" kuluahkan perasaanku yang terpendam didalam kalbu, kutulis lagu dengarkanlah getaran cinta dijiwa. seandainya dikau mengerti, katakanlah pada diriku, siapakah yang ada dihatimu?..."
ok. so we really are gona perform on 24th feb. but r we ready? like seriously? coz erm we juz wana start the positions, n still we hav ppl who stil dnt get the steps rite til now. n erm, if hubby not turning up today i hav this strong feeling tht he stick to his decision. n tht is not performing on tht day. haiz. wat a dilemma. to gain somethng u gotta lose sumthng but wat if i dnt want any lose to each gain? does it work tht way too? can i get what i thnk is best? so i pray.....
ouh. yest i watch this malay telemovie, aku cinta padamu...its so heart wrenching movie. its abt how a girl like this guy only to find out tht the guy sorta b with her for the sake of his fren. but little did she knw tht the guy likes her truly. n erm by the time he was truthful, he lose everythng. the girls trust tht is. but the girl lose her whole life. her degree in university, her parents, her dignity n her pride. all she had is herself n her vengeance towards the guy. few years passed the guy tried to woo her back sincerely, try to gain her trust n forgiveness, he do anythng till he thot his ends has met. thts when the girl give in. n damn tht was so sad. had me to brim filled. n poured like the cold showers in october.
got back home afta prac yest. i settled down to watch the last bit of GUBRA. damn it was a nice movie. not tht i havnt watched it, i watched it for like millions time. both SEPET and GUBRA. n i so love the sayin..."The lamp is different but the light is the same..."
haiz...so now i wana get ready to meet fad aishah neya n ayun. we gona go watch movie b4 the prac. so ya wana go freshen up. see ya darlings..
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Unremembered and afar
I watched you as I watched a star,
Through darkness struggling into view,
And loved you better than you knew.
You asked me what was wrong? I looked at you and said nothing but, when you turned around I said I hate that I love you.
