______Anyone can be a queen...but there is only one QueenBee`*

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

[currently listening to same script different cast - whitney feat deborah]

isnt tht baby cute! heh. dia tu kuat makan. apa2 kau sodok dia telan. hahaha. its a pity he got a pacifier on coz the lips he got sure will put angelina jolie to shame. hahaha. all perky n thick. too much nyonyot i guess. hahaha.

anw at times like this, eventho it kinda piss me off a lil to be in the blur but then im thankful to b oblivious of the surroundings. when sumthngs u wana knw juz for the sake of knowing but in the end its sumthng u wish u dnt knw but end up knwing it coz u pester to knw tht sumthng for not wanting to miss out to knw if its really sumthng but when tht u knw it its juz nothing...u kinda wish u juz keep ur curiosity to urself. but wat the hell...curiosity kills the cat but then the cat killed himself for being too curious for killing curious-ness is the key. hahahaha. geddit?

btw i guess its the time of the year again where evryone is gg on a downturn not because of economy but harmony. hmmm...hope it turned out well for sum ppl n hope its a lesson learned. well~ who wont be drenched emotionally physically spiritually when all the pointings of three hits u in one lump shot.

im now on the edge of occupation. where racial issues plays a part, sly-cunning swine worshipper bent on making u fail, jealousy is praised and moral is at stake. mentally prepared for a debate but physically all blown out for trying to play dead. its not easy. its hard work. playing smart needs no physicality but focus more on mentality. but when its all wiped out, u feel like u juz wana lay flat with arms and legs wide open in the middle of freshly cut spring grass hollowed by the banyan tree where whispers of wind and glances of the mid afternoon sun shining and all u need to do is close ur eyes and breathe. haaaa~ heaven.

but snap back to reality. this aint no childs play. its a do or die.

juz praying for the best to come.

hoping for the best to shine.

wishing for the best to arrive.

toodles

mizbithaqueen

p.s:

lights, camera now you're on.

Queen` @* 2:11 AM

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

[currently listening to headlines - spice girls]

juz sum thots....

Some very Good and Very bad things .....
The most destructive habit....... ......... .........Worry

The greatest Joy......... ......... ......... .......Giving

The greatest loss.......Loss of self-respect

The most satisfying work........ .......Helping others

The ugliest personality trait....... ........Selfishness

The most endangered species..... ....Dedicated leaders

Our greatest natural resource.... ......... ...Our youth

The greatest 'shot in the arm'........ ....Encouragement

The greatest problem to overcome.... ......... ......Fear

The most effective sleeping pill....... Peace of mind

The most crippling failure disease..... ..........Excuses

The most powerful force in life........ .......... ...Love

The most dangerous act...... ..A gossip

The world's most incredible computer.... ....The brain

The worst thing to be without..... ......... ..... Hope

The deadliest weapon...... ......... ........The tongue

The two most power-filled words....... ......... 'I Can'

The greatest asset....... .......... ......... .......Faith

The most worthless emotion.... ......... ....Self- pity

The most beautiful attire...... ......... ...........SMILE!

The most prized possession.. ......... .......Integrity

The most powerful channel of communication. ......Prayer

The most contagious spirit...... ......... .......Enthusiasm

toodles

mizbithaqueen

p.s:

Life ends; when you stop Dreaming,

Hope ends; when you stop Believing,

Love ends; when you stop Caring,

And Friendship ends; when you stop Sharing...!!!

Queen` @* 1:35 AM

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

[currently listening to ab naam mohabbat - udit narayan]

hahahahaha. i cnt bliv im actually putting this pic up! ahakz. ok i may not hav the perfect abs like those you see in sports illustrated or cosmopolitan but im so contented with my bellydancer abs. hehehe. yes thts rite for those who dont know im a bellydancer. n for those who do, i dont mind refreshing ur memories. ahahahha.

but then look at tht fatherly figure behind me. hahahahaha. thts nazron hady to u peepz! enjoy oogling the back view of a father of four. hahahaha. like wat affyq said...under developed man-tits. hahahahaha. sorie ayun. i love u still.

anw afta what me n ayis spoke juz now, we found out we have the same problems but at least i got a few moral support n he doesn't. haiz. wattodo. thts life. we at times feel unappreciated. but then look at the bright side! u choreo for 30 guys in an event and u won 2nd place! how cool is tht! hahahaha. i cnt picture myself handling 30 guys sey~ heck i dnt think i cn do with 3 guys. ahahahaha. lagi2 my style is so different...tup2 end of the day all 30 guys become exotic bar top dancer. hahahaha.

so tmr is our performance but sumhw no one is psyched abt it. n wats worst, i kinda forgot abt it till affyq ask me a qn abt it. hahaha. ouh well, kalau tk pasal payment, i dnt think i b doin it lah. sheesh. but anw thx neya love for the slot.

btw dearest dancers, i hope starting next week we can get down crious for prac ok. like totally. no more OT, no more curfews, no more lame excuses. u guys wanna put on a good show, we gotta put on a good discipline. ha! but anw, we r not those typical dancers who live eat pray wish dancing 24/7. then agn we dnt wana embarassed ourself infront of the whole crowd. hmmm~ ready girls! hehehe...

so i got a good offer to shocase my talent eventho its free labor but i dnt mind lah. its good exposure. finally not working under anyone's shadow. blooming like a beautiful morning glory. hehehe. yet to meet the art director for final decision. hehe. cnt wait.

ouh ouh...u knw wat? i guess from bein prostitutes, i guess we bitches are doomed as psycho lunatic stalker. hahahahaha. juz today itself we stalk two diff guys. hahaha. one is a gym bunny, the otha is a 16 yr old kid! hahahaha. paedophilia is like the in attitude now i guess. hahahaha. but hey at least we make him smile n laugh wit us. hahaha. all thanks to Q for openly flirting wit him by shaking n flashing her cleavage at him n me being the laser-mouth juz bitch abt him rite infront of him till i gotta knw from fad tht hes a malay. hahahahaha. malukan malukan!

so~....
thot u gona b there but u didnt. nvm. anw i think im over it lah. juz wana c ur face only. heh.

hmm~ loads of things to prepare in a short period of time....

toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
why does it even cross my mind when the apple isnt the eye at all....n criously fad its not abt u lah. prasan! go get wan or kamarul or fairuz or sum suga daddy...

Queen` @* 1:55 AM

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

[currently listening to diam diam jatuh cinta - ramlah ram]

hahahahaha....so what i listen to oldies? it brings back great memories. kalau tk percaya, go imeem and look for this song tht i currently listening to. im sure u will b smiling. juz like fad. hahaha. hes humming tht song ok! i bet sum of u gona download this song. hahaha

anw its been a nice day. off and enjoying tranquility of home. so what if in the late afternoon it rains? it adds up to the whole homely feeling. love it.

so now we got aishah n sara commitment for the dance comp. hmm. lets hope it all turn out well. so this fri ada meeting lagi. sheesh. jauh nyah oi tempat nya! bukit panjang plak tu. haiz. and sat ada performance for sum bdae girl at east coast. then mayb...i say mayb will b performing at a wedding. c how it goes.

so on the 22nd nov me n fad got an audition at MDC. sheesh. seram sey. dnt knw wat to expect. hope we got thru lah.

btw fad is feeling the mabuk kepayang. hahaha. all bcoz of the azman look-alike. please bitch. at least remmber tht ur attached to otha two. soccer guy n ns guy. dah bagus dorang tk tau yng hang tu main timing. hahahaha. mampos hang. kamarul konon. see lah q what you have done. sheesh. but actualli kan kamarul tu cute jugak. hahahahaha....

ouhya!!!! ifah! u dirrty lil pet! how can u snog affyq? hahahaha....u shud do fad 1st then affyq. u must be super drunk then. hahahaha.

so now....lemme say sumthng to you....

sesungguhnya keadaan, suasana hidup makin terpisah....

pemisahan telah menggajarku, berbicara soal rindu

rindu kepadamu, rindu pada keindahan...

yang tk dapat beramalkan, bilakah rindu ini akan berakhir?

akan terus beginikah aku, berbicara dgn rinduku?

sehingga aku menyedari rinduku, sudah tak terhitung...

toodles

mizbithaqueen

p.s: if life is a mystery, and you are full of mystery, i dont think i need another mysterious moments...

Queen` @* 10:47 PM

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Monday, November 10, 2008

[currently listening to dol&minah - daly and mawar berduri]

lamalah kan tk update...hahaha been bzlah...work work work play work work play.....hahahaha....

finally fad is all safe n sound. pray tht he got his lesson learnt n look forward to a new chapter. as for me im trying to close one chapter in my life and seek a new one.

anw...dont come back. i pray u b fine but dont come back to me. im not falling again. its too little too late. coz now tht the person's gone, u wana comeback? is tht a fact tht u gotta like tht? u make me wait too long...im gone~

well...evrythng has been ok so far. n damn i miss dance. i miss the shoutings and i miss the feel of empowerment when ur on stage doin ur thang. sheesh. thts the adrenaline rush for me.

so now tht ifah opt out. we r looking for a replacement. hmmm...

anw im so looking forward for the crash party at sum1 crib if tht is eva happening lah...hahah...dh lama tk crash lah...

haiz...too many things to say but dnt knw how to say....

i still miss u baby blue...

im loving my dream....

im hoping for sumthng but idk wat....

n im loving my bitches.....

toodles

mizbithaqueen

Queen` @* 2:13 AM

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