ugh~ jz whn i get to sleep onli afta sembahyang subuh, i awoke by the sound of tht person. dammit! now tht person jz disturb my sleep, appear in my dream, n i woke up with tears in my eye. shit ar. y siak? hate this.
not tht tha dream is a nitemare, its wat i cal mimpi dalam mimpi. it wont happen but it seems so real. guess i hav to b quiet n ignorant for a long tym. coz seriously i wana get thru wif it tapi mcm susah giler~ AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok...im gona shower now, siap2 n go out. i cnt take it. i wana clear my mind. disturbing very disturbing. gawd dammit!
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I wana lie like a child in your arms
Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always wanted to be
Every now then I know you'll never be the boy who wanted me the way that I am
Every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing that I just wouldn't do
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time
I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
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