(ouh fyi, we hav our fotos at butterfactory comp up n wild in a webbie. its www.dancelar.com.)
see wat i toldja. i cnt work in an environment where theres too many malay. its so like...erm...dnt knw lah. but i just cant. luckily this new girl tht joined us is a chinese. daphne is her name. n boy we chatted like we knw each other so well. we clicked of rightaway.
ok not to b biased, i do make some good rapport with sum malays there. nana, fiza, suhana and faz. they r very nice kecoh minahz. n erm we share the same lingo of accent lah. ehehe...all the 'nyahs' 'jahs' 'mami' 'kiah' 'pe'ah' 'cek' and 'hang'...so ya..farnie jugak lah eh. but kan tkleh bebual melayu kat shopflorr. bleh kene saman kiah oi~ tk sanggup mami. dah kocek kering, koyak plak tu. haiz.
okok. i wont go all braggy abt work. i mean im kicking it oredy. im getting the hang of it. but still alot more to improvise and learn lah. 4 days working, shud b long enuff thn go all cranky ryte. not to forget tht i get calls frm fad during my break period. ehehe. eventho takda topic, we sure can make sum stoopid subject to talk abt. at least im not tht bored lah. coz i dnt knw why but i prefer go lunch alone. all by myself. its refreshing u knw.
ok i do miss dancing n lepaking with dphat but i guess i hav to take wateva i hav now in my pride. coz sampai bilerkan nk terkinja-kinja jadi jantan joget. ooopss~ i mean betina joget. ahahahaha. unless i get paid to do this i dnt mind at all. but all those laughter fun joy amissed. n damnz im missing some ppl badly oredy. dh lama tk bersemuka, tk pandang senyumannya, tk ketawa bersama, tak berdansa bersama...heh. missing. loving.
oklah ppl. gtg. shleepy oredy. tmr work.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
Don't you know
I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
So much has broken me down, but i built right up... and the stronger i become the harder the break becomes and the pain just continues to increase.... and i wonder for how long...
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