[currently listening to that's the way love goes-janet jackson]
hi hi ppl! hehehe...lama lah kan tk update. bz mah...caught up wit alot of things. hehehe. anw this goes out to my lovely bitches....LOVE YALL!!! ahakz. juz felt like saying tht.
so work has been fine. im doin great juz the fact tht annoys me is tht we gonna hav china girls joining us. irritating sak. haiyz. they cnt even converse in simple english(read: saying their own name) its tht bad. n wats worst the company rules n regulation had sum changes due to the PRC involved. haiyo. wats the point of taking them when ur scared of their commitments. sheesh. nk budget tk agak2. anw full-time vacancy is open for any1 who wana join o2skin ya~
i dnt knw how to say this but im still not fully prepared to dance again. i mean for sure theres a comeback from phat inc coz i got the girls involved now. but erm lets say tht things r not really wat they r used to b coz the main ppl are drifting. like me i got a full-time job now but i can make time for dance lah, fad not in the rite zone yet to dance till he got a stable job, ayun is kinda lost in translation, ifah terus twilight zone..mana tah pompan tu hilang. asik bz jek. sms pun tk reply. ceh...dntcha knw i miss ya! stupid slut.
but we still meet up evry now and then juz to chill, n mayb wash eye..hahaha...but its not as frequent as always lah. but who cares as long as we still do mit up. anw m missing dear babe n even our timing clash. dua2 ada shift work lagi. haiz. but glad she had fun on her bdae. so happy for u!
im so missing the late-nites wit dearest cuzzins. so wen exactly is the sleepover? 30th may so late lah. can we hav it like in btwn now n later...haiyo. its not like evry1 is so involved in jobs wat. shoutout to tasha nurul n ayie..can yall like plan this. coz i cnt plan lah. to many things to focus on first.
anw, next weds is so on! yeay! like finally we r gg club but the messed part is we r still gg MOS. haiyo. bcoz y? we got those underaged addicts yet to b legal for 21 entree. losers. bila mau besar babe! kentalan buah lychee betul. n guess wat? the rules says abt bringin a date or get the bdae girl prezzie ryte? im so not doin any! hahahahaha. im juz gona hav fun there. take it or sore it. hehehe. n abt the mini competition, count me out. so not gonna get numbers n so not giving money to the winners. budget nyah!
(random)ouhouh~ theres sum haters back at fad's blog but instead of cursing tht person, i had a good laugh coz tht person(whoeva u r) r so presumptious abt wateva is happening. haiz. wateva makes u happy lah eh. i knw u cnt rock my walls of patience down. tk kuasa cek dgn ni smua. no time lah dey.
okok. lemme say sumthng. im juz wondering how cum ppl got so much money n time to spend their time n money at orchard either chillin or shopping. kimek keje kat wisma is such a sore eye lah. u see youngsters gg out, sitting at starbucks, gelare or even carousel for high-tea then they shop at designer boutiques n bought tons of stuffs. apa ni? smua SPG ke or full-time escort or juz blessed to b born wit silver spoon? sial sak. within two months there u can tell who splurge or who earn to get wat they've been eyeing for. takkan smua mcm ayun n q kan? asik mustafad jek. ni dsigner labels sey. haiyo. jeloz jeloz.
anw can any1 suggest me wat color suits me? i mean for hair. i wanna do sumthng abt it lah. but erm i dnt want radical ones tht makes my skin look ashy ok. i want it to compliment my natural tan skin. not dark like beyonce or fair like aishwarya, juz bronzy like tyra. hahahaha. so wat color suits me ar? hmmm. n mayb i wanna trim abit so it fits more to my face-frame. coz i got natural volume-thick hair. so thick tht it took the hairstylist(Q), to do highlite for 3 1/2 hours. hahahah. n i always need two box of dye to color my hair. rabak kn. from far my hair looks normal but run your fingers thru( i give u the permission..but dont pull ar im so gonna bitch slap u) n u know how thick my hair is. even when i go to professional salon, they are shocked at how thick it felt n how not thick it looked. hahahaha. stress kan. n wats worst my hair grow supa fast lah. from a neat rihanna short crop n the next two month its oredy the sleek victoria bob. hahaha. dnt ask me why. i tink it runs in the genes.
anw, i personally think its not workin. i mean verbal wise we cn click but to put into action we kinda sucked. n i had enuff of contributing. mayb i giv it a pas....dnt ged mad ya~
klah...wanna get redy to meet fad then dearie babe!
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
di dalam duka lara
terdengar suaramu
pilunya hatiku~
lalu aku pun terpaku
teringat saatku
berpisah dgnmu.
stranger than fiction.
[currently listening to sendiri-siti nurhaliza]
to whom it may concern:
Bersendirian~
Menerima hukuman meninggalkan kau dahulu
Lesu langkahku
Sengaja inginkan perhatianmu
Sudikah kau terima
Kesan kasih sayang yang ku semikan untukmu
Dari air mata
Terlalu mengingatimu
Aku menyintaimu...
Menyayangimu...
Untuk selamanya
Kau bawa bahagia
Di dalam hidupku sebelum kau pergi
Kesilapanku
Tak tahu menilai permata
Aku berjanji
Tak mungkin aku khianati untuk kedua kali
Andai kau kembali
Menyerlahkan jiwa dengan cinta suci
Kuberjanji~
toodles
mizbihaqueen
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
[currently listening to the right man-christina aguilera]
hey ppl!!! checkout i-weekly mag this week! the queens party pics r up. eventho me n q pic not avail...u can see out hairstyling expertise on the finalist. eventho sum pics of the girls missing lah...these r sum of them tht i have...heheheh
anw yest was bliss. work was tired but fun! roadshow for the steward n stewardess was ok. jetstar waddya expect? ugly ppl. hahahaha. tkda pun yng boleh make it sak. yng gemuk, kudut, geek or even plain ugly sak. aiyo cabin crew nowadays. anw bumped into nazri..hahaha. apa nasib he was surprised to see me there. had a few chat b4 hes ready to fly off to jakarta.
anw i bumped into my so-called ex lah. a steward for emirates. hmm. hes still hot but was told from him tht now hes planning to get married at san francisco. haiz. sum ppl. he want to invite me n pay for the flight but hey not enuff cash to shop there lata. hahaha. so most prob im giving it a miss.
btw afta work, i met up wit fad for a late lunch at clarke quay. damn it was raining cats n dogs! so we had lunch at LJS. his choice. hahaha. it was nice juz to spend a moment of theraphy wit him. sharing basically anythng, from fashion to books to guys. n damn tht LJS boy tangan peh besar maut! hahahaha. n he heard us talking abt his hand...hahaha. we ate, smoke, drink n juz catch up old times of sheer pleasantries of pure blissfulness. hehehe. suka.
but damn time wasnt on our side. he got otha plans n so do i. so it end way before it begin. haiyo. but who cares tht bitch-o-mine got a date wit fid! so happy for him. hope u had fun darl! well he owed u one anw. so i went off to mit sum1. he insist of meeting. so yea. met up at one fullerton for a choco chill at starbucks. nice place. usual haunts of me wit tasha n nurul. we had a few chats of basic intro. n he so remind me of tht-guy-who-flirts-wit-me-at-dance-explosion-heats. so while talking to him all i visualise i was sitting there wit anotha person n it makes me smile. how nice is it if tht were you. i guess by now u knw who u r.
*mayb its juz wasnt meant to b. n i hope ur tht person who comment at my recent blog entry named anonymous lah. n its not fad ok. usually an anon person is fad but tht bitch oso dont knw who. hahah. if its u do show me a sign tht its u. lemme knw tht u were there. make me smile can? thts the best u can do for now. was happy to cya on last sat.....u dnt know how happy i was. was smiling thruout the day...*
anw afta we had our tea-break...he offered to ride me ard. then i joke to him..."in these heels? in these weather? in these clothes????........ok!" hahahaha. so went from marina bay to fort cannning to labrador park then to jln kayu. nice. he purposely bring extra helmet. hmmm. dah plan lah ni. anw i had fun. coz on the bike all i thot tht it was U who rode me ard town. paint the road red. coz he smiles like U. looks like U. n even body frame like U. so i had fun thinking it was U n me. hehehehe. bitch right? ahakz. wattado? natural intuition....
hmm. anw i got a proposal. isaac wana dance wit me n fad for dance xplosion. dnt knw wit who lah. fis or voguelicious? dnt knw if its happening or not? nothing mutual or official yet. so juz wait lah.....
ouhouh...haiqal adik jojo...yes tht hottie! he remmbers me! awww~ cho chweet! suka!...hahaha
anw, i wana go out on fri. go east coast. while waiting for fad to end. mayb wana go blading or cycling or juz plain chill. wana relax lah. so whose up for it? msg me aite! hehehe
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
is it u?
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Friday, April 04, 2008
[currently listening to slow-kylie]
so yest was evadne last day. hmm. gonna miss tht bitch. anw we had a company gathering yest inaugral to baby showers n to sum who got promoted and sum discussion abt future plan work system.
so they held it at fort canning the legends. the place is so nice. mcm tempat org kaya gytu. n i was so underdressed. yelah dari keje pe...sheesh. but the food was damn nice. n we got served either coke beer or wine n i opt for the wine. hehehe. oklah not tht nice either.
then i ask if we can get vodka. so they say check the menu. n omg...mcm2 lah kan. like evrythng. then i ask my supervisor lah if can order or not. yelah takut kita yang kene bayar u. tk sanggup i. then when he gave the greenlite...i ordered a shots of 8, evry flavor juz for myself. hahahaha. smua terkejut lahkan. n they say if im drunk, i go back myself. hahaha. cibai.
but luckily im not. juz lil high but can control. hahaha. end up playing billiard then sum karaoke session. gotta wash eye at sum businessmen there. n lemme tell you smua muda2 ok. tkda pun yng tua. suka~! hahaha...
got a goodie bag n it consists bioskin items. n i got a make-up palette!!! all 98 colors of it! woots!..if this is happening quarterly...i dont mind gg over n over again...
got home at 2am. shower then sleep. hehehe
lata got work lah.
n ayiz darling, drop by my work plc afta ur performance ok!
toodles
mizbithaqueen.
p.s:
i dreamt of u. in the dream u need me but u stubbornly dnt want my help. haiya...wat it mean ar?
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