hoho. finally i found sum1 at my wrkplc tht i cn click with so much. n its daphne. a nice pretty chinese girl whose so blurrly farnie. ahakz. chemistry sparks frm day one we met. n erm we cnt get enuff of each other. always try to cheer each other when we r down bored. ahakz. so cute. hope this will last....*praying*..
so ive heard~(fadlee's tone).......nothing. ahahahaha. ive heard nothing. i mean erm i may not b down with phatlicious for quite sumtym n im glad theres no shits gg ard us. phatlicious tht is. thts wat u get when theres no more of cheap melodrama happening. ehehehe. all ive heard was how much fun they had. the dance the crap the flirt the singing...damn im not involved. but anw, i try to make time for u ppl ya. i knw im missed. hehehe.
but hey not to forget i miss the wanderers n of coz akid. hmm~ hope he dnt stop himself frm coming afta wat happen to him like three times in a row. ouh ma gawd. im not to b blamed coz im not involved in any of it but i feel the guilt. like seriously. thts why i sms akid to apologise on my behalf. eventho its not my fault. n gosh hes undastandable but haiz i guess his patience is being tested by some ppl....
btw, isit wrong to b a kinda person who knws how to "beralas" in all their sayings, thots and opinion. coz for all i knw its the best way to let tht person knw without creating a ruckus or causing any tension. n when u widely practice to "beralas" some ppl say tht ur acting. acting to b nice. acting to blend in. acting to get sympathy. if being nice and calm is acting, then being rude and bitchy is real life? ahakz. thn there shuddnt b any love in this world.
imagine the whole world is full of rude n bitchy ppl, hahahaha, thn wats the use of prophecy ryte? haiz. if my persona has been a stand up act, then why am i not lost, confused, ignored or paranoid? i aint a loner. i aint a loser. i aint a sucker. im juz bein me. if bein me disturbs some ppl, thn my apologies for the inconvenience, n play shut i will. for if anythng tht comes frm me is a nuisance wats the use of me doin it ryte? for i dnt wana fight, i dnt wana b pictured as self-centred, i dnt wana b fingered as backstabber, i dnt wana b envied, i dnt wana b inferior to othas.
looks like some ppl cant handle me. cant handle the truth but always want to knw the truth. haiz. its no wonder ppl cnt come to you at all. whn it gets seriouslah thts wat i mean.
i dnt knw how many tyms i hav to repeat myself.
im real. what you get is wat u see.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so thats that
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know
I'll never breathe your love again
If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why
I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true
I'll never be over you
My love is so strong and i can't move on. I know your love for me is fake but it's the risk i take so dont hate me,dont regret me,dont ever forget me and wherever you go,whatever you do,dont say i never loved you...
