oh ma gawd. sumthng juz struck me when i woke up ths morn. school is opening like tmr. so tht means we'll mitup less wic links to bein missed wic links to worries wic link to hatred for giving such vibes. haiz.
but it looks like i have to get over it ya knw. coz school lyf is important n reality check, its not lyk we gona b foreva. we'll i dnt mean it like dat, wat i meant was we will stay together but sooner or later, evry1 wil hav sumthng to really focussed on in the future. to hav a stable life. geddit? mayb ths is wat we hav to b ready to overcome.
ouh n guess wat, im feelin kinda hold back ryt nw. i dnt knw y. ugh~ nvm. the song thts on my mind now is 'trouble with love is by kelly clarkson'. coz its exactly wat im feeling ryt now. oh gawd y do i have tear in my eye. jeez. shuddnt i b happy tht im meeting thm lata?
anw, had an msn session wif amir yest, n to tell tha truth, hes such a diff person in cyber n real lyf. its like a facade u knw. how ironic it is when hes having like a split personality. deep dwn i think the cyber one is tha real amir. tha innocent clueless lovable guy. its always seem intresting to chat wif him. hes not lyk lost but hes not tht found either. seems lyk he havnt hav a solid ground to stand on to. understandable. nvm it takes tym.
also i had a session wif anto. haha. hes so sweet nah. very tha witty. i loike. evrytym if its start off wif him, u feel lyk u r facing a CNN CNB CNA ESPN reporter...or mayb ur at some talk show like dr phil, oprah, ellen or tyra. the qns ask either very direct or it needs some good thinkin. but if u thnk too much u get lost n confused. ha! like i said witty qns for witty ppl. n if he ask u abt personal qns, somehow u feel tht ur at a certain comfy lvl wif him tht u dnt mind tellin. heh. thts e kinda vibe he giv u. adorable.
n i had a chat wif ayun too. heh. never fail to make me laugh wif his dumb antics. hav tha cheek to call me babi. mak~ cek tkleh angz noh. thn he wants to b babe tha pig but i find him to b more of pumbaa rather thn babe. coz hes cute n stoopid. so ayuni hapakberdaki. anw ayun wateva we talk abt, u dnt worri too much k. its nt gg tht far as u thnk it wud b. frm my point of view it wont last. n abt tha personal thingy darl, do go sit n talk nicely, kena maki hamun pun tahan jek stay calm n cool. coz fire n fire dnt go well together honey.
klah. gotta go freshen up now. miting up wif fad. cya lata.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s: im trying to pull myself away frm u but evrytym i do, i failed.
Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
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