omfg~
like finally i have the time to blog...damn its been a bz month for me since nov. bz wif werk especially. project afta project. penat siol. n lemme tell u...the entertainment world is not glamor at all ok. its hardwork. damn bloody hard work. mayb 20%glamor 80%vice...criously.
ppl r not wat they seem they r. its a whole plastic world out there. damn plastic. but luckily i knw how to play by my own rules so org tk pijak kepala. mana ada pengantin nak handle...hiasan hantaran...being the stylist/image consultant/makeup artist for SML n Cili Padi programme. sumtyms u dnt realise u werk at least 12 hrs per day. yup at least 12 hours. may take more of ur time if ur unlucky.
but im getting the hang of it. n travelling frm home to mediacorp evryday is a hassle. bnyk makan duit plak tu. n lemme tell u eaglevision production is not a place newbies wana b. it can make u sick n tired, breakdown n cry n rot n die. hahaha. been there done tht.
n now i miss loads of ppl. especially darling babe whom i promose to doll her up but neva got the time(i will try to slot our day out in one of my sched k)...even my darling neighbours ayis n jojo pun i dnt hav time to lepak togeda. haiz. dgn darling phat inc pun rarely have the time. nasib baik ada involve in competition so get to mit twice a week. itu pun 2 hrs. haiz.
so we lost a dancer. aishah. well she claim theres no more love for us. shes leaving for having the same reason as amir ayang as she said it herself. n shes willing to pretend tht she neva eva got herself involve wif us b4. well wat to do, its her choice. so much for frenship. got too much to say but too scared to voice out. hmmm. nvm lah. jz dnt let history repeat itself. like i toldja...u cn talk bad abt otha crew, dnt talk bad abt ur own members. its bad habit. so juz wishing u luck in wateva u do. n hav fun wif ur upcoming crew so to speak.
wic means its only gona b e 5 of us. me fad ayn ifah fadz. its ok. we cn pull it togeda. furthermore, we r there to have fun n perform for othas liking not to win. winning is neva on our mind but to entertain. hehehe. so sat is still on ppl....
oh god. im gona b like filled thruout til january. sheesh. mama dah bising for not having enuff time at home but she cnt complain much coz ive showed her my schedule. and yess its full ok. q pun sampai naik menyumpah. hahaha. my asst katakan. hehehe.
guess wat? i sumtyms lost track of days n dates. hahaha. it natural ok when u work unda entertainment industry. haiz.
but m i complaining? i guess not. juz tt i really need sleep. long sleeping hours. now i knw as a celeb/crew..the ferst thing in ur mind bsides work is sleep. loads of it. juz to freshen ur day.
aite thn ppl...logging out.
toodles
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