[current;y listening to take a bow - leona lewis]
its been a shocking n saddening week for me n my family. we lost our dear uncle, Allahyarham Salim bin Amed. the news is too shocking to digest even up till now. haiz. n wats worst its still under police investigation. i knw my baby cousin is strong n she can handle it but evry now n then she get mourning but whos to blame? its juz like bam! flying rite there at ur face choking dwn ur throat. May God bless his soul. amin.
so ya..prep for smack dat is gg ok. penat jugak ar frm work thn go prac. either at tamp or sum stupid north area. haha. but thn agn cnt find fault wif the bitches who lived at tht area. aiyoh. admiralty jah oi. mcm sial. hahaha. tapikan dorang sanggup turun tamp. aiya. simply said no life mah. hahahaha.
anw work has been great. but thn theres alot to catch up n memorise lah. from skincare to bodycare to make-up. yelah..im a senior there mah. got tht post so must perform up to expectations. hahaha.
anw im missing chillout with my bitches, phat inc...n most of all with my sexy cuzzins. hmm. wonder whn the next one will happen? n btw tmr my baby bro is having his POP. so ya..my mum dnt hav to rindu2 sgt. haiya. mothers~...adik dah NS abg blum lagik...aiyo...
ouh...ive cum across a few n i must say tht most ppl r so confused lost or mixed with unknown emotions tht they lost the respect to appreciate othas. i sympathise them. kesian org2 gini. living a lie is not the key to happiness. its not even the key to decent relationship....
ouh2! anw...my hp no has bn passed ard like nobody's business. babi sak sapa buat gini. aiyoh. dnt knw how many diff guys msg me to b frens or to get to knw me. geram sak. i knw one who did this was fara. adik fad. hahaha. coz tht guy nk kenal2 dgn fad but fara gave my no instead. stupid slut. when i told him im not fad..degil plak tu. bodoh peh kabaret. sundalanz.
anw, nari ada prac. i wonder if tht hot guy is there again? hahaha. kimak muka boboy sak. badan maut nya. pakai tanktop n denim. so hot. tapi tk faham yng dia bawak helmet buat apa eh? posing je ke? hahahaha.
klah2
nak siap2 n mit tht sexy dog.
hahaha
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
to tht sumone special....
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lihatlah obor cintaku
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dalam menantiku...
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