______Anyone can be a queen...but there is only one QueenBee`*

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

so the celebration of abg fazlie's birthday was simple. all gather at home. but what's nice is the food and of course the cake. nice selection from my mum. and take a look at this pic. i mean aidil look abit salah in the pic. hahaha. tryna be miss jay and stuff. haha. well the duo, jay manuel and miss jay. rosak!

note to bloggers: don't watch paranormal activity if you are faint hearted. it scares the shit out of you not in the gory way but because its just plain creepy happening in real life. and i've experience this thing happen to someone close to me before so it's like blast from the past for me. lagak berani pergi tengok midnight movie with izi. like wana do something thrilling. cukup time takut sendiri. lol. and the guys who went to the cinema also went kaput after the screening. wonder what happened to katie? hmmmm~

ouhya! have you seen the latest music video featuring Beyonce and Lady Gaga. so i find the music and the video ain't got no link but its sick. and somehow with the view of it, i know it sound stupid to some people but i think if theres a re-make of it, both fad and i can do it. haha. somehow in that video Lady Gaga reminds me of fad. especially the Bad Romance video. the first 10secs where dia terkejut. lol. now i got my inspiration. i wana doll fad up as Lady Gaga. Yes!

btw, im missing alot of people lately. like ayun, ifah, ayis, lala, syima, azman, affyq, netty. lama jugak tak club. wonder what they are doin. fine i think.

oklah, logging off...going for make-up with the stupid Singapore Idol. and let me tell you, faizal is so gay. and im flirting. hahahahaha.

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: i'm jinxed. so need a new drug but im not addictive.

Queen` @* 5:45 PM

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

lol. see the similarities? this is so funny. i came across these two pics when i was trying to compile all my photos into one folder. too many on desktop. making a mess out of my display.

anyway, the Konsert Malam Lagenda Seri Dewi Dato Sharifah Aini was so damn nice. the music, the vocals and the talents is so damn hypnotising. i was there listening, staring and lip-synching to every single songs, from the Dato herself, that i know of. surprisingly the crowd was very sporting. they sing, dance and even joked with the Dato. she was very energizing herself. with countless jokes, moving stories and lovely melodies. i think from this concert, it shows that you can't really trust the media or the public entirely. like what mama always say, you can only trust 50% and the rest is up to you to judge. well, being the judge here, i think she's a very nice lady who has gone through alot in life.

some people can't go through hardship for even a day and this lady go through it for 40 years and still going. she even gave a very good advice..."dream. dream big. don't let anyone tell you to stop dreaming. so what if you're a dreamer? at least you know what you want.." how nice is that. it's true when they say that if God were to test and challenge you through alot of hardship, it is only to wake you up and make you realise that God knows you're a strong individual. never lose faith.

for now, i'm praying to land myself a job. after going through two interviews and now facing a dilemma of which one to go to without commiting a mistake and regretting it, i keep telling myself that both jobs pursue me as an artist myself and not some sales advisor anymore. like i said, 7 years in retail line is tiring enough. its time to move on.

ouh, anyway thanks again to aziera aka ea for sending me back home the other day. and surprisingly, Q, still knows the route to my block. well, its not that difficult though. lol.

by the way, i just realise that the more you look at the clearer picture, the wider the horizon, the more you realise how naive and lonely those people are. it's a shame to those people. well, been there. all i can say, cherish what you have because once you lose it you are going nowhere.

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: i dream a dream...

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Queen` @* 1:17 PM

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Thursday, November 05, 2009

since i was off for a few days. the thoughts of enjoying the tranquility of my home, chilling with my dear ones and pampering myself was rushing through my mind. because i owe it to myself. hee~

but never would i imagine i get more than i want. i mean not only i got time for myself, i got to spoil myself with my close ones. two different days of going out with three different loved ones and countless laughter and heart-to-heart talk was refreshing. but guess what? we went to the same area. guess where? Arab st! Haji lane to be exact. different sheesha house but same ambience.

catching up with my dearest babe and bibir was very relaxing. we had adult talks, to childish jokes and even teasing each other with nasty comments. from the talks, it shows how much we mold ourselves to become an adult. with responsibilities, needs and desires. from which we realize that schooling period was the best ever. eventhough theres too much high-school drama but it was the most cherished. haiz. how i missed NAFA.

and today's outing with dearest zirah was quackable. i mean we kept on chatting and chatting. eventhough i'm sorry i had you waiting for 30 mins. lol. sharing the same future goals. to be a renowned make-up artist. listening to each other's past and present mistakes and experiences. just like two old grannies reconciling differences. what bliss.

when one door close, another door opens. i'm blessed. thank you God for letting me know that my hair is not stuck on the patio door.

just an update, i got a job interview on friday. weird timing. 6pm. but atleast i got a bike to ride me there.

hitting the sack.

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: i believe in the term Karma

Queen` @* 2:54 AM

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Monday, November 02, 2009

finally get to update. so these few days have been a little bit tight for me. from working, to cleansing my inner self to be a better person, to outdoor shoots and to self relaxation. get time for myself and what i do? slugged myself in bed with hot cocoa, ciggs and a good book to read. what bliss...i owe it to myself.

so now onwards, i got more time for myself. because its a new month and since i won't be anywhere near the confirmation of a full-time staff, i pick and choose my days. yes! i'm officially a temp. but on the lookout for a new job where retail won't be needed. 7years in retail line is stressful. and i'm worn out. i realize i'm more of a service-oriented than sales-oriented. heck, i said that before.

so halloween celebration to me this year was chilling at bukit timah firestation with the artists and gulping down cocktails and mocktails. not my idea of a celebration but it sure does help me laid back alot from all that emotional-possessed mindset of thinking am-i-not-part-of-their-life-anymore-neither-am-i-considered-one-of-their-bitches mode. to each his own. can't force.

ouh ya. talking about halloween, there is one thing a wee bit scary but im-glad-you-r-not-killing-me fact that got choked down on me. you see, fad was closing down his friendster account and he decided to edit-copy the gorgeous pics of the fantabulous times on facebook. you know the glamourous periods of us. so he tagged one of the pics to my sis, where she can look through the albums. apparently, not knowing the fact(or maybe he do) that my mum has a facebbok account too(yes! she does) she has the priviledge to view the pics. not that the pics are anything abusive or vulgar, it has some of the "unwanted" pics that i don't wish my mum to see. e.g me in glam make-up...looking all smoking hot! lol

so she just sat me down and tell me that she saw the pics and she was wondering who that pretty girl was(ehem!) and how come she never see her(ehem!) around before. when the facts is out, i really thought i'm gonna get one helluva lecture but instead she was like and i quote "astaghfirullah! lawa nya kau. macam some latin girl. can pass off as a model. muka terletak. make-up confirm copy tyra banks kan!" LOL! and then she compliment me that i look good as both guy and girl but should try my very best to put a stop to it. advice taken. looking presentable is good enough. and then we go on chatting about beauty. from make-up, to antm to drag queens to looking and finally hukum Islam. isn't it scary? well i had goosebumps thinking about it.

ouh, a shoutout to you bitches who now proclaimed as dolls: i know some of you may not want this but can somebody please be kind enough to make a date, where everyone is avail and we go out. we. yes we. as in im included. just you dolls. no one else. which means fad, q, ayun, affyq, netty, aziera, syima, aliff, azman. did i miss anyone out? make it happen, can?

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: seriously an outing will do....

Queen` @* 3:24 AM

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