gawd. sucha morn to b woken up by the sound of drillings n children from hell yellin n screaming. thts wht happen whn u saty near the roadside n bside a primary school. how i wish i cn bomb the school so i cn enjoy my sleep. but thn agn once i awoke, i find it hard to sleep. so ya. hav to get my lazee ass of my bed n wash my face to start cleaning the house 1st. b4 i lay my gracefull fingers on the keyboards. haiz.
im wondering wat hubby is doin ryte now? i mean he hav to stay at the hospital for the nite dur to doc's instruction. n according to him it sounds like a dungeon. no tv no radio no cigss. wat a nitemare. n furthermore visiting hours is like erm, limited. coz i was thinking to overnight there to keep him company but damn! too bad. it wont happen. but anw, hes bookin out today so ya, at least nitemare is over. n theres good news n bad news. hubby cn still dance wif us but he cnt do sumthng so vigorous as it mite cause the prob on his legs agn. haiz. take care of urself ya hubby. drink loads of milk. n dont push urself too hard.
next is the freaking comp. jz gotta knw frm organizer tht we hav to b there ard 830. but thn, the hateful part is tht the comp is a group of 3!!! i mean wat the hell. shit man. one afta anotha obstacle. first it was age thingy now this. i was thinking of the three girls to go ahead. or fad pick two girls n go ahead. coz fad so wanted to b in a comp. n the girls have work their asses off this shit. haiyo. wtf! mayb it partly my fault for not reading it properly, but i dnt rmmbr seein this shit on the application form. fuccen hell. lets discuss this layta ya. ayang n hubby so need ur suggestion!!!!(im dying...)
so now we got anotha item comin up soon. beat society event. n erm, hafta concerntrate n put in good effort. so what if we dont get any contract. juz put on a good show so ppl will remmber us. n i think we will get compliments. for i dnt knw wat reason but my intuition tells me so.
so fraze is back. n he apologised. hes sorry for wateva he hav caused. forgiven. but show us results tht ur working on it ya. n mean it if u say ur changing for the betta.
ouhya...got a new haircut. i look like some emo kid with a touch of victoria posh spice beckham. like for real. i like it thou. its hot(tune to paris hilton). n got compliments for it. hee~
so ya. layta im gg out to meet ifa where she gona accompany me to vivo n do some job application. heard theres loads of option. so ya wanna giv it a try. pray the best for me ppl. need it badly.
ouhouh...btw if the vines r tru, ayang is not gg to NS yet! woooohooooo~ thts some gr8 news to me *ahem ahem* n to the rest of dphat. been trying to talk him out to not go NS yet but tht time his dcision is like final. so ya its his choice btw. but seriously whn u cn stil study, go ahead. coz once ur in NS, ur priorities have a high possibilities will change. so ive heard. bt thn agn, it will b in a long time tht i will c him bald. ceh, baru ingat nak raba2. hee~ confrim mcm penguin. ahakz. so ya, hes here to stay for the mo....coz mayb decision mite chnge u may neva knw...human minds r so fickle u knw.
ouhkay. so now im loggin off. nk siap2.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
There was a knock at my heart,
my happiness killed me.
Whose footstep is this?
Whose shadow is this?
Who spread this vibrant color over me?
Who entered here?
I begged God for you.
God, I begged for you.
But to no avail...
I hid every sorrow,
with laughter I bore each injustice.
I even embraced thorns,
and was wounded by flowers.
The option was left unattended,
nor did i make a complain to God.
But...
Yes, but when I raised my hands in prayer,
I begged God for you!
A song isn't a song until you sing it. A bell isn't a bell until you ring it. Love in your heart isn't put there to stay, love isn't love until you give it away.
