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Monday, December 22, 2008

[currently listening to i hate this part right here - PCD]

guess wat? i juz got back from a soccer match. hahahaha. yes. me! went to a soccer match. ahakz. wattado? got nothing on so i juz followed my bro, my cuzzin n sum of their frens to a soccer match. spore vs viet. n lemme tell you it wasnt bad at all. hahaha. for sum one who hate soccer so much but dnt mind watching those footballers in soccer kits running all sweaty n muscle pumping with balls jiggling, wat more can u ask? well i love guys in uniform. hahaha. wait. soccer jersey is uniform too rite? hehehe...ouh well wateva lah.

plz half of the time idk wat im screaming for. except for "referee kayu, viet bodoh, viet sundal..." and all those vulgars i cn think of. hahaha. n plz i dnt even knw half of the soccer players there. except for the swoon-worthy, eye-candy, drool-crazy noh alam shah, md ridhuan, shahril ishak, indra sahdan, isa halim. hahaha. they r hot! like uber hot! hahaha.

so all i did was straining my eyes watching them while the rest of those bozos screaming n shouting at the top of their lungs for spore to score. ok bad point is, spore didnt make it to final. good point is, i washed my eyes thoroughly n im bloody havin sweet fits. hahahaha. but i gotta say sum of those viets r pleasing to the eyes too. hmmmm~

anw on to another topic. this is very atrocious n absurd. its kinda lame but word has been gg ard tht phat inc is finding fault wit voguelicious. now why wud tht happen? in the ferst place we dont even knw thm, we hardly mix ard wit them n theres one or two of them we share a good rapport wit. haiya...this is wat happen when ppl cnt see the peacefulness in the dance world. ada je yng nak jaga tepi kain org n bitch saying tht we hated voguelicious. we may be of the same genre(gayism lah tu...) but we r of different perspective. we have different backgrounds, different well-wishers and different likings. so why wud we wana hate each other?

theres enuff space in this scene for ppl like us. some ppl juz cant see harmony lah. but for the record, we have nothing against voguelicious. not now not in the future. its all clean baby. so if word gets to them be sure they knw tht we have nothing against them. y dnt we juz support each other coz at the end of the day, we are in the same scene together.

on to another topic.....hahahaha

watevas happening i hope its for the good. i pray tht its for the good. i wish its for the good. im hoping its for the good. we r maturing to another level. thts wat one claim. or mayb it only applied to him. well, wateva it is, lets pray for the best to each other. im having faith on it. full faith. u may hav told the rest wat was the conversation or u may hav not, i hope those who was told put it to good thots. no patronising. juz compromising. reflections of the love must not come to wither. but if it does, let it be at the last breath. lets try the best to memorise.

guess wat? im in the mood to club agn. dnt knw where to go. hahaha. raihan n daen ask me out to play. but havnt confirm. ash and shawn ask me out to taboo. but i wana go dbl o wit my bitches. to get snog. hahaha. but dnt knw lah. mcm tkda org in the mood jek. hmmm. c how lah.

btw...BABE!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! hehehehehe

klah. gtg.

toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
dnt bug me abt new year resolutions can?. its all pure crap. theres no such thing as a new year resolution. its always those things u want to get it done. u hope to get it done. its either there or not. wat rubbish....

Queen` @* 1:11 AM

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

[currently listening to malam ku bermimpi - saloma n p ramlee]

okok. heres the pic as promised. so to all u bloggers have fun looking at the pics. well...as said, not many of us go there(play) but we still do hav fun. yup2.

so~ now im at home, tryna to de-bore myself. but i hav nothing to do lah. nk kluar mcm malas. nk slack at home mcm rimas plak. ada jugak org2 ajak kluar mlm lah but i too lazee lah.

i dnt wana miss my drama Spa Q. hahaha. its good lah. n im tryin to catch the episode where Dato' CT kita make a special appearance. hehehe. my idol.

now i wana share sumthng wit my bitches....

anw im glad to knw fad sort of had fun wit his bdae. org tu bnyk dates sey! so happy for u. go get sum u nasty beast. let ur animal out n snogged hungrily wit all the guys u cn get. hahahaha.

now im sort of hoping for Q n tht sum1 to happen. but she not very sure abt it lah. hmmm. n furthermore tht guy is sort of attached lah. n yes! to an ugly mutt who looks like a doggone pinto. hahahaha. muka tongkang pecah jah oi. dnt knw wat he see in tht slut. hahaha. prangai pun boleh tahan teruk ar. well wattodo...he put a whole new meaning to the term "love is blind" like literally.

well, im wishing for ayun to finally settle down wit a guy/client hes been in good rapport wit. whoeva tht guy is lah. idk. ayun ni nk prasan mysterious skt. but wateva hope ur getting wat u want.

affyq to get tht guy hes been eyeing on. well make sure hes not a btm k darl. like seriously. from raihan to tht guy u getta knw at club. hahahaha. bring on the rite vibe will ya. both u n ayun slalu nk step top/str8. end up attracting btm/girls. hahahaha. take ur btm personality to a new level can? hehehe...

ifah, im hoping tht this time round it happen btwn u n ijal. like crious matters. u knw u need a relationship but the things tht has been gg on its more like u want him rather than u need him. idk, mayb im bein presumptious. but hey baby girl, if tht guy makes u really happy, n if he is wat u need rather than want, treasure it baby!

as for myself....idk. im gg wit tha flow. wateva my shoutout is at frensta, im sticking to it. hmm. no point chasing pavement. it only leads nowhere. i can only pray and hope tht i'll be yours one day.....

okok...this may sound weird to certain ppl but i wana mend my ways wit certain ppl lah. i miss zirah no doubt bout it. but tht girl really need to find her direction. if shes not helping herself, no1 will. hope ur reading this.....

i sort of miss gazaly haron. yes ppl! u got tht rite. he mayb all tht but at times theres sumthng nice in him tht really moved you. so if ur reading this...lets forget the past n start afresh. tht is if u want to. juz so u knw its all behind me. behind us. drop a sign if u agree k...

n damn. of all....i really miss my BABE!!!!! Nurzawani Masnam....to the core. god knws wat ur doin now. i prayed for u evryday during my prayers, before i sleep. hope ur blessed truly with wateva u want to happen. wateva u need rite now. i really2 miss u. hmmm...now i have so much time on my side, we shud go out sumtym n catch up. n yes! shud do a photoshoot. hehehe....

really? wat more can i ask in family n frens. im happy n blessed with all these wonderful ppl im with. it mayb a small circle but its contented, comforted, coutured. i pray everyday tht i wake up evry morning to still b in touch wit these lovelies. i pray tht this relation is forever. i still remmber wat ifah said..."aku nak kitorang berkawan sampai ke tua. sampai ada cucu. pun masih jumpa, duduk berborak...." how sweet.

toodles

mizbithaqueen

p.s:

bumping into you was nice but shocking too. i told evry1 ur not the type who can hold on to ur words. its all an act but who can blame you. ur hot but too horny. hahaha. now i still miss my baby blue and also i kinda miss himm. but oh well...thts life. gotta bear with it.

Queen` @* 12:42 PM

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Monday, December 15, 2008

[currently listening to bila kasih menyepi - nurun nuwwarah]

like the pics! hahahahahaha...well, smua upload gambar galm dulu kan abih tk giv me so i hav nothing to put up except for this lah. hahahahaha....

well, thts wat u can expect afta a nite of clubbing. play was fun for me but not really for the rest coz of certain reasons...

1- too many cute gay guys for the girls to swoon over

2- not the kinda music they dance to

3- flirting wit a guy end up knwing tht hes a bottom..hahaha

4- open concept for loos tht the str8 ones arnt tht comfy wit

5- kinda small for the usual ho-ha dancing tht we always do

6- sum guy wit one helluva smelly breath

7- spotting the famous well-known amateur gay pornstar

8- close too early

9- nowhere to go after club

10- saw hot guys who went out wit typical mak nyah....

hahahahaha. but then again. its kinda fun laughing giggling cam-whoring bitching n ruling. but hmm...we arnt gona b the regulars there lah. mayb once evry 2 mths? and we thot the stress is over till we crash at fad's place....now thts another story...

kiwak~ rumah dia seram oi. not the typical hantu-setan seram but the typical army meets russia kinda seram. even kalau ada 'kakak' nak singgah pun pikir 10 kali sak~ hahahaha...its a whole new case of OCD. like seriously. a whole new level. this time round it involves the whole family except for the elder son. hahahaha. whos like a maid to the house lah. now i knw why he rarely talks to the parents except for the furnitures, pillows, plush toys n not surprisingly the toilet bowl. hahaha.

smua terletak gila n like fad say, a 'for show' kinda thingy. u can even sit n feel relax. hahaha. its too sparkling clean n in order tht u think the family actually uses the protractor, compass, french curve and measuring tape to decorate the house(n im not surprise if they do)hahahaha...

please~ n the most easing part in the whole entire living in a house routine, showering/bathing, became a whole new perspective. u so have to make sure no hair left on the floor, sink, no foam bubbling out from the cap, no bristle on the toothbrush left slanted and not a single drop of water on the drainage pipe. if u enter dry, u better leave dry. its tht scary. from the thot of showering turns into a task of cleaning. from a half and hour to 3hours showering. sheesh.

n who can forget the $1000 water dispenser n dispense nothing but clear distilled cleansed purified water. well thts wat was claimed lah but it taste no better than pipe water. hahahaha.

ur so scared tht u hoped u left the house not moving a single cemented tile on the floor. yes! even tht can b spotted. hahahahaha.

anw today slacking at home n helping mum at the kitchen was kinda ok. today i cook ayam masak merah n my famous bread n butter pudding. heheh. love it.

ouhouh btw, to whoeva this khai person is, its ok n welcoming if u wana knw more abt dancers. ur enquiries shall b entertained. juz drop by more ya~

toodles

mizbithaqueen

p.s:

wassup wit u feeling all uneasy abt wat u did wit ur bf(i think) infront of me...its not like it bothered me or anythng. ceh!

Queen` @* 12:49 AM

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

(my favorite pic!...)

(mcm superheroes kan kan kan! hahaha...trying to save all the hot guys for us only...hahaha)

(warning!!! only up to here where ayun aka ayuni aka nazron hady looks good in pics. the rest of it he either look like jantan sundal, bapok miang, pondan giler atau kewat musibat...hahahaha)

(my baby girl!)

(i love my hair! thx Q...)

( i toldja! ayun muka mintak kene trajang kan! wat a spoiler for pics. hahahaha. but i love u still. anw upcoming are the after effects of doing whole head cornrows and leave it for a day then take it off. hehehe. i love the outcome. very voluminising! have fun criticising. hahaha.)

well...its nice, no? hehehe....love it. but erm i cnt afford to go for perming. too ex and too much hassle to take care of. i wonder how Q maintain. hmmmm~

anws this mayb late but CONGRATZ to us PHAT INC! hehehe. we clinched 3rd placing for Da Hip Hop Affair dance comp. it came as a shock to us coz with those tight crews eyeing the top3 placing. sheesh. its so shocking. but anw gotten over the shock but still sad coz we actually planned if we were to take top3 placing, how we would pose and act out the expression just like Miss World rehearse but due to the adrenaline rush of blurness...we juz ramped all the way for the prize n hand-shake thingy. hahaha.

of coz not to forget the PHATARAZZI babies n my loveliest cuzzins who cheered n screamed n shouted n kicked n slammed n slapped n body-surfed n moshed for us. hahahahaha. okok certain part aku tambah2 je. ahakz. but it was very warming to received tht kinda response. thank you all!

to the boyfys...SFB n 6FT, u guys rawked! hahaha. atleast when i blew kisses at you guys, the judges thought its for them coz yall were standing rite behind them. hahahaha.

anw wawan n mazlan gave good tips on giving all out without looking tired. thx loves.

hmm~ i guess sum ppl r rite. imagine if it were to b more than 3 of us in the crew to compete.?dnt think we can make it at all. <--this dont go out to ifah or aishah....u knw i knw....

so ya~ now its all back to normal self again. no more alter ego. hahaha.

btw cnt wait for fri to come....clubbing babeh!!! woots! then on sat its gg to toa payoh to support dear boyfys...n if sun confirm, getta go to kak li hse for birthday bash!

oh ya~ i do hope i get MDC. its like so much fun lah. heh.

btw sumthng to share....

idk y but i kinda like the way call us baby and i kinda like the way u cheered n kinda like the way you hugged. but oh well...its just liking. u got gf anw. n its not like either of us cn get u lah. haha.

on the other hand...ur frenship is really blossoming wit us. n i like the way u cared n enjoy urself. then wit u teasin me n all tht jazz. its annoying but nice. not evrytime got tht kinda attention. so ya~ as usual...i cnt expect anythng. hehe.

anw its always this case. im getting immune to it at the same time im getting fed-up of it. haiz. if horoscopes is true...it will happen for me. but dnt knw lah. let it be....

to tht sum1...u cuddled, u broke! im speechless. dumbfounded but kinda happy n miserable at the same time. heh.

klah. logging off.

toodles

mizbithaqueen

p.s:

will it eva happen to me?

Queen` @* 2:50 PM

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