
(take a look at tht irritating devilish finger on the foto...waddehell)
yest was my ferst day at work. oklah nothing special. cuma cek ni dah lama tk kene diri for long hours jadik pinggang sakit ar. the working environment banyak melayu ar. tu yg tk best sgt. cnfrm ada back-bitching. but heres the pluss point, i got a freaking beautiful "bling-bling" ring frm the company. its part of our uniform. ahakz. lawa giler. its from swarovski. n erm i can click with sum of them. n ouh2 the clothes there if u browse properly, its freaking gorgeous. im loving the "fergielicious" section. (ya we hav a few section tht are named) n omg! the hooded tops there are fabuloso.
ok im paired with this guy who is believed to b the best salesperson in forever21, raizan, who happens to b a dancer too. he was there at butterfactory comp on semi-finals. but erm, didnt realy clicked well as expected. but we went for lunch together. part of a whole buddy-buddy thingy. and guess wat, he told me he had a crush on me(ishk ishk ishk...cobaan~) terbegik sekejap makanan cek tu. ada ke patut. dah lah tk kenal sgt, he mention it tht way. but wat shocked me most is this--->>>>.....r u ready?....here we go....ehehehehe
the day he met us at butterfactory, he wanted to ask me out but he thot tht im attached. n to who u may ask...well...he seriously dangerously thot tht im attached to ayang! (amir tht is)...in wat freaking way? juz bcoz we take a few shots together? well i hope he doesnt misrecognised me as fad. coz erm at least i think hes around ayang more thn i was. i was all by myself to say the least. hmmm~ but according to raizan, its a different perspective hes looking at...(well forget abt it...im not gg into details)
so ya thts abt it. n erm smalam sempat practicelahkan. jz bcoz i end at 5. but the bus ride is freaking long. almost two hours. damn my butt hurts like fuck. so to phatlicious who thinks tht the indian step is graceful, think again darl. loads of energy needed aye. tu ar ketawakan lagik. amik kau! ahahahahah. so level up comp if possible, dphat is registering 4 teams. tht is wandererz, 4wd, phatlicious and dphat(e 8 dancers lah)...ehehehe...ntah possible ke tk. haiz.
ouhouh. 4got. gotta do this "you're tagged" thingy...i dnt knw if its correct but here goes...
1- when doing anyhouse work, i tend to go all singy, i mean i sing my heart out, and erm sumtyms i go all the way opera-ish tht the dogs ard my neighbourhood will start howling and barking...ahahaha...no kidding..but who cares abt sum stupid dogs ryte...
2- i like to imagine. as in day dreaming. so i tend to stare in mid air and there i go. ppl will think tht im looking at sumthng but im not. and this can go on for hours if im not disturbed and accompanied by lagu2 jiwangs. n erm, this is weird but i can fall asleep like tht tau...with eyes open, staring steamingly...hehehe...
3- when i hav cravings for certain dishes, i will go all out ot get it. like theres one time i go to melaka juz to hav mee rebus and soup toolbox, thn go back singapore the same day. but accompanied with a fren who ride lah.
4- i can sleep at any hour but i will automatically get up fresh at 930 sharp. i dnt knw why. i may even sleep at 9am but thn i will wake up. n now i hav a reason to back it up...its the TYRA SHOW BABEH!!!!
5- i can neva survive a day without vitasoy. since im in primary 2. like seriously.
6- people usually dnt believe whn i say i love them coz im bad at showing it reality-wise..or mayb the message didnt come across to them tht well.
so there you go. okok. i need to go get ready liao. im working in tha aftanoon. cnt afford to b late. must show good examplary of myself.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
when all i hav to do is undastanding my prayers,
all you hav to do is mending your mistakes.
for all i wish is to hav you as mine,
and hope you wish for it too.
but snap back to reality,
words are just words
neither yours nor mine.
but heres what you can believe and hold on too...
i will never stop loving you.
My heart is screaming for you,And yet you still turn away so I hide behind this misplaced smile, so you doesn't have to see my tears. And I'm only smiling now because I don't want you to see how badly you hurt me.