When I first met you, you told me exactly how it would be. You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me. I only wanted to kick it so i said "Boo you can keep her, as long as you satisfy me."
But as the weeks went by, I started feeling strange. Something was deep in my heart, something I can't explain. I think I'm falling in love with you boy. I'm needing you so much. I'm crying just 2 feel your touch. I gotta leave you.
I didn't want a man. I didn't want to fall in love. I didn't care about your girl. I didn't care how we would end up but that was then, this is now. I think I'm experiencing love. I don't want to wreck up your home. That's why I'm convinced that I gotta go.
Every time she calls you expect me to disappear like we never met. At first i didn't mind but now I sometimes feel like your all mine. You told me that it was all about me but I told you It's not about me if your still with her. Now I realized that I gotta move on. It might be hard but I gotta move on.
toodles
Izhan Shah
p.s: i'm missing you badly. i need someone to talk to. please hear me out. :_(
