[ currently listening to I didnt mean to turn you on - Mariah carey]
fhew~
bz weeks of work almost coming to an end. im now gona hav a two weeks break. mampos nak buat apa eh? boleh mati liao. lata no money lah dey. how to enjoy?
anw, got a few things in mind tht i wana put to good use tapi mcm tkleh gytu. blum time yet agaknya. ahakz.
ouhouh...te song tht im currently listening to, goes out to 3 diff ppl from same aspects of life. ahakz. its flattering, its complimenting n im appreciating but the vibes is so wrong! dnt mean to b offensive but yeaps im not ready for anythng n im not ur kinda person to b close wif.
criously...
to A***...ur a sweetie. n cute as hell. i admit i hav a huge crush on u eva since our eyes meet. no doubt bout tht. n im always looking forward to see u. especially when we are involved together. but thn afta a few mits, i got to knw ur recently attached. so i kept my distance. its best not create fire. creating distance, i tried not to create eneminity so i still greet n smile at u as i always do but to a certain extent. but thn agn evrytime we met, ur partner is always there. n u will think im avoiding u but im not. i jz dnt want any ruckus. frens is ok. but when u go to certain extent juz to see me. its wrong. accept the fact tht ur attached now n forget tht i used to have a huge liking on u....
to K****...thx for being a fren but im so not ur type n vice-versa. lets keep it simple k. frens?
to F*****...i have nothing to say to u coz mulut hang tu berat n wateva u had b4 wif my frens, i dnt wana b part of it. ahakz. like me for all i care but dnt expect sumthng in return or create eneminity/ignorance aite.
haiyo. susah2. boleh pecah kepala ini mcm. when u want a relationship, tkda. when ur still searching, yng datand smua ur fren. mampos. hahahaha. n i knw fad is having a good laugh at this. ahahahah...
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
ur missed as always.
