the day i got tortured by the bitches for not turning up as planned by the "hat day" theme. and the result is, 8 dulcolax pill sponsored by syima, the girl who claims shes fat but stick thin like fuck. some obsession. but just to update ya'll, nothing happened to me. as in nothing bad. just a whole lot of cleansing of the bowel which end up with a huge pot of poo. just once. i don't know how azman's results are. kesian budak tu. well, my body system is immune to such laxative. only contact ones works badly. period.

well, guess what? i might actually have my own apartment to live in. a confirm greenlight from my parents. but all that gonna happen only after my sis moved out to get her own place. maybe in a year times'. so from now until that day, i have to start saving like crazy so that i can actually support myself personally. not just food and clothes, bills and expenses need. am i ready? guess so.

but now i want to go back to school. not academically but more on practical. i'm so interested in the course that was offered by make-up for ever professional. the thing is, i'm not looking forward for the academy at singapore but more at france. paris to be exact. learning the techniques from the expert and being consign to the photoshoots and runways of the world capital of creative fashion. very tempting but financially it's gonna totally burn a huge hole in my pocket. so huge i have to start doing escort job to support myself per say. lol.

talking about escorting, i thought of doing it but apparently it's not as safe as it sound. it's considered soliciting. and pay wise, negotiable. worst you can end up being a jailbird because the law in Singapore has yet to approve on PLUs. plus being a hostage at the reprimand centre ain't pretty. it's like free labour. lol. so not my cup of tea.

oh, btw, for all you movie lovers, go and watch To Wong Foo, Thanks for everything, Julie Newmar. not only it's a fantabulous movie, it features the late Patrick Swayze as a drag queen. very convincing. and the 3 main characters remind me of fad, ayun and me. lol. those were the days. the days when our young blood are pumping with ambigous adrenaline rush for vogue attention.

oh ya, i'm pestered to have my own make-up tutorial on youtube from those who wana have the touch of the QueenBee. but i'm sorry it will not happen any time soon because i'm not good on cyber tutorials plus the looks that was requested are easily found on youtube itself. so i leave all those tutorials to those make-up gurus. kudos to such patience and creativity. some of the tips are even useful to me cause it kinda refresh my mind on such tricks. well, just like fashion, make-up is a cycle thing. it repeats. all you need is practice and talent. it may look fabulous on them but maybe it won't work on you because certain looks don't compliment certain features. so practice.

and now, i'm gonna get dress to go adam road with the mak ayams for some supper.

toodles

izhan shah

p.s: am i invinsible and transparent?