[currently listening to when i need you - air supply]
im feeling kinda seh~today. ntah ehk. coz im stil thinking abt my best bitch fad. its like so sad. so depressing. wat is the world becoming? i mean due to situations, ur cornered to give up evrythng tht u like. scratch tht. love it.
cant undastand parents these days. isit juz us or they r getting way too protective tht thy kinda like get easily horrified by the outside world. thy keep saying they love us but dnt really let us do what we want. its not like the end of the world. i mean they want whats best for us but they dnt let us experience the good n bad. how we gona judge it for ourself when wateva we wana do is so wrong to them? haiz. juz whn u think u got their trust n respect, it all flows back to square one.
so fad mayb gg thru hard times now. im sympathising him for his evil parents r so out of their mind(sorri darl~)....so now we r gona lose a helluva dancer n so hav to find a replacement. or mayb not. i dnt knw lah. coz seriously, if hes out, im out too. theres no point dancing wifout my steroid bitch. i mean i hav the rest of the babies but its gona feel naked wifout him. haiz. all thanks to his father's frens. those bunch of guys. nama jek lelaki tapi ha! mulut mcam mak jujat, joyah pe'ah petom rosmah kiah milah. so the kak nam. sikit2 report. sikit2 report. wat rubbish. tulah bila org kata pompan ada dua mulut, i guess jantan ada enam mulut. kimak dia punya kepo tkleh angkat. pas tu dia ego n tambah2 story pandai pulak. n fyi, i am a guy but i have female undastanding ok. so i knw wat it feels like....
btw, dance explosion up next. n this tyme round, its gona b three oni. instead of seven. the otha four hav prior commitments so let thm b dnt wana disturb. n u may neva knw it mite b our last..me n fad tht is. so yeah thts tht.
ouh2~freak-z is like so damn cute. n the hot guy frm rage is dreamy. bt damn...dreams r only dreams. n ouhya, i juz realize meil new haircut is such a split resemble of my ayang. only meil is more cina looking lah. hehe. razif is like so cute too...rmmber his line at cc "asal? jelez kape?" hahaha he said tht to fad. hehekx.
btw ayun. u may not tell me wateva is gg on. but i knw. u cn get ova it. its not the end of tha world. u knw tht. there r many fishes in the sea...duh~ n zirah twinnie, go ahead with tht guy haikal. neya love, betta make ur mind str8 abt ur love life or u wil b destroying urself. to natra n fadz, do u girls stil want the perfume? to hykell, i try to make it to semi ok. mayb working but hey i got ur pressie oredi. pinky baby, hit em upstyle at PA this sun ya. n last to my darling babe, miss u so much n so wana mit u but evrytym ada jek yg kacau. so yeah this sat we cn meet up. but dnt tel my sis ar. im suppose to b working lah baby. hee~
toodles
mizbithaqueen
i make believe tht u r here, its the only way tht i see clear....
