______Anyone can be a queen...but there is only one QueenBee`*

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Monday, December 28, 2009

well. its proven once again that the malay community are borne with talents. artistic talents. no doubt. besides us being very well supportive towards our own people, we have loads of capabilities to backed it up. and once again with such victory, for a moment, the vices on malay community will be hushed.

to those who don't know what im talking about, i'm babbling about Singapore Idol that is and the newly crowned, Sezairi. this year however the performances sans the finalist is quite entertaining. and who can forget Charice. the powerhouse of the philippines. damn that girl can sing her heart out. and she can so be in the league of regina velasquez, the original songbird of the pinoys.

some may find me geeky to tuned in into such programmes but then again deep down everyone wants to know the result. who doesn't. and come on, i'm sure all you pondans out there secretly watch SI or surf them in youtube or whatever tube you have on cyber(minus xtube though..lol). please no matter how much we tried to deny, everyone love a new piece of headline to talk about. so just like kumar once mentioned, it's is no doubt sporeans are naturally bapoks in the closet.

talking about bapoks, seriously the subject in mind of every aj is that, "define straight guy..." and with every answer that came out from anyone will be back fired by the weird reality of straight guys nowadays. to be honest, you hardly can find a straight-honest-from-God kinda guy. what is becoming of this definition?

and now i have a friend who is not only a true friend, not only she knows about everyone, not only everyone tells her everything but the latest, she is a proudly self-proclaimed kid convertor. and from the look of things i seriously don't mind the kids that she's converting. lol. they either deserve it or ask for it. and she being the nice wish-fairy, grants it with an open arm. lol. (tell me about the tweezing experience once u done it...haha)

so almost a year has passed. working on a new resolution. babe, im praying that whatever we had planned goes well.

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: i wonder of all people why you aske me that question....

Queen` @* 1:52 AM

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Monday, December 21, 2009

finally got the time to update. well here are some of the pics during the photoshoot which i know some have viewed it on facebook courtesy of lala. so ya~ this is for my own reference. anyway the pics of the original photoshoot has been edited to my liking. and fad will have the hard copy soon.

so im looking forward to more photoshoots/makeovers but im out of models. anyone wanna do it? hehe.

so now im gonna compile the pics and will pack it as a new portfolio.

by the way...i'm amazed after all this while, you still can lie about it. can't you just tell me straight to the face. it's not like i'm gonna die not being there. haiz. talking about friendship. you're the one not practicing it. it's no wonder your life isn't as bliss as you want it to be. i'm not bitching but i'm disappointed and sad and yes i do sympathise you. i have no more words to say. i pray God will help you find the way and make you realise things.

finally they realise what a loser you are. too bad you not gonna survive. i suggest you change or find a new group where you can be the leader. coz i think thats what you want. change for the better. not worst.

anyway...i miss my cousin nurul! ugh! we so gg out soon...

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: it's a pity...

Queen` @* 1:14 AM

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

remember this? i know i still do. it was one of the most fun day ever had. browsing to some of these pics that we took during the make-over brings back fond memories. memories that won't be perished from my mind. trying to relive this moment is next to impossible. to think that these can be done again is beyond imagination.

people moved on. they let it go. they lead own individual lives and flick away the unwanted. betting on their souls that its for the best of them. well, to each his own i must say. just hope and pray for the best for each and every single one of them. those who hates, envied, disgusts are not left hanging. there was once that i kept asking myself why but then i told myself if its the best for them like i hoped for, so be it. no matter what each and every one have a special place in my heart. *smiles*

so lately my photoshoot has been going great. its been an indoor experience. now im trying to explore more of outdoor. working on my portfolio at the same time practicing my skills as a stylist. outdoor shoot is a challenge i will face. being a multi-tasker is already a blissful pain but its an obstacle i will go through no matter what. the beauty world in the humble island is a hurdle. make-up artist, choreographer, photographer and art director. it's all me. but what surprises me most is, by using a petite digicam, it can snap some of the most beautiful shot. the only problem is lighting.

so by next week is going to be my very first outdoor shoot and im praying for the weather to be kind, the model to be mouldable and the results to be the expected. can't wait for it. hope that it will be a blast. will compile the best shots once this whole project is done and critic your way to your own liking. it's the only way to learn. mistakes actually brings out the best in you. to be successful, you have to be open about everything.

anyway, i missed zoukout this year. damn. but im attending one of the best event coming up soon. well, when you're broke, you gotta learn to thrift and save for the best. its a revolving cycle. one moment you're on a high the next you're laying low.

by the way, my heels snapped. lol. not the heels fortunately but the leather. luckily its a patent leather. so i think its fixable. but what the heck. its gonna take sometime for me to go all dressy again. im starting work soon. so have to lay off those fun times and get down to business. again. lol.

so the wedding dinner that i attend just now was a beautiful ensemble. well, us being the minority in spore, the arabs/indians/pakistanis, we can't deny the fact that we are proud of our roots. all dressed up in cultural threads, with glorious food, enchanting decorations, melodious music and not forgetting gorgeous people. *both guys and girls...but me being me...guys matters most..lol* congrats to luthfie and basma. may your wonderful honeymoon of 30days around europe be a memorable moments. yes bloggers, 30days of honeymoon. how freaking rich is that!

haiz. my days of enjoying such luxury will come. i know it will. im praying it will. and when that day arrives, i will want to enjoy every moment of it.

well, that's all to blab about.

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: allah ki kasam. kya, kaun, kab aur kahan ayega ki mere zindagi ka raaste, aaja~ me gaale aa lagja.

Queen` @* 2:12 AM

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Sunday, December 06, 2009

whoa~ what a whole ten days....its been so crazy tired but im sort of liking it. too many things happened tht im gona break it down...

firstly, im officially broke! hahaha. spending like crazy. secondly, im officially not with mediacorp anymore, too much hassle. thirdly, im officially taking the break from the world of glamour. it's so not glamour i tell you. running up and down of mediacorp studios and venturing here and there till i realise singapore is actually interesting. well heres what i did....

25th nov:

went out with the mak ayams to dblO 300th Girls Nite by Choya feat DJ Niina. felt so glam out there in my one piece figure hugging, tight slacks and 5inch Guess Gladiator heels. hehe. i know this freaks ya'll out but yes, i drag to dblO. literally drag. theres like 5 of us and a whole lot of them there. who would give up a free entry and free flow right? Lol. went up and down from dblO to Obar. dance and drink and more shots. honestly i had 13shots and 4 jugs muself. damn i was on cloud 10. haha. for so long i didnt had tht much. once im drunk, i got too many guys ard tht i freaked out myself. lol. fought with a mat rep. slap a chinese girl. grinding faizal. ahakz.

26th nov:

rush down to kak Maria J boutique for meeting of how to dolled up the artists for rapsodi hitz show, a collab with brunei. then rush down to meet fatimah and gang for shooting of the drama Sewa. its so wrong to do for 2 bridal company but hey! a girl gotta earn babe. feel like a criminal. and btw fad darl...abg didi kirim salam. amazwd how he still remmbers u after like almost 2 yrs. haha.

27th nov:

went to meet nurul after work and let our hair down at arena. her treat. she insist. i came for the treat and the gym instructor she wana hook me up with but they only turn up after club which i was already too damn tired.

28th nov:

went to do last min shot of the drama mahligai kaca. and stupid taufik brought up the subject tht i was with LAB bridal and caught the attention of ina, Fatimah's MUA. n to think i will get some lecture, instead i got a whole lot of bitching session wit her regarding kak lin. hahaha. after which i went to meet sarah and we went riding then we go to a reggae gig at downtown east. and was i surprised to see familiar faces. and damn was fad was there. had a great time with him all dancing and shaking. smoke weed too! lol. dnt knw how they got tht.

29th nov:

last min assist my fren to do henna for the bride. and i do mean last min. coz the wedding is like the next day. ugh! and she expect the henna to be very dark. wth!

30th nov:

got a time off. went to a lavish wedding at bukit panjang. some distance cousin with hot-hot relatives. but have to behave myself. ugh! then rush off to kak Maria boutique again for fitting.

after all that hoohaa...the rest of my days are running up and down. bitching with other MUA abt LAB. hahaha. and let me tell you, not even a nice single word of praise for her. its all abt her being a copycat, liar, cheater. hahaha. and to think i worked for her before. but actually thanks to her im exposed to all these scene.

my last day with SI was ok. nothing much. i opt out coz the pay suck and faizal not there. lol. no point.

went riding with mat2 phantom coz i got to know one from the net. but it wasnt working. too mat lah. n they kinda know the prince so dont wana take the risk.

Rapsodi Hitz was awesome. the brunei people was very friendly. the dancers are like super gay and the MUA are sluts. nuff said. haha. practically sniffing the male artist of spore. super skank rite! but anw dolling up sarah aqilah, fauzie laily, kunjung was nice. very very friendly. and let me tell you some of the artist or so-called artist tht we have to doll up doent make sense. coz they are not performing, just attending. but still wana doll up. cheap labour or wat?

so i took a break from all that to catch up with my own life. pampering myself and now im broke. haiz.

well~ hitting the sack...

toodles

Izhan Shah

p.s: i love you still no matter what. even if im a freak.

Queen` @* 1:07 AM

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