finally got my fingers running thru my keyboard. heh. aint got time for it neither do i hav energy to do so. i mean like damn was i down wif fever afta thurs comp. too much alchohol consumed? i guess not. mayb my body juz too tired lah. ouh well...dah lama tk sakit katakan. jadi bila jatuh sakit mcm tk ingat dunia. mana badan lembik, suara macam rock chick dan mataku kuyu mautz. haiz.
aniwaes, im recovering now. so ya. shud b fine in a day or two.
btw, we had two performances back to back. it wasnt tht great neither was it bad. it was above average. to be honest i think its by far our best performance. no need to mention synchronisation ok. coz synchro n d'phat dont go along. its juz tht our chemistry is not there. hehe. coz seriously afta a few practices n performances, we shud b ok but i dnt see no diff so ya, synchro n d'phat r not good buddies end of story. but hey at least we r making good friends with mr. energy. if ya'll can open up ur pretty eyes and observe, we did good when it comes to energy.
n im not shy at all to say my energy is the best of all. i may not b a versatile dancer but my energy level is the most talked ok. compared to my other counterparts. ada yang setengah masak. ada yang mcm baru bangun tidur. ada yang stil tak sure wat they r doin at the stage. agaknya dorang2 ni masih confused whether to b a dancer or a groupie. hmmm...wat rubbish.
but aniwaes, im not gonna mention names lah. u shud knw urself ok. coz by now, ur weakness and strength shud shine rite infront of ur eyes. n work on it. ok to some ppl who stil not happy why i did not perform yest, the chingay event, well heres the reason.
-im like seriously lethergic n sick ok.
-i wana see how my crew dance without me. damn i wana b part of the audience.
-like i said im not shy instead im proud to say im the best dancer among the 9 dancers, so i dnt wana outshine u ppl. n i dnt wnt my crew end up dancing looking at me.
so yarr..tht r my reasons. n frm the look of it, due to yest event, afta i watched the video over n over again, hmmm...lets just say ya'll still need loads of practice like farking loads. theres stil unsureness blurness forgetfulness messiness. ahakz. but aniwaes the main thing is to hav fun ya. remmber ya'll supposed to entertain n not juz dance. n heres my marks to u ppl...
entertainment - 75%
creativity - 80%
chemistry - 55%
overall - 70%
heh. this is my point of view ya. so its all mine. dont u dare feel intimidated, hurt or feel tht im all air. so yup. i dnt wana hear any air talks about my blog entries juz like some ppl who cant gat a life by talking abt othas blog entries n make it a big issue out of it juz bcoz u want somethng to keep rolling ard u. get a freaking life lah eh. n plz stop overreacting to wateva tht is typed dwn. gosh u ppl so need to go kick ur own ass to some utopian country n rot n die. coz wat u did is nothing but some unwelcome tense. tht shuddnt b there at all. tht is why no1 really welcomes u ard coz thy knw wat ur capable of you 6 faced tub of goo. im not gona go any further coz the more i thnk of it, the more piss im gona b.
btw, erm, work is starting soon in 6 days time. cant wait. im going back to work again. wooohooo~ like finally. so logging off now...
toodles
mizbithaqueen
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