[currently listening to ne me quitte pas-nina simone]
so i went to tha audition with zirah n jojo. met ayis kkay nur ain fairul gee rella renni n mazlan otw there b4 bumped into more dancers there. it was a chaos coz i remmber faces but i dnt remmber their names. hehehe. sorie. but evry1 was frenly fun n fresh. hehehe.n im still sick. i hope i didnt pas my disease to any1. hehe.
ouh the audition was off tha hook. its so not an easy task lah. penat mautz sak. the choreo was tite. i got it all till we break into groups n when the real audition was up, i screwed up. hehehehe. all i did was free styling. ahakz. i remmbered ewan say if u hav to freestyle do it JT style coz we r dancing to his tunes but end up im beyonce again. ahakz. until mazlan hav to cum up to me sayin "eh pompan...sampuk beyonce lagi ke? its JT bukan beyonce." ahahahaha...
but sumhow i was shocked tht i got thru the 1st round afta all tht humiliating jazz i did. hehehe. but when its time for the 2nd round, it was mazlan's choreo, damn was it fast n upbeat tht it got me all gastric n coughing like no ones business. till i hav to take my medicine shivering. hahahaha. smua terkejot to c tht i was actually sick n can still pull off the choreo practice. toldja i wud hav made reservations at pusara aman or pusara abadi if i knw its gona b this hard. hahahaha.
n for the 2nd audition, i did abit betta but i still choked with freestyling coz i got nervous n my breath is killing me. semput jah oi. boleh mati tau. by tht time it was oredi ard 830pm i guess. n luckily i didnt make it or they wud hav to call the ambulance. i was totally drowsy n fainty. but to alot of ppl disappointment tht i dint make it thru. haiz.
its ok to all my darlings. i had fun. effing fun. so what i didnt made it. i was there to tryout for fun. getting in wud b a bonus but wud b a chores for me coz i knw i cnt commit tht well. i sorta blew it when they ask how committed can u b for the crew. i gave a 6, rating from 1-10. n i told them tht i hav anotha crew tht i adore n job is my 1st priority coz i hav to contribute to tha family. i remmbered then tht hakim went up to me and said, i shud hav lied abt e rating and stuf coz im rooted to b in till i was too honest abt my commitments. haiz. wattado? i knw im not up for it for the commitments n i dnt wana disappoint them in future. bsides if fan crew is the 1st crew i commit to, whats gonna happen to my babies phat inc? so i hav to let go of the best n stick to the ones tht i love. hehehe.
its ok. its not the end. u will still c me ard supporting u ppl. bsides i had fun. hehehe. so ya im now on tha hunt for a job. sumthng with benefits n cpf contributuions. i hav to think for the future. for myself. for my family. then fun comes in. heh.
so there i go job hunting again. hehe.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
to thise who made it, congrats!!!! make me, Hot Mama, proud!!!hehehe
