ugh~ so i had a boring day today. nothing fun nor exciting. seriously...i was like a sexxxay mannequin on the walks of life just nw. all dressed up n sashaying but no expression nor emotion. sampai kat kedai kasut DMK...i was thot to b a real mannequin whn a lady walk pass in...ahahaha...cute but hmmmm...so bored.
so ya thts my day for today. but got few smses tht made me smile lah. frm my best bitch fad..my darling babe n my sistur fadz. but tht was it. haiz.
ouhya forgot to say abt yest performance...well..one word...SUCK! like seriously suck big time. it suck so much tht i thnk its the worst eva. not bein simon cowell or someone judgemental but if u ppl seen the performance u knw wat i mean. n im talking as a whole. the whole crew including meself. no doubt. of coz we do blame the crowd the stage n everything tht cn b blamed. but seriously if ur up for anythng, it wont b as sucky as it is. mcm ye2 jek kitorang prac almost everyday 2hrs a day to get it tigh n sharp. honestly we do got the groove during prac n seriously it was slammin hot. but wat happen during the real thing...it wasnt worth it at all.
seriously if u ppl say it was ok..i knw ur lying to urself n us. coz if i feel like shit, so do you. the couple dance wasnt as wat we expected it to be...akid was the only one to b applaud by it. the other three was one big blur. so huge tht even ronald looks better. ouh did i mention tht the show was a mcdonald event thingy. ok back to the sub...since the crowd was merely kidz...we ourselves cheer for each other...but by tht tyme..i wasnt in the mood oredy...followed by drop it on me, asmaradana, sientelo, temperature, 12 oclock, mentirosa, so excited n sexy back. gawd its so shameful tht the hip-hop kidz done a betta job. like dduh~ honest. but thn agn sum good pat on tha back to amir for sum nice synchro wif akid. the rest, even myself, was a major disappointment.
i knw i shud say this on the day itself but hey im not tryng to b a bad girl here n spoil the rest of the day. i aint no attention seeker. since we were damn tired n bored, i dnt wana add lame antics to it jz to get some attention. i want smile frm u ppl. so jz go wif the flow aite. we need some fresh air frm those heavy embarassing moments. think back, fad was being so correct when he mention to me " y the hell when u dancers on the floor n not stage, face each other n not the audience? isit a battle among u two clan? wats the motive say? wheres the audience n where did u ppl face?" damn was he right...haiya..no point crying over spilled milk. wats done cnt b undone. so ya...lesson learnt ppl.
some things to cheer up, we grasp the attention of sum ppl. n if we play it right, we mite b performing at some huge events. so kudos to u ppl for not walking out of the performance. n to ppl like zirah ifa the princessess nurul amirion shaz n ahmin. thx for ur support n presence...touched.
ouhya, my ayang, amir, is so gg to ns soon...ehehehe. mak~ ayang u nnti botak! cnfrm cute...ahahaha cnt wait for april...imagine raba2 the head...kiwak` cnfrm stim kodok jah oi...ahakz. tk leh angz. but to thnk of it, whn izit gg to be my turn? im like turning 22 soon, n by the tym i enter cnfrm bnyk budak taikz. eeeeew~ gross! haiz juz hope i get exempted. like seriously...loads of things to do rather thn doin ns....while waiting fo my turn...gdluck to you ayang~
come to thnk of it...will b seeing less of u by thn, mak~ dh nk start rindu ni hehehe (rindu~ rindu serindu rindunya~....)
klah. i wana go shleep. mata dah kuyu ni ha! mcm dh kene gam. nites.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
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