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Thursday, March 19, 2009

[currently listening to focus pon me - shontelle]

finally pics up. thts all.

toodles
mizbithaqueen
p/s:
whatcha gonna do when you can so no and the feelings start to show?

Queen` @* 1:43 AM

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

[currently listening to ku pendam sebuah duka - khatijah ibrahim]

sorry guys no pics to view this time round. coz im still waiting for both ayun n lala to send me our outing pics. but anw that doesn't dampened me to do a blog entry. so here goes...

so i wont start by saying its been a busy week or hectic days as an entry coz when you're working and commiting to your love ones where time are finely divided its always a scheduled days. so i will start with this so called "zinone" aka nobody aka im-too-direct-and-outspoken-to-even-reveal-myself-to-others is such and interesting topic to talk about.

firstly he(well im gonna stick it as a male coz we are those species who works better than google) sure do know alot what's going on among us. not into details but well enough to actually bombarded our tagboard with such sleazy yet honest comments. kudos to you. at some point im very sure you know more than i do. and it surpasses fad's knowledge (i think). so why dont you just reveal yourself to anyone of us? or mystery just giv you that cheap thrill? at times like this, i really wonder who you are. i mean its freaky but kinda put it into a topic of discussion. we may end up playing guess who with each other but always come to a singular conclusion. either fad sleep-tagging or someone whos so deprived of their lame lives. really you do put us on our toes but you don't really bother me much coz whatever you say is for me to judge not to listen. like britney used to say "they hear me but never listen to me"

so if your presumption is true then i guess that didnt explain our coming to 5years of friendship still going on strong. yes no doubt there's ups and downs but even cats do fight so why cant us? isnt it human nature to actually have all this parts and parcel that makes life worth living? so yeah, say whatever you wanna say but for my part let me be the better judge. it doesnt take a kid to know that the candy is sweet but it takes a good food critic to know the notes of the ingredients.

anyway lets not get too worked up about it but let me share with you bloggers what ive been going through. haha. dont worry nothing much of an excitement.

so we had a few outings together. well 2 to be exact. the picnic at pasir ris and the bbq in inauguration of fad's hell tea part rehearsal. well it sure was one helluva gathering i tell you. i had fun at the bbq. if that is hell, i don't mind going to and fro. but hey, from what i heard, not everyone was having as much fun like i do. no one to blame. it was just the situation. some are too worn out from clubbing, some are too attached to a date and some are just in their own family world. i aint calling it a fault but if you choose it that way and then complain about not having a blast then its your loss. but im sure on the other side of the coin you do feel the freedom from being out under the stars with smoke and drinks. hehe. who doesn't?

well i had a lil bit too much of a drink. to be exact a 3/4 of 750ml smirnoff all by myself straight up. yes, no mixture at all. haha. and that doesnt add up to the shots and juices i had the day before. surprisingly i was just tipsy and not drunk. while i save myself from embarassment infront of the three dudes, i can still function about what's going on around me. congrats to me my denat intake is increasing. hahaha.

at work i had a friendly visit from lala n q. where we went out for slacking at cthal area then bugis then went shopping at mustafa. haha. it was kecohrable. imagine me imitating a girl who tried to catwalk while crossing the traffic, q for singing dangdut at desker road and lala for quoting "ha! ini perfume ar kalau aku pakai g club semua jantan giler kan aku" right infront of three mats. hahaha. bumping into an uber ugly he/she while browsing for chocolates. being so blissfully happy walking past the "bridge of fruits" and dancing to banghra reggaeton while looking for my dvds to purchase. hahaha. it was fierce. emilia fierce. *give it to me on time while reading this lala* ahhahaha.

me and fad had some "sisterly bonding" session. n damn for the first time, i had such giggly fun. it was cold, comfy, wet, smokey. hahaha. like they say heaven! hahaha. quote of the nite was "how does it feel to be a flex?" hahahahahaha. now now dont think too far people. maybe next we gonna bring the juniors. hahaha.

ohya, shoutout to q for her humbling accompanionment (is there such a word) to do my henna session just now. we got lost on our first ride and what surprises me, q knows woodlands so much better. just like affyq knows jurong west. hahaha. well all we know now is that most of the crowd at woodlands are either mat to the max or kental to the supremo. like seriously. and they have a lane where all the pakciks talk about 4D and more 4D. hahah. scary. the henna session went well. and yes we love the bride that goes for her blueberry cheese cookies. slurpy.

n guess whos the mak andam? none other than q favorite bridal house LAB. hahaha. kak lynn n kak aisha was there and how plastic we were to each other. but who cares? we still know that she cant afford to give reasonable pay. like hell she wanted the bride to give her dowry designs to her FOC. lame rite. and what we do? we psychoed the bride to rent it to her at a high rate. hahaha. business babe.

so ya~ guess wat? i'm sure i'm not hearing stuff but fad is actually gonna plan a karaoke outing. for us. yes people you read it rite. the only person who love to scream and shout at songs but disagree to a karaoke session is actually planning for such outing. haha. cant wait. n like q said, we dont need a mic. we just need to shout at every single song that we choose. and lets all sing to spice girls as an opening k. lets go with wannabe! hehehe.

to conclude, eventhough we met like last week, it wasnt that fulfiling to me. i really want an outing where its just gonna be us. yes. the juniors and seniors. strictly. no boyfys or some random partner allowed. just us. phats. Pelacur Haram Anak Terbiar Sekali. hahaha. so fad read this and read it well. plan it ok. ifah you can choose to tell us what crap stuff to bring ok. and start creating more jojo havainas ok. hahaha.

toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
im repeating after fad p.s moments. ooohhh~

Queen` @* 2:24 AM

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009

[currently listening to rintihan hati - hariani hasan bakri]

what a week it was. really really tiring. imagine last saturday, 21st feb, was my off day and then the following sunday im working all the way till today, which infact im off. imagine a whole week of working and no off. like omg i swear my knees can break and my mind going berserk. i wasnt complaining only till last sunday, 1st march, when i realise how tired i am. but what to do? someone gotta fill their pockets and stomach not forgetting the responsibility im shouldered. phew~

but its not all work anyway. i mean im not like at the counter lah. got loads of training to attend. just to groom us to be a beauty advisor with a touch of french. like they say, robe ala francais. somehow im liking the brand, its lancome to those who dnt know, but im not really into the stuff im with. i mean like im into make-up and yes lancome do have gorgeous ones, ask fad and lala..haha, but in singapore its more to skincare. felt cheated in a way but with times like this opne cant be choosy.

talk abt choosy, MDC called me but i have to turn down because the 2nd audition was on sunday which as a matter of factly im working. what luck. rotten. sheesh. now im waiting to see if luck is smiling on me to be part of a prestigious make-up industry. praying.

note to self: never date an attached guy. especially straight ones. sucha pain in the ass.

*When I first met you, you told me exactly how it would be
You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me
I only wanted to kick it, so I said 'cool, you can keep her'
Long as you satisfy me
But as the weeks went by I started feelin' strange
Somethin' was deep in my heart, somethin' I can't explain
I think I'm fallin' in love with you boy
I'm needing you so much, I'm cryin' just to feel your touch
I gotta leave you*

ok so the pressure is building up but im glad i went out on friday night. clubbing with ash and some of his frens. to tantric that is. nice crowd. nice music. fabulous eye candy. didnt get drunk but was tipsy though. anw sori ash n frens coz i cant be bothered to doll up like i usually do coz im lazy lah. but i did put on eyeliner. so cut me some slack ya. haha. next time maybe?

*I party like a rockstar
Look like a moviestar
Play like an allstar
Fuck like a porn star
(dont apply to the last sentence)*

note to my best bitch: with rough times like this of a relationship, don't get too presurrised. i know you are currently dissatisfied with your love life. re-assess things between you and your partner.

*Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time*

now i cant wait for saturday to come. counting the days. overnighting with barbecue. nite games. stargazing. moon-bathing talks. getting all tipsy and smokey. sheer bliss. but erm, i dont know what soft toys to bring lah. u cant tell me to bring my nephew along. crazy ar. and dont forget to bring speaker. i provide the batteries. ayun dear please fully charge ur ipod and q please bring yours too. kalau2 nak feeling2 jiwang hang tu ada banyak. haha.

*All you ladies pop your pussy like this
Shake your body, don't stop, don't miss
Just do it, do it, do it, do it, do it now
Lick it good suck this pussy, just like you should
Right now, Lick it good
suck this pussy just like you should
My Neck, my back

Lick my pussy and my crack*

note to self: chinese guys make a better companion than other races. no offend.

so yea. it was nice but shortlived. no it wasnt me this time. it was him. flying off to germany for further studies but will always be in contact through email. but hey long distance relationship dont work. not if you are in this market.

btw, thanks for the offer but no thanks is my reply. not being selfish or centered but im not intrested in your crew or your peeps. its just wrong to be part of it. feels so weird. and i aint gonna lie but i dont really like your concept. not my forte. but if i can choose to be part of a certain crew, hands down goes to pink dollars. hahaha. love it. but yours...not likely. so good luck on your search ya.

ouhya a shoutout to ayun...WHERE'S THE PICS? sheesh. waiting for it is like waiting for you to have jojo havainas eyebrows. hahaha. upload lah dey. but re-consider the video coz im all pooped out. haha.

toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s: the more i love the more that i'm afraid. that in your eyes i may not see forever. if we can try with everyday to make it better, as it grows with any luck then I suppose, the music never ends.

Queen` @* 12:48 AM

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