ouh ma gawd. a few worrying situations in my mind. n these r the kinda things worth worrying abt u knw. not some lame huuhah tht gets on ur nerves. ok here goes...
im worried for the five of us thts entering the comp for butterfactory. i mean the whole choreography is nice and smooth juz tht we need to make it tite n sharp. i mean energy wise nothing to worry, steroids ada, juz tht synchro we hav to work hard on it. haiz...n furthermore if we make it to the next round, the finals will b a week away oni...aiyoyo~ amma appa..para nayi pandi purki...tk larat jah oi...boleh patah tulang2 cek ni ha! urat kentot macam nak putus ni ha! chu ming ar~
next is abt my sistur, fadz, dia nya ex jantan tk habis2 nk kacau dia. tu tkpe kiah oi~, skang ni dia dah jadik psycho. stalk ppl n all. n keep giving sweet nothings. tk paham2 ke dia ni? itu kepala batu besar ada duduk punya...giv it up. org dh tk nk. kene reject flat plak tu. mana ego sbagai jantan. n to make it worst, ada org tu complain kat si palido ni ha pasal fadz. sikit2 complain. perkara kecik pun nk complain. yng tk masuk akal pun bilang. n wat cn he do? bsides, dorang dulu tu matayak bukan suami isteri, he cnt cntrl her now, n he cnt control her b4. wic law states tht u can run ur partners life as u want it. mepek bodoh~ but the situation nw worsen, he cn endanger life ok. anto almost jadi mangsa...mak~ nasib baik anto bole lari laju...cn b police case u knw...
next on tha list is my ayang~...ni lagi satu batu ronsen...tk dgr cakap. ntah kerak mana masuk telinga dia tk dgr cakap. so stubborn. dh tau diri tu tk sihat, yg pegi amik steroids pas tu joget mcm jantan kaberet tkda masa depan tu buat apa? kn sendiri yg susah. sakit sapa yng susah. dhlah dada sakit, muntah2 plak tu. apa nk jadi dgn satu baung ni tau. sumpah bagero. dianya degil masya'allah...mcm sadik sigaraga. (tapi si sadik ni penipu kan??) but anw, sama degil. tk nk dgr ckp org asik nk menang jek. kasik satu pang! baru tau. itu jam baru hang tau kesaktian pang si izhan. whahwhahwhah! haiyo manyak penat hor ciakap takdak orang dgr...
anotha case goes out to u mr fraze...well not tht im worried but i wana say sumthng...bedek kalau aku kata aku tk marah kt kau. bedek kalau aku kata aku tk irritated kat kau. bedek kalau aku kata aku tk menyampah. bedek kalau aku kata aku tk menyumpah. but thn agn, y arnt u man enuff to face it? coz seriously, bedek kalau aku kata kau tk miss ur presence. bedek kalau aku kata aku benci kau sangat2. bedek kalau aku kata aku tk miss the talks we had. but wat to do. u hav to make the 1st move since u knw ur at fault. this time its my ego. for the 1st time in the longest time im using my ego. uve done ur mistakes. u clean it up. but thn waiting for tht to happen is useless n disappointing. u m.i.a. for the reason of scared n guilty. n is this the way to overcome it. i guess wadeva small tlaks i had wif u, u did not put it to good use. wat a waste...dont u find it sickening to apologise ova cyber time afta time. theres no emotion to it. how do u expect ppl to knw the real thots? we cn only assume ok. n thts unhealthy. n yes i may say tht u lost the trust ppl of some ppl who had in u. n trust may not b easily build again but thn it doesnt mean u shud runaway. haizzz~ i guess...now its up to u to do it. i cn only say so much but if u dnt wana change for the betta thn its ur choice. whu am i to stop u rite? heres an advice...when u do finalised u wana cum dwn, do it with a smile n not a distraught face, it may hav some unwelcomeness. but thn agn let it come from ur heart.
so ya, there it is. now mak nak g siap2 bedah oi. nak g smbhyang. maklumlah pandai buat dosa pandai tanggung. hee. nk elak kene sambar petir lah kata orang.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
i gave him love,
i gave my all,
i gave myself,
i lost control,
held nothing back,
i just let go
now i'm realizing
i've been all alone
All you had to say
Was that you want me
All you had to say
Was that you cared
All you had to say
Was that you love me
Instead you were
Never really there
You can never tell someone too much that you love them. You can never know when you go. That's why you need to tell them. Tell them that you love them.
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