the songs thts been playing in my head is hurt, torn, everytime, beautiful liar, melakar rindu, she cant love you, biarkan aku meyintaimu and setiaku korbankan.
i dnt knw why. but sumthng stil hurts me. sort of. but i will try not to brag on tht. i knw no positive vibes will happen. so juz let it b. but i hope no one throw stones at the scars if u knw wat i mean.
so ya ppl, the comp has been postponed to a fucking lata date. 27th may!! i mean wtf! shit man. now wat we gona do till tht date to come. cnfirm mendakz. but with help of sara pinky and danial to try get slots of competition or performance, lets juz hope sumthng happen lah. haiz. but atleast since dphat(the eight main dancers) hav nothing in mind, phatlicious will try to juz meet up n cum up with sumthng new in choreography. coz i hav some unused remix to dance to and erm they all love it. hehehehe
n ouhya since my hubby is ova tht "paitao issue", hes down now. n yea tht day on tues we did prac with him. its like "AKIDDOZ and the PHATLICIOUS". so cute. we did new routines with some old routines. like so tiring but so fun. we sweat like prostitutes in a church. ahahahah...i dnt knw why but smua mcm hyper gytu joget. tk ingat penat pun. hahahaha. so today i hope we gona do the same dopey shit agn. cnt wait.
n so there i go emailed neya love some of my unheard remixes. new ones and old ones. and damn this girl is my no1 fan. hehe. she juz cant get enuff of it. bet shes dancing ryte now. ahakz. but hey, im still amateurish ok. i dnt thnk my mixes is good enuff for clubs as wat said by neya. please its still raw for performance or competition. n erm for now, i dnt hav the time to do new mixes. n erm i guess i need to buy a software for mixes coz damn using my frens turntable or windows moviemaker boleh jadi giler n juling bijik mata ni ha~.
ouhouh. guess wat. i find this supa touching. timberlake n timbaland wana help spears get back on solid ground. help to boost her career once again. help her get hold of herself and b the old britney back. n if it works well, who knws timberlake will reconcile with spears once again. woooohoooo!
klah. dh tkda pape nk cakap pun. hehe.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn.
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I’ve missed you since you’ve been away
She can't love you like I can
Her awful love just cant compare to what I have
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away....
Tell me how to forgive you...When it's me who's ashamed
