what m bout to type dwn is a sad story abt this so called couple. its not sad in a way sumbody died but its sad tht the love of the guy to the girl wasnt appreciated. based on true accnts. anw, any similarities is purely coincidental.
ok where do i start? hmmm..mayb a lil description of the characters. love of din 2wards ani. din is a fun loving sweet guy. love to groove to tha music n sorta grounded by his beliefs in love life n religion. trust people easily. but biggest mistake, obsessive lover n an egoist in every right. cn b paranoid at times too.
ani is more of a free thinker. a light aura surrounding her. believe in herself n dislikes obsessive behaviour especially those whu r self centred. easy to make frens wif n oso shes flirty. easily loved by othas but one point to go against her is shes a so called murderer. neva had sucha long relationship wif a guy. coz she love to mingle. very minah.
so frm tha start u cn see tht theres no chemistry in personality. but looks wise, they make n ok couple. the guy is hott the girl is cute. cute in a sense tht shes ugly but adorable.
to make it short, thy r an item. it was a beautiful start. thy neva skip a single day wifout saying 'i love u' or 'i miss u'. if not mention thru sms or verbally, thy do it thru frenster. or sumtyms thy do it thru songs...awww~ sweet nah. but thn, things start to change whn ani finds tht din is so obsessive ova her..it was nice to b pampered but once it got abit out of hand she was slowly sick n tired of it. but she keep tellin herself he was bein sweet. n he really miss her.
thn there were tyms tht ani forgot she got a guy tht she flirts n mingle with otha guys whn suddenly she found herself liking this guy. n her feelings towards din wasnt the same. so much for din bein so mushy n stuff to show tht he really love her. to think tht din n ani is fated to b with each otha, n marriage or lifetime fulfilment was oredi in din's mind. this kinda freaks ani out. her love for him died. shes been treating din like a fren eva since but din wasnt aware of it. poor din. to think tht the love he gave to ani was the same ani gave to him. boy was he wrong, she was unfaithful. she went out with the otha guy, but lied to din tht she either went out with frens or her bitches.
ani told the bitches wat happen btwn din n her. her bitches said its betta for u to tell him str8 n not play wif his feelings. but she felt sorta guilty but seriously thts the betta way. might as well take a gun n put it to his head and geddit ova with. she cnt stand bein unfaithful for din is so nice towards her. as days pass she found enough courage to tell din the whole scenario. din cnt accept the fact tht the love of his life only lasted a few months.
he was devastated, disappointed, heartbroken n smashed to kazillion pieces. he cnt face it. he broke down. all this while he has been clapping on one hand. not knowing tht the otha hand was not there to clap the same rhythm. turned to his peers n family for support. he felt dumb used n not appreciated. boy, was his heart closed. tightly shut n neva will it b open again.
ani was having the tym of her life once she broke up wif din. n din the ousted one, juz kept loving her evry mo. its sweet but one hav to go on, no? i mean thy r like only teenagers n settling down shuddnt b on their mind. actually, din hav this effect on ppl, due to his presentation n lookwise, any1 will fall for him, but his ego-side, juz left them in the cold. the ppl whu like din felt like thy r disrespected, theyve been stoop low by him or just plain hated but din hav his reasons. he became reserved. ani still the high-spirited gal......
the story goes on where din stil misses ani n stil hope tht ani will come back to him. but thn again, doncha thnk tht din shud move on. coz ani did n eventho shes single now, she dont see herself wif din anymor. thy r juz frens to her. her only wish is for din to move on n find otha girl n forget abt reconciling back. it will neva happen n if it do, it will only b out of sympathy. how dreadful....haiz..poor din, he juz dnt c the love tht someone is giving him yet he only c ani evrywhere...what a wuss! ahahahaha...
ouhya almost forgot, yesterday, my date got cancelled..(ayang u like? ahahaha)...but then i got otha things to attend to...its P.H.A.T. Inc reunion dinner. hahaha. so much laughter so much joy so much sarcasm so much bitchiness so much fun!~ didnt thnk tht such day wud cum but yar, it did. it was corny crappy sexy naughty...met up at marina square. theres me ayun ifa fad zira n sara. mars n nick otw. while waiting, we were so hungry so we got burgerking long john n kfc. makan mcm babi. pelahap smua. ahaha pasal tk nk nick n mars tau lah yg kita dh mkn. tk baikkn. but we were so god damn hungry. so by the time mars n nick arrived...we r done. thn we took sum pics..jokes n everything. thn we ask mars n nick if they knw of any comp or perfomance gg ard tht we cn join as d'phat(loving crew)...mars mention a few clubs like dbl-o dxo butterfactory n bumblebee...so we thot of checking it out. head to esplanade n went to dxo. but to no avail. so thn we wanted to head to town n mars wana go home coz she wana study for he theory in driving. cute lah kn~ thn while walkin at esplanade we spot sum dancers lah..wave hi n evrythng then we head slowly to walk to town.
thts when nick proposed he wanna blanja us to pizza hut. ahaha. kecoh jap. yelah org nk blanja..tapi kitorang ni dah full. so juz go ahead wif the plan. we went ot plaza sing nya pizza hut. had the chinese new year special meal. mak~ mcm nk muntah makn pasal kenyang sgt. ahaha!! tulah dholat kan. tipu lagi kata blum makan...took sum pics..loud laughter n stuff...ifa makan mcm pompan giler ngan rambut dia smua....yelah ex-ayang kau kn blanja eksyen ar dier...ahaha..
thn afta supper at pizza hut, we went to our spot, istana park. damn we missed tht place. theres lots of memories. once we stepped our foot on the "dome"..zinggggg~...memories came n we cnt stop talking abt it..mana ada mat salleh nk joget dgn kita..mana nick called the restaurant garfield when actually its giraffe..mana kita kene warning saman pasal buang sampah sembarangan...mana kita flirt ngan mat salleh2 kat sana..mana kita ada prac kt blakang dublin pub coz the walls there r like mirrors n kita kan budget nya group mana afford studio n stuff...ahahaha...thn it was time to head home...by tht time it was ard 1045ish i guess...zirah went off early lepas supper..thn we sent sarah to her stop opp parkmall...left the five of us...walked me to my station n while we joke n laugh...how we missed each otha n stuff...those were the days~
i wish we cn do this again. it mayb a short outing but the laughter n happiners stil lingers on n on...btw i came up wif a few nicknames for us due to yest outing...here goes:
Fad: the sorrowful bitch whu practically smile at every guy...i dnt thnk u notice it but i do.
Ifa: the runaway poodle. from snoop dogg to ugly betty...ahahahaha
Ayun: the "crying-out-loud" giant sikit2 pekik...dh nk mampos
Sara: mis information counter..dang this girl knws her stuff TOO well...
Zirah: the big mouth slut...tunggulah sampai mars pegi baru nk gossip, gosspilah...
Nick: the abang2...kiwak dh mcm mat2 berg gytu...step abang...ahahahaha
so ther u go...i hope theres more to come...hehehe
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Thinking.
Can't stop thinking.
Think of you.
This. That. That Life. That day.
That dream was mine.
A utopian dream.
Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree.
Pointy, like a star, you shone.
So bright, yet not shining as a star would,
But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.
You would not show off like a star.
Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively
You were the star of my eyes.
♥♥♥I lost myself to you, I lost my heart to you, but i'm not going to give up when i know we not meant to be.♥♥♥
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