juz when i thot theres no more thing happening ard, sumthng arises. haiya. whn is this gonna end? this is so getting irritating. so on my nerves. i guess i so hav to play shut again for the sake of othas. the othas whu put their heart n soul on it. try not to affect othas. kesianknlh dorang. haiz. whn i think tht e matter is small n rubbish...stay away frm me. whn its sumthng big n u wana share..i'll b there for u no matter wat. trust me. wont let u fall.
hmm u knw wat i feel lyk doin now. i wana do a no holds barred now n say wat i thnk of b4 n afta of each of one of u dphatians. ehehe. lets start frm before section thn followed by after. yeay~
BEFORE:
Akid: ur such a cool guy wif no airs ard u. always smile n full of corny jokes.
Amir: mr RACE. n eventho i like u, i hate u at tha same tym. so not ouof tha closet.
Fadz: a pretty face wif a lonely aura. so pendiam. so cnt click wif her lah
Anto: is he like mute or sumthng?
Neya: omg! freaking gorgeous mina wif a squeky cute voice. so gona b my bitch partner.
Fyk: a cute short guy whu i hav the hots for.
Zal: cnt bliv sum1 lyk him to b an emo. hehe. tk kene dgn personality.
Abg: big guy wif nice voice. but mcm kaki gaduh. seram.
Nor: muka mintak kene pukul sak. tgk2 org mcm nak makan. n wats wif the tights man. but i loike. hehe.
Frendy: ni mat indo is so lost. bising tk kene tempat. irritating.
Shaz: loud. such an empty vessel.
Frazze: one word. IRRITATING.
Iffa: si pompan ni dahlah muka mcm goldfish. skali bisu ar.
Ayun: big soft giant. pun lagi satu berat mulut.
Fadlee: to think tht im lembut, ive met my match. n wow i love the lips.
Zirah: ni minah kiwak~ bnyk bebual angin lah kan.
now for the AFTER section:
Akid: omfg! ur so cool n wow! i love the way u handle situations wif smiles n negotiable. so lovin it evry minute of it. sum guys hav to learn frm him!!!
Amir: thot tht i cnt get the amir in cyber to b in person but nw like ya hes out. so loving it. my ayang~ haizzzz...
Fadz: gawd shes lyk ma sistur. hehe. cn b loud too. i loike. furthermre we hav chemistry. loving!!
Anto: hehe. was my bf but now dh cerai talak 4. haha. n try to stand on solid ground.
Neya: yeay~ anotha sistur. so much in common. so much chemistry. feel lyk ive knwn u for years. love.
Fyk: love ur presence. neva fail to make me smile. but darl, dnt bottled up. its bad.
Zal: hehe. my boo. so cute so blur so heran tk heran. hehe. n plz dnt b afraid of doctor. ugh~
Abg: ni lagi satu blur. laugh at sumthng tht he dnt undrstnd. aiyo. still loving ur voice n wow love ur quicksteps.
Nor: gawd. like it how u cn layan kitorang nye mepek. n man can u dance! n ouh...keep on wearing tights.
Frendy: seriously ur irritatingly cute. n plzlah jgn bebual mcm apek boleh tak?
Shaz: .....wat do i say?.....ur like biskot. skejap ada skejap tkda.
Frazze: one word. IRRITATING. still.
Iffa: love u so much. like ur jokes ur manja ur blurrness ur annoyance. hehe. gimme more!
Ayun: same as iffa. but thn agn...ur nice to hug to. hee.
Fadlee: my best bitch. we r lyk so meant to b partner in crimes. ehehe. theres nothing tht we cnt talk abt. lovin evry moment of it.
Zirah: sumtyms u thk like n adult. sumtyms ur juz plain attention seeker. hahaha. oops. but anyways ur my gurl. we got each othas back.
so there it is...to those whose name not mention..im sorie. but it doesnt mean ur not missed. netiher r u forgotten. n ouhya...to phat inc crew who come n go...miss u ppl. miss the tyms we had togetha. hope we cn hav an outing soon. alot to catch up. alot to laugh abt. i dnt knw wat but ya. sure got sumthng to talk among u ppl.
btw, was feeling sad juz nw whn i came bck frm DRC. saw the condition my uncle in n tha probs his facing even whn hes not exposed. pray to god theres a prospered future for u. always missed n loved. i cn c tha pain in ur eyes but i forced to put on a smile to tell u tht evrythng is ok. nothin to fret abt.
so ya...thts abt it. love.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Life is a moment in space,
when the dream is gone
it's a lonelier place.
I kiss the morning goodbye,
but down inside you know
we never know why.
The road is narrow and long
when eyes meet eyes
and the feeling is strong.
I turn away from the wall.
I stumble and fall,
but I give you it all.
I am a human in love
and I'd do anything
to get you into my world,
and hold you within.
It's a right I defend
over and over again.
What do I do?
With you internally mine,
In love there is
no measure of time.
They planned it all at the start
that you and I, live
in each others heart.
We may be oceans away,
you feel my love I hear what you say.
No truth is ever a lie.
I stumble and fall,
but I give you it all.
I am a human in love
and I'd do anything
to get you into my world,
and hold you within.
It's alright that i fell
over and over again.
What do I do?
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