remember this? i know i still do. it was one of the most fun day ever had. browsing to some of these pics that we took during the make-over brings back fond memories. memories that won't be perished from my mind. trying to relive this moment is next to impossible. to think that these can be done again is beyond imagination.

people moved on. they let it go. they lead own individual lives and flick away the unwanted. betting on their souls that its for the best of them. well, to each his own i must say. just hope and pray for the best for each and every single one of them. those who hates, envied, disgusts are not left hanging. there was once that i kept asking myself why but then i told myself if its the best for them like i hoped for, so be it. no matter what each and every one have a special place in my heart. *smiles*

so lately my photoshoot has been going great. its been an indoor experience. now im trying to explore more of outdoor. working on my portfolio at the same time practicing my skills as a stylist. outdoor shoot is a challenge i will face. being a multi-tasker is already a blissful pain but its an obstacle i will go through no matter what. the beauty world in the humble island is a hurdle. make-up artist, choreographer, photographer and art director. it's all me. but what surprises me most is, by using a petite digicam, it can snap some of the most beautiful shot. the only problem is lighting.

so by next week is going to be my very first outdoor shoot and im praying for the weather to be kind, the model to be mouldable and the results to be the expected. can't wait for it. hope that it will be a blast. will compile the best shots once this whole project is done and critic your way to your own liking. it's the only way to learn. mistakes actually brings out the best in you. to be successful, you have to be open about everything.

anyway, i missed zoukout this year. damn. but im attending one of the best event coming up soon. well, when you're broke, you gotta learn to thrift and save for the best. its a revolving cycle. one moment you're on a high the next you're laying low.

by the way, my heels snapped. lol. not the heels fortunately but the leather. luckily its a patent leather. so i think its fixable. but what the heck. its gonna take sometime for me to go all dressy again. im starting work soon. so have to lay off those fun times and get down to business. again. lol.

so the wedding dinner that i attend just now was a beautiful ensemble. well, us being the minority in spore, the arabs/indians/pakistanis, we can't deny the fact that we are proud of our roots. all dressed up in cultural threads, with glorious food, enchanting decorations, melodious music and not forgetting gorgeous people. *both guys and girls...but me being me...guys matters most..lol* congrats to luthfie and basma. may your wonderful honeymoon of 30days around europe be a memorable moments. yes bloggers, 30days of honeymoon. how freaking rich is that!

haiz. my days of enjoying such luxury will come. i know it will. im praying it will. and when that day arrives, i will want to enjoy every moment of it.

well, that's all to blab about.

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: allah ki kasam. kya, kaun, kab aur kahan ayega ki mere zindagi ka raaste, aaja~ me gaale aa lagja.