gawd~ this morning i woke up wif a farking dry throat lah kan. like when i breathe normally i can feel the gush of air flow ruggedly thru my throat. its tht dry ok. haiz. thn i go str8 to the thermostat, pumped out sum boiling water with two table spoon of "obat batok cap ibu dan anak jantan gatal" (okok tht was not the brand..but the pic looks like the son is a sexmaniac..ahakz)..it helps but stil my tekak masih kering2 sikit ar...
agaknya lama sgt tk "WOK" tak? ahahahaha. (waddehell izhan...now ur thinking like ur bitch fad..ehehehe) but aniwaes, i'll b ok. juz need to drink loads of water n mayb less smoking. hehehe. but i like the after effect of it coz when i sing i got the natural "serak"(husky lah bodoh) voice tht i like. pas tu nyanyi, tarik suara tinggi, fuhhh! power babe~
okok down to serious business. so yest we had a talk among dphat abt certain aspects of us. like~
-why r there clans in dphat when we r a family?
-is there any hatred towards the twins?
-why do a lameass fucker named FRAZE always create a ruckus?
-why does FRAZE like to exaggerate what ppl say?
-whats his fucking motive?
-does it actually cross our mind tht we wana leave the crew?
-does anto hav anythng against ifa's dancing skills?
-does akid stil hates aishah?
-what do we do as a family to overcome this trivial stuff?
so all the questions hav been answered. all the points tht we wana bring it out hav been put on the table n spoken abt. so now all we hav to do is to work on becoming closer n not let some freak to come in our way.
i mean like seriously, fraze is not ard for quite sumtime, nak step m.i.a. konon, alasan school project and stuff...like hello we hav ppl like akid zal anto, who happen to b students too wif loads of projects but stil they cn spare some time wif us. not to mention akid who kluar masuk hospital due to his legs. n still, u gotta nerve to be the big-mouth horse n pretend you know everythng thts going on between us n u spill the beans with all those lame exaggeration tht ur naturally good at tht makes "keling punya belit pun tk sebelit kau" a shame.
damn ur good at twisting stories n making it ur own but at the same time its not part of u at all. its like betul apa kata orang...ur sucha attention seeker. u want respect frm othas wic u cnt gain none of. u want honesty n truth wic u cnt get at all. heres something to cause u tremors!! bitch!! the day when most people find out about wat u did to me ayun n fad...(refresh ur memories u backstabbing whore if u cnt remember)..ppl dnt trust u no more. n the wat you try to play fadz out by telling palido abt wat she do or not do, thts so lame. plz shes not even married to him who the hell is he to correct her. n yess shes a grown up, she can choose who she wana b frens wif n who she doesnt dserve her frenship. even zal regretted his whole life for trusting u n tellin u wat eva he felt like tellin. n ur latest prey was ifa?! wad de fuck man~ shes like innocent in a way shes juz confused abt wats happening. put it simply she n akid felt the same abt wats happening. but u try to thnk ur all that n shoot with sumthng tht u thnk is happening. cmon lah eh. not only they r sick of u, thy had enuff of ur cheap acting trying to smile at times. to b sick at times and to get all shivering(brrr~ its cold in here i see dead ppl) tht makes us sick in tha stomach n wana puke. get a damn life u knw. stay away from us coz if u do this drama again, im not surprise if u got a good makeover from us.
im personally not surprise tht between u n shaz relationship, shes the man of it. it seems like shes the one who do all the mans job in a relationship and all u could do is juz some annoying stuff. its sad tht shaz has more balls thn u do. wait2!! i forgot u dnt even hav the balls. even if u do the biggest is a ball-bearing size. so ya, wats the point turning up during a loggerheads arena we had to clear things up. cause all you can do is point fingers at othas, make a scenario, and then run away. ouh my gawd u so deserved a bravery award for the spastic for tht fabulous stand-up drama of yours.
n i cant bliv what i heard when u complain to whoeva when u shake hands n cheek to cheek with fad or me, n we tend to wipe our face off n u make a big fuss out of it!! plz lah musibat, ur sweating like a fucking boar, u cnt expect us to keep ur sweat on our cheeks as a face collagen. it doesnt work tht way, ugh~. we hav to wipe ok. n like duhh i hav pimple prone skin so i hav to keep my hygiene unlike you who like to wipe ur sweat off to othas. cant u afford a decent tissue??
luckily the twins r wise enuff to hear from both sides of the stories. n they r clever enuff to judge it themselves. even to analyze wic is ryte n wic is wrong. dnt u go all bloggie spirited n type sum shits abt u missing us n ur crying while typing. y not one time ur entry is abt u typin while rotting. tht would make it more interesting.
n ever since yest. for sure i knw no ones gona b on ur side. mayb shaz coz she felt apathetic sympathetic towards u. thn its gona b ahmin coz shes shaz bestfren who stood with her all along n now hav to b with u. then followed by some girls byt he name of naurah n erni. damn ur circle of frens is tight. i cnt mention the guys coz lemme see...first i heard is tht ur juz a passerby, a nitemare and a disturbance of the past. so hmm..dnt knw n dnt care if thy stix to u lah. coz remmber this, we( me fad ayun ) never forget what u told us abt wateva u feel towards some ppl in the crew. coz we mayb gays(except ayun) of our words, who r known to keep promises, but hey promises r meant to b broken.
so wat is the moral of the story darlings!!!!!!
"NEVER TRUST FRAZE!! NEVER TRUST FRAZE!! NEVER TRUST FRAZE!!!"
may u breakdown in pouring tears, slammed ur body into shivering flubber, n ur brain explode for it think too much...
toodles
mizbithaqueen
