. hehe
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
[ currently listening to I didnt mean to turn you on - Mariah carey]
fhew~
bz weeks of work almost coming to an end. im now gona hav a two weeks break. mampos nak buat apa eh? boleh mati liao. lata no money lah dey. how to enjoy?
anw, got a few things in mind tht i wana put to good use tapi mcm tkleh gytu. blum time yet agaknya. ahakz.
ouhouh...te song tht im currently listening to, goes out to 3 diff ppl from same aspects of life. ahakz. its flattering, its complimenting n im appreciating but the vibes is so wrong! dnt mean to b offensive but yeaps im not ready for anythng n im not ur kinda person to b close wif.
criously...
to A***...ur a sweetie. n cute as hell. i admit i hav a huge crush on u eva since our eyes meet. no doubt bout tht. n im always looking forward to see u. especially when we are involved together. but thn afta a few mits, i got to knw ur recently attached. so i kept my distance. its best not create fire. creating distance, i tried not to create eneminity so i still greet n smile at u as i always do but to a certain extent. but thn agn evrytime we met, ur partner is always there. n u will think im avoiding u but im not. i jz dnt want any ruckus. frens is ok. but when u go to certain extent juz to see me. its wrong. accept the fact tht ur attached now n forget tht i used to have a huge liking on u....
to K****...thx for being a fren but im so not ur type n vice-versa. lets keep it simple k. frens?
to F*****...i have nothing to say to u coz mulut hang tu berat n wateva u had b4 wif my frens, i dnt wana b part of it. ahakz. like me for all i care but dnt expect sumthng in return or create eneminity/ignorance aite.
haiyo. susah2. boleh pecah kepala ini mcm. when u want a relationship, tkda. when ur still searching, yng datand smua ur fren. mampos. hahahaha. n i knw fad is having a good laugh at this. ahahahah...
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
ur missed as always.
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
to the one tht i care....:
Begitu Berat Melangkah
Melihat Kau Bersamanya
Adakah Aku Yang Salah
Atau Hanya Helah Saja
Ku Masih Mencintai Diri Kamu
Bila Kau Menjauh
Ku Rindu
Kau Bagaikan Udara
Yang Membantu Aku Untuk Terus Hidup Di Atas Dunia
Tanpa Mu Ku Lemah
Pasti Aku Tak Berdaya
Kerna Kau Maha Karya Cinta …
Biarpun Kau Tidak Mahu
Menerima Kasih Daku
Ku Kan Setia Bersama Mu
Sehingga Ke Akhir Waktu
Ku Masih Menyayangi Diri Kamu
Bila Kau Berlalu
Ku Rindu ..
Kau Takkan Dapat Aku Lupakan
Kerna Kaulah Punca Cinta Kita
Mengajar Aku Erti Bahagia
Kembalilah ..
Terimalah Pesan Daku
Yang Akan Terus Menunggu …
toodles
mizbithaqueen
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Friday, December 07, 2007
omfg~
like finally i have the time to blog...damn its been a bz month for me since nov. bz wif werk especially. project afta project. penat siol. n lemme tell u...the entertainment world is not glamor at all ok. its hardwork. damn bloody hard work. mayb 20%glamor 80%vice...criously.
ppl r not wat they seem they r. its a whole plastic world out there. damn plastic. but luckily i knw how to play by my own rules so org tk pijak kepala. mana ada pengantin nak handle...hiasan hantaran...being the stylist/image consultant/makeup artist for SML n Cili Padi programme. sumtyms u dnt realise u werk at least 12 hrs per day. yup at least 12 hours. may take more of ur time if ur unlucky.
but im getting the hang of it. n travelling frm home to mediacorp evryday is a hassle. bnyk makan duit plak tu. n lemme tell u eaglevision production is not a place newbies wana b. it can make u sick n tired, breakdown n cry n rot n die. hahaha. been there done tht.
n now i miss loads of ppl. especially darling babe whom i promose to doll her up but neva got the time(i will try to slot our day out in one of my sched k)...even my darling neighbours ayis n jojo pun i dnt hav time to lepak togeda. haiz. dgn darling phat inc pun rarely have the time. nasib baik ada involve in competition so get to mit twice a week. itu pun 2 hrs. haiz.
so we lost a dancer. aishah. well she claim theres no more love for us. shes leaving for having the same reason as amir ayang as she said it herself. n shes willing to pretend tht she neva eva got herself involve wif us b4. well wat to do, its her choice. so much for frenship. got too much to say but too scared to voice out. hmmm. nvm lah. jz dnt let history repeat itself. like i toldja...u cn talk bad abt otha crew, dnt talk bad abt ur own members. its bad habit. so juz wishing u luck in wateva u do. n hav fun wif ur upcoming crew so to speak.
wic means its only gona b e 5 of us. me fad ayn ifah fadz. its ok. we cn pull it togeda. furthermore, we r there to have fun n perform for othas liking not to win. winning is neva on our mind but to entertain. hehehe. so sat is still on ppl....
oh god. im gona b like filled thruout til january. sheesh. mama dah bising for not having enuff time at home but she cnt complain much coz ive showed her my schedule. and yess its full ok. q pun sampai naik menyumpah. hahaha. my asst katakan. hehehe.
guess wat? i sumtyms lost track of days n dates. hahaha. it natural ok when u work unda entertainment industry. haiz.
but m i complaining? i guess not. juz tt i really need sleep. long sleeping hours. now i knw as a celeb/crew..the ferst thing in ur mind bsides work is sleep. loads of it. juz to freshen ur day.
aite thn ppl...logging out.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
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