ugh~ woke up late today...haizz...tk pernah2 bangun kul 10...usualli i woke up at 8 afta morning prayers i will go back to sleep or mayb i dnt...but today i woke up at 10! waddehell..felt so tired n restless...kiwak~ badan sakit2 seh..
hmm so lata we gona prac at hougang together with the wonderers...hehe..but my plan to mit sisturs got cut off. i gotta mit my aunt n help settle sum stuff for my sis wedding thts commencing on the month of july. so its family cums 1st. ryte? dduh~ so i guess i mitcha sisturs at the dome str8 or if i cn settle it early, i will letcha knw aaite~
u knw wat im thinking now...we hav lyk three prfrmances in january...n like we hav nothng on in february. so wat r we gonna do? i mean we cn mit up so much n prac for nothing. it will b redundant. especially for me coz im jobless for the mo. haiya(ikut tone frendy)...manyak susah or ini maciam..i hav to find a job quickly to fill up my time n furthermor im getting all dried up. sheesh. feel so like 16 back again...where ur waiting for ur o results with no job et al~
thn suddenly, these few ppl came to my mind. n how much i missed the tymes we share. ppl like mars nick shida razil q wanie gaz sarah n mayb ppl like alicia milin (didnt cross my mind tht much)...those wer the days whn phat inc was super well knwn for wackyness n loudness....cn u bliv tht i stil hav ppl cum up to me askin abt phat inc? sum even emailed or frenster msg me...whn i told them we've merged n now its d'phat...all of them say the same thng...dont loose ur identity as the wacky group whu cheered for ppl like mad whore...ahahahaha i laughed my heart out. thn i told them no worries its still there..we psychoed the d'phatians to b like us n wow we r double loud....hehehe..so there u c..i gues we r not famous for our dance (or mayb we r for our suggestive sexy moves coz got loads of compliments for tht) but we r famous for our wild personality...we fun loud funny wacky lovable adorable bunch of cheer whores...ehehehe...
evrytym i thnk back of the days its sure to put a smile on my face. heee~ especially the tyms we perform at !smashd..organize by beat society. there mayb alot of dance crew n familiar hip-hop n r&b faces there n its our debut...we were the talk of tha town...ppl love us...so does imran. but i dnt knw y we didnt end up with beat society..isit the contract thingy? mayb. coz we wana hav fun not into business yet. dancin is a passion to me not profession..mayb in tha future but not nw..i wana njoy the time i spent with my lovely crew d'phat. time is short make full use of it.
klah kiah oi~ mami nk g siap2 ni nak jumpa mami jarum ni ha~ conform banyak gossip ni ha~ cek g dolu noh..krim salam org kampong bedah oi...smeset ni ha~
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
The first time I saw you,
I knew you were the one.
There was no question in my mind,
after having that much fun.
There's just something about you,
that I've never found before.
And now that we're good friends,
I find myself wanting more.
I never thought it possible,
to care for one so much.
But everyday that passes,
I long to feel your touch.
To look into your eyes,
would make my day complete,
cause every time you look at me,
my heart just skips a beat.
Everything I'd wished for,
every dream I'd hope come true,
I never thought would happen,
until the day that I met you.
I know that your not ready,
for the kind of commitment that I am,
but for you I'd wait forever,
there's nothing I can't stand.
Although it hurts to know,
that you don't feel the same as me,
hopefully one day you'll realize,
one day you'll wake up and see.
within my heart n my soul, i wait for you, Adagio. relentlessly waiting.......
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