[currently listening to jenny from the block - jlo]
im so feeling tht song now. idk y bt ya. it suits my moment. also its my 2009 anthem song which seconds to diva by beyonce.
well..with tht pic i upload...i finely declare myself "SuperNanny". hahaha. well. ever since im outta job now...thts what ive been doin. an all rounder nanny to my baby nephew, imaan. try waking up evry 2-3hrs to feed him, to change his diapers, to burp him, to put him to sleep, to make his milk. and at the end of it u wake up at 8am juz becoz u have an eau natural alarm clock.
i guess by the time yall read this, u may wonder what kinda parents imaan got. well to clear the air, my sis is still in post labour pain so the doc advice tht she have enuff rest. only in the day tht she will take care of him and breastfeed him. the husband is out to work. so ya...its my job now. a fulfiling unpaid job tht i have no demand on. hahaha. its nice to play mother u knw. well tht is if only you have a motherly nature to u.
btw, sum1 did mention to me. it looks like nicole is actually carmit. so ya~ on the inside its nicole but on the outside its carmit. or can i say inside its victoria but outside its geri. well...it may happen but i dnt really care. feeling2 aaliyah, left eye lopes, beyonce...even black mamba aka the bride.
so they say the eastern part is the most cultured but reality check its still the most uncivilised.
anw...
next week is the photoshoot. cnt wait. might also b a club out. who knows.
salihin called. i dnt bother to meet up again. enuff is enuff. imma take it as a nitemare of illusion.
zul is pure ignorant but who gives a shit? he cnt even handle his own pants.
shawn is pure lusty. not my cuppa tea.
ash is too busy tryna btm. im not gona teach you.
irvine is too young. i aint no paedophile.
jim too alchoholic. i need to control my intake.
irfan is attached. to a girl! wth.
jeff is too old. and getting married. suck on tht bastard.
hahahaa.
so ya~ im single available. not desperate. not really seeking. out to have fun frens n flamboyance.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
i hid every sorrow with laughter, i bore each injustice. i even embraced thorns and wounded by flowers.
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