sumthng tht ive re-learned again when i watch tyra banks show today feat. jada pinkett n mary j. blige. the topic is abt women no doubt but its abt caring for urself inside out. its about beauty product, carol's daughter, its about surviving in the world of business n its about believing in urself.
i must say tht these women, tyra jada n mary, is an inspiration. i was totally up str8 on my couch listening to wateva they say. its a soothe to the ears tht wateva my mama preach is widely practice. its not a loss to me but instead im reminded abt the roots of my believes. abt love life n ownself. motivating encouraging n inspiring. its too bad tht i cnt video it coz really, u ppl shud watch tht episode. its relieving.
ouhouh. got a few qns in my mind. its abt interconnection btwn two parties. got distraught bout it recently n seems like its still is running in my mind. i mean its all good n well among the relationshp but its kinda like hanging in mid air.
how wud sum1 react whn relationshp is stil not gg smoothly as u wanted eventho u knw each otha like months?
what will b on their mind when the otha party are there for u for the sake of being there?
why shudnt sum1 get pissed whn the otha party brings in old flames in the picture?
what wud sum1 feel whn ur being used by the otha party so tht the otha party cn show off to old flames tht they can survive w/o the old flames?
dont tht sum1 felt superficial abt this relationshp?
isnt it rite for tht sum1 to walk out frm this relationshp whn the otha party bring in the old flames to b togeda?
to whom can tht sum1 turn to when they felt the passion doesnt really connects?
ho wud tht sum 1 react when it seemed so fake lately, its like the otha party has been putting up an act just to blend in?
and to top it all, its just to boost their ego to the old flames tht they cn live w/o them, at the same time cheating on tht sum1?
haish. to tht sum1, "r u thinking too much? asking too much? wanting too much? or juz dont undastand whts gg on? theres no real connection avail? theres no basic fundamental?"...juz dont fret too much. mayb shud jus play it shut n watch the whole thing play infront of ur eyes, n when the time is right, lift ur sexy legs n walk off. silently gracefully w/o tht otha party knw. coz mayb in the first place ur not cared n looked for so why bother rite? unappreciate.
so ya tmr is the heats. n stil im not kinda ready for it for theres too many changes ard. fearing tht we will make a fool out of ourself n the crew. coz seriously, the organizer is not really n organized prsn n make us confuse n hanging. when a group limitation has changed, now its the song of our choice. from 4mins to 2 mins. wth! juz bcoz its ur event u cn run it ur way. so what if ur prizes r to die for. by making a fool out of us, thts not very nice. but anw, we stil go for it. for fun n exposure.
for we may not make it to the next round, we can still catch certain eyes whu appreciate our moves. so ya, butterfactory, here we come.
so lata meeting fad n ifa at bugis for they wana accompany me to my interview. hope i get the job. really need one. end month is coming and im getting dry anytime soon. cn rely on my parents they got sumthng betta to do. so ya. god i need a job badly.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
How can I shift my gaze from this lovely face?
The glory of Love shines in you.
Looking at you is my form of passion
It's you, you alone; there's no other.
But I'm not satisfied with just your glance,
What I long for is to stay forever at your side.
I long for you, I love you.
I long for you, and I want to just keep looking at you,
in you shines the splendor of Love.
In you is the whole world,
you alone are my universe.
What else is there?
Everything is a prayer to you.
There was nothing here for me before you,
there is nothing here for me beyond you.
Wherever I may look...
Wherever I look, I will find you there,
for in you shines the splendor of Love.
The sickness of love is strange,
the wound can't be healed by doctors.
Even when dead, I will continue to live in love for you.
You alone are the cure for my pain.
I long for you, I love you.
Doubt that the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love u.
