[currently listening to stay-shakespears sisters]
exactly been 6yrs since i last sang u tht song over the fone hours before ur gone. gone for good. theres no turning back. gone back to b by the side of god. I MISS YOU. guess u wud hav been proud of me when u knw wat i hav achieved. sum of the checked list tht we shared. i criously miss u like crazy. juz wana run into ur arms n hugged u like forever. but as the masses say let bygones b bygones. n now im survivng the harsh world alone. melawan kesepian. may god bless ur soul always.
okok. on the lighter note, we clinched 3rd place for our Smack dat 360. alot of ppl say tht thts a sign for us not to stop dancing. alot ppl r sad. alot of ppl r disappointed. but dnt wori its not the last of us. i promise. hehehe. p.h.a.t. inc is no longer Pretty Hot And Tempting but now we r Pelacur Haram Anak Terbiar. hahaha. as said by fadlee. we now aim to b the craziest sexiest loudest groupies eva. ahahahaha. n to those who hav read fad's blog....for god sake, we did not break up, we r not like spice girls ok! its not like tht. we juz hav otha commitment to attend to. hehehe. so dancing is like one of the least things lah. but dont fret, u may neva knw when we will pop up again. hahaha.
ouhouh...btw during tht comp, i was kinda sad tht sum1 didnt teguh me at all. not one bit. if im not wrong i caught u staring but by the time i wana smile, u turn away. u used to tease me "queenbee!" or atleast scare me in a way lah...but not this time round. haiz. well, wat can u expect izhan(slapped myself on the head) tht person is attached for got sake. well, words of wisdom, let it be....
to ati shada fee...wateva we gone thru for the past month, dont take it too hard if we mayb crude rude or harsh ok...or shud i say me? hmm...anw i guess it happened for the good rite. we prove to ppl out there tht its worth it rite? so in the near future, make us proud ok! kalau tk, siap aku datang dgn 12inch heels and bitch slap yall silly. hahahahahaha. ya'l like our kiddies now. ahakz.
thanx to EVERYONE tt has been supporting us!!! from dancers to groupies to the inknown...love the well wishes...hehehe...LOVE YALL!!!!(i cnt bliv im saddening now)
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
If this world is wearing thin
And you're thinking of escape
I'll go anywhere with you
Just wrap me up in chains
But if you try to go alone
Don't think I'll understand
In the silence of your room
In the darkness of your dreams
You must only think of me
There can be no in-between
When your pride is on the floor
I'll make you beg for more
You'd better hope and pray
That you make it safe
Back to your own world
You'd better hope and pray
That you'll wake one day
In your own world
Because when you sleep at night
They don't hear your cries
In your own world
Only time will tell
If you can break the spell
Back in your own world
I Miss YOU
