[currently listening to more than a woman-aaliyah]
hey yall....its been a while since i blog ya. anw its been a wonderful experience the past few days. from job interview to lepaking wit q n qam to gg st james anniversary party to upacara cukur rambut baby imaan to celebrating CNY wit my family(wic includes nurul fam). its been a very nice experiences.
from those tipsy clubbers to the unglamourous ppl who celebrated CNY without any pride n glory. sometimes it makes one think whetheer the chinese really appreciate and prosper their celebration fully. u can see them shabbily dressed going to relatives house but worst still, they crowd at shopping malls, places of interest and even beaches. wat the hell. dont talk about christmas, they even celebrate all festivities. ugh. as if!
i cant never forget the nite at stjames(no im not talking abt the free drinks and food and the drag show) but an ugly midget girl, whos all drunk and dance-y shouting to her frens "i mayb chinese but i hate CNY. its for beggars who wants red packet. so tmr im flying off to phuket. im a self-proclaimed free thinker"....ha! free thinker my foot. u piece of a scrooge shit.
haiz. no point getting all worked up.
anw i wana shout again to my sluts the ceena crazy, minah maut, bitchy bronx bunch wannabe. haha. thx again for coming to my event. n god knows when we will learn to tone down. i mean the voice. haha. we were practically the loudest in the whole block. yes! the whole block! hahha.
btw, wats all this ive been reading. ppl talk about life, love and friendship. is it the in topic now? is somethng bothering? hmm. well i may not know much(no surprises...haha) but take it easy alrighty. it may really sound such a cliche but words of wisdom says 'let it be'. life is doing its course, work on it but dont try to change it. it can be improvised. no use crying over spilt milk. clean it up and buy a new one. i know its easier said then done but try doing it, wat a relieve it might be.
so irfan is out of the pic. now comes in isaac. ahakz. but i tink hes fad's type. very the mat2. event host cum part-timer in banquet. ahakz. so tk glam.
haiz. now im hoping and waiting to get a reply from lancome, chanel and MDC. please one of you companies. call me. hire me. take me. i need a job badly. and i wont let your company down. serious.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth......
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
this photo is proof be shown tht we do our own styling for the photoshoot. wth.
personally i think this is the most gorgeous pic of all.
check out this pic! isnt ayun hot! haha. mcm model. too bad hes not like tht in the real photoshoot photos.
woots! hot giler.
[currently listening to bunga melur - siti nurhaliza]
weekend was nice. real nice. start out really well with the inaugural photoshoot we had at talenthouse studio. the whole day was all filled with laughter. wic i guess from the look of it, evryone needs it. from 11am onwards till 11pm. hahaha. n to think tht we r gg back at 8pm or better yet some say to go back home straight after the shoot.
well, waddya get if you fill a studio with talented, gorgeous, outspoken, gossiping bitches all at the same time? ans: u get PHAT INC. hahahaha. honestly we are glad we didnt pay anything for the makeover. because if it is truly a makeover, why do we have to bring our own costume, do our own hairstyle and end up directing the make-up artist our finishing look? hmmm. irony isnt it?
but anyways the outcome is gorgeous! what you see here is the unofficial photos. the official ones are damn nice. but all thanks to 90% individual hotness, flair n model-esque status and 10% to the studio. hahaha.
imagine laughter, gossiping, bitching, and more laughter throughout the whole day. from perak rd to tong seng to cityhall to esplanade to simpang bedok. very very tiring and stomach cramping. but its good exercise though. from our real self to our alter ego to our cheena self to our mat minah attitude. hahaha. its all clean invasion nocturnal lives of the maturing bimbettes.
now i cant wait to plan with yall. yes all. for another photoshoot where lala is the photographer. n yes lala you will b in the pics too ok.
then theres saturday where we celebrate qaisara bdae at the florida condo. nice place. spacious apartment but kinda crampy landscapes. the pool was tempting. but didnt go for any swim. the food was nice but the bbq area was just too hot. or is it me? haha. it was a nice celebration. and let me tell you, of all things edible, the cake waas the best. very moist n buttery. yummy. and i love the salmon n marshmallow.
kiwak~ afta a good laugh on friday, i seriously lost weight. then i gain back double all thanks to the bbq. hahaha. sharing moments with the cousins. playtime. n discussing future plans. very mature of us. really.
then when things get boring. we play the infamous A B C or better known as Aa Be Ce. the game that made ayun stop thinking of food. *but failed i guess* hahaha. and let me tell you from themes like brands, movies, foods and country/states. you end up with the weirdest answer from abg fazlie.
yes. the big guy always came up with the most dumbest answer. hahaha. but very very funny.
n yes nurul, you have to plan the cousin outing k. not me. u and tasha. get it. you girls plan the place time and date.
ouhya. just now was my interview with L'Oreal group of companies. and if im shortlisted, i might be the next beauty advisor/makeup expert for either lancome or shu uemura. nice huh. but im still hoping for that slot in MDC. oh god grant me this wish please.
now back to supernanny. lil imaan calling me for some milk time.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
i dont know why but the heart says that when you're around, i know that i'll be alright.
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Monday, January 12, 2009
[currently listening to ain't no mountain high enough - Sister act 2 OST]
its been a busy weekend and im not complaining. well i guess. haha.
-friday-
wasnt much. after my supposedly friday prayers wit Q (yes she do go...lol) went down the drain. i went to masjid ghufran all by myself(singing all by myself by celine dion....). well when i reach there, as usual, the wash eye moments to the fullest before i cleasnse myself by doin my wudhu. even so, if its my rule, my wudhu wont be a pass. coz the guy beside me is like a total hottie and he kept bumping while he does his ablution. at times its annoying until it zaps in your mind that he does in on purpose. lol. thinking too much~...
then after prayers are all done with the usual of hoping for the best to happen to me, to bring health wealth and prosperity to my loved ones and my bitches, i made my way to the exit. and guess what? i bumped into him again. the guy who causes my ablution to abruption. haha. and this time i swear he nudged on purpose. and me being the "that's it once is enough" kinda person, i told him off in a nice-sarcastic way. only to my deepest embarassment its my old classmate, audi irfan suradi. ahahaha. well he turn out to be such a hunk now. not that hes not back in secondary years but from jock to hunk thats too much evovlement going on considering he is the lazy kinda guy to groom.
so ya~ we went off together catching up on old times and updating whatever theres need to update. lucky me im wearing something civilised and coutured because he asked me out as he got no plans. now now, don't get any ideas, hes an old friend and he's engaged. eventhough we had a little something-something way back. ahakz. so we head to vivo for some window shopping. then to tiong bahru plaza as he need to collect some documents which i'm not sure of. well it struck my mind that it's fad area so i thought of hollering but i remebered he got a wedding of a chinese friend to attend. so ya~ pass. last we had drink at balcony for it's his favorite spot, so now i know where to find him as what he told me, had a couple of coctails for him and hot cocoa wit marshmallow for me and we are off to home.
went to rivervale mall to grab some groceries and collect a birthday cake for izi and we had a cozy family celebration. damn you're old! 21! hahaha.
-saturday-
the thought of wanting to join fad and his girlfriend struck me because i got nothing to do at home. but to think that he wants his moments without any disruption stop me. well as he mentioned before when one is maturing they need to get out of the box and explore with different cliques different environment. trueness. respected. so there i was bumming at home being the usual supernanny to baby imaan.
at about 4pm, i got a call from irfan. thats surprising to think that whatever was past is a one time thingy, no strings attached and no turning back. but then curiosity killed me. i picked up his call only to be answered by a girl. it's his girlfriend. she was enquiring about me because she haven't heard about me before. all i said i was his senior back in school and snapped he got the phone and asked me out to follow them to JB. well, me being the one whose bored at home, just grab my passport and zoom of with them to JB in his car(hint hint...LOL) what's the worst can happened being stuck in the car with the girl?
so we zoomed off to lorong bapok(yes theres such place) because he need to get some stuff for his brothers bike and something for his car. then we went off to komtar and plaza pelangi for that girl want to get some cloth(yes i mean cloth and not fabric for she had bad taste in them) for raya outfit. how kiasu? typical singaporean. well what can you expect from a bimbo. personified indeed. after which we went to city plaza for some light shopping. well i didn't buy anything READ: broke. well not really. i illegally bought 'the house bunny' dvd. and its pure rubbish. not the movie though. but thats another story.
by 10pm, we are already stuck at causeway. its jammed pack. then it's decided that he sent her off first then me. im ok with that. reached her neighbourhood, she thank him for the outing and turn to me saying its fun going out with me. i was like "Are you kidding?" we barely talk. besides the usual intro. and me indirectly criticising her choices of cloth. yes i stick to that term. after the bimbo ejected, i went to the front seat. driving through KPE in speed, i lower down the windows to feel the wind in my hair. haha. well i was kinda out of topic to talk to him. it was awkward. near traffic he made a full U to the petrol station. out of gas.
reached my place at 12am++. told him to drop me at rivervale mall. buying green tea and ciggs. he insisted to follow, i didn't stop him. under my block, we bid goodbye and he surprised me again with a peck on the cheek which i response back. we thanked each other for the accompany. sweet of him. never saw that side of him in school.
-sunday-
family gathering at my house! all the grandmas, grandpas, aunties and uncles. hahaha. dah naik pangkat katakan. all here to see baby imaan. and not to forget the presence of Sufia aka sophie for the first time in our humble abode. wat a pretty baby she is. with big eyes, full lips, wavy hair and pink skin. shes big anw.
loudhailers, nasty laughters and deaf ears. but still it doesn't bothered the two babies. both sleeping soundly. how nice. dont you wish sometimes you just wanna be a baby. eat sleep eat sleep. and cry your heart out when you want something. and for sure of 110% you gonna get it.
haiz. there i was after everyones gone. all tired and shagged. watched hindi movie "Kismat Konnection" very nice movie.
anw here are some of the movies that i've bought and watch.
-what happen in vegas = very funny movie. its all about greed that turn to trust which turn to love. but the journey is helluva obstacle.
-penelope = very sweet. tells you that your flaws are the actual beauty of you.
-bordertown = based on true events in mexico. daring, encouraging and gritty.
-pariah = scary racist movie abt punks thugs and britain.
-tashan = kinda lame hindi movie. more of a dhoom2 rip off.
-dostana = very funny gay hindi movie. ahakz. something like i now prnounce you chuck and larry. haha.
-bram strokers dracula = one of my all time fav victorian/elizabethan movie. have you seen the costumes? gorgeous!
so ya. thts abt it. im gonna get a few more movies. just to fill up my days. while looking for a job. and waiting for one. haha.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
seringkali kau menepis tiap persoalan/pertemuan. ada sesuatu kau sembunyikan dari pengetahuan ku? dapat aku merasakan ketara perubahan....
p.p.s:
darlings...the music im currently listening to is dedicated to you guys. love u bitches!
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Friday, January 09, 2009
[current listening to we are family - diana ross and the supremes]
ok darlings...
picture this:
met.
zoom.
lite drink.
smoke.
walk.
chat.
supper.
smoke.
drink.
chat.
games.
storytelling.
roaming.
settled.
high.
drugged.
snuggle.
cuddle.
smooch.
heat.
top off.
hugs.
horned.
sexy.
dirty.
fun.
broke.
slimy.
sleep.
breakfast.
puckered.
home.
hahaha. thts all the dtails ive got. will let u knw the details soon when we meet. heh.
now its back to super nanny. again.
gosh~ i miss you guys. eventho we met full strength on tues...the time spent wasnt enuff. well~ its back to school so chilling periods are shorten. understandable. anws catch up wit yall soon! cnt wait for the photoshoot. n ayun i still dnt knw wat to wear. ifah u can juz bring ur luggage darl. we figure sumthng out. fad..do wear tht blazer yana got. hahaha. q n affyq tk yah risau...korang mcm bnyk baju gytu. haha.
so ya~ im off to bed.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
if care concern, missing n loving is misintrepeted/misunderstood, then tell me...what you've been thinking about. it got me waiting/roaming aimlessly.
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Tuesday, January 06, 2009
[currently listening to jenny from the block - jlo]
im so feeling tht song now. idk y bt ya. it suits my moment. also its my 2009 anthem song which seconds to diva by beyonce.
well..with tht pic i upload...i finely declare myself "SuperNanny". hahaha. well. ever since im outta job now...thts what ive been doin. an all rounder nanny to my baby nephew, imaan. try waking up evry 2-3hrs to feed him, to change his diapers, to burp him, to put him to sleep, to make his milk. and at the end of it u wake up at 8am juz becoz u have an eau natural alarm clock.
i guess by the time yall read this, u may wonder what kinda parents imaan got. well to clear the air, my sis is still in post labour pain so the doc advice tht she have enuff rest. only in the day tht she will take care of him and breastfeed him. the husband is out to work. so ya...its my job now. a fulfiling unpaid job tht i have no demand on. hahaha. its nice to play mother u knw. well tht is if only you have a motherly nature to u.
btw, sum1 did mention to me. it looks like nicole is actually carmit. so ya~ on the inside its nicole but on the outside its carmit. or can i say inside its victoria but outside its geri. well...it may happen but i dnt really care. feeling2 aaliyah, left eye lopes, beyonce...even black mamba aka the bride.
so they say the eastern part is the most cultured but reality check its still the most uncivilised.
anw...
next week is the photoshoot. cnt wait. might also b a club out. who knows.
salihin called. i dnt bother to meet up again. enuff is enuff. imma take it as a nitemare of illusion.
zul is pure ignorant but who gives a shit? he cnt even handle his own pants.
shawn is pure lusty. not my cuppa tea.
ash is too busy tryna btm. im not gona teach you.
irvine is too young. i aint no paedophile.
jim too alchoholic. i need to control my intake.
irfan is attached. to a girl! wth.
jeff is too old. and getting married. suck on tht bastard.
hahahaa.
so ya~ im single available. not desperate. not really seeking. out to have fun frens n flamboyance.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
i hid every sorrow with laughter, i bore each injustice. i even embraced thorns and wounded by flowers.
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Thursday, January 01, 2009
[currently listening to graduation - vitamin c]
well~ as of now. im officially an uncle/chacha/pakcik/wak/tante/aunty/makcik/chachi. hahahahaha. my sister gave birth to a healthy baby boy, 1st Dec, 3:47am @KK hospital. Dearest Lil Prince, Imaan Amani. wat a bundle of joy to have him. hes such a doll. Love you Baby Boy. Tmr will be ur 1st presence at Sengkang, the family abode. Can't Wait!
Below r the pictures that i was involved as a make-up artist for LAB Bridal. Its juz a replacement project to cover for the present make-up artist. Its a family programme called "Nenekku Super Spy". Will b aired on late january. under short man film. it was definitely a fun filled 3 day venture. from marsiling to balestier. love every minute of it. theres mami leha(zaleha hamid) dalina n fadlur. not to forget my buddy from SEAB, aisyah kecik, the kid actor wit the hot bro, mujahid. n theres abg did, alfarahizah, elfeeza and cik khalid baboo.
im so looking forward for the next project if avail. esp wit the same production house coz they r really nice caring ppl!....
ok. heres the candid pics i got from the Phat Inc Stalker, Asyraff Kiddo. hahahaha. well the pics mayb blurred but the shots r kinda nice. i like it. thx anw darl.
ok on to a next topic. well...it didnt come as plan tht this entry of mine has to b of timed n dated as planned wit my bitches but ive got valid reasons. hahaha.
anw i hope you guys had loads of fun celebrating new year. i sort of did. but kida regret lah. a lil bit disappointed mayb but the arrival of my nephew made it all up.
after yest nite, i felt at one point of time im like a true blue slut. i thot tht feeling shud end when i messed up wit sum1 attached, when i snogged guys for no apparent reason at dblO, when i physically mingle wit guys at my frens bdae party at one seven. i thot tht emotion is gone. kapish from the memory but what happen yest was regretful. lil bit sinful. totally ignorant.
well...was ditched by fad(yet again) in the middle of town and was pissed wit lynn tht i went str8 home. watched countdown on tv then theres a live fireworks by my balcony view. hoorah*wateva*...then i got a msg from salihin n hes like at rivervale mall wit zul n fakir.
hahaha....2 diff gay guys frm 2 diff background sharing 2 diff personality and one str8 guy. guess where they know each other? trevvy. hahaha. n how they knw the str8 guy? he works at cheers rivervale mall. hahaha. hes juz bored so he was asked to tagged along.
so i met them. intro each other n getting to knw more. then salihin bought drinks and we sat at the garden behind my blok. so we played kinky uno. fakir suggestion. everytym u lost u gotta roll the kinky dice and do as told. it started out safe to sumthng more erotic. imagine from licking earlobes to biting lips. n zul did not even complain. hahaha. well hes high anw.
then out of nowhere...zul got the high a lil bit too much for him tht we juz made out without even playing. it was nice but a lil awkward for me coz hes all over. i tripped when he mention his ex name. wat an ass. to cut short got a call from mama to come home and tht was at 4am. by the time i wanna catch my sleep, we got tht exciting call. n i cnt sleep at all thinking tht i cnt wake up early to hospital.
n today, i got reality bite. haiz. its ok. dnt wana talk abt it. jus wasnt meant to b.
well.....
dont agree or plan anythng if you cant fulfil. upcoming reasons r juz plain excuses. if u dnt want the company, dnt agree in the 1st plc. dnt even waste time. dnt self-centre. its annoying, disappointing n revvingly angered. say it upfront.
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so its mentioned. time needed. space needed. but i hope it wont distance. maturity is embraced but dont let childishness astray. its well built rather than well said. its sheer bliss so dont backward it. lets move forward as one.
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i love my bitches. i love every single bit of u ppl. its wat in u tht makes u. its the individuality tht we chemistry. the vibes of negative n positive aura are well blend. lets make it a swirl.
im on the edge for a new beginning.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
dont put others down jus to make urself feel better coz it wont. stepped enough. get off of me.
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