its like OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!! IM ON TV!!!! n for tha fucking wrong reasons...aaarrrghhh! it so embarassing lah kan to get displayed in this manner. hish~ si tk glam. so yest was tha premiere of the dancefloor. i knw i will appear lah but the way thy edit it...mak~ mcm loser lah kan. hahahahahaha~ i think im gonna b famous among my peers for the line "im veri2 angry..." ahahahaha..
but hello wat ppl dnt knw is that flying dutchman liked our group ok. hes so rooting for us. n seriously he liked our ending but i dnt knw y he must say tht on tv. ha! just sum reality shit to bring ur spirits down n get sum viewers to watch n laugh. but anw, it was all cool...betcha didnt knw tht FD called me @ 12am..to apologise coz he made it sound so bad. hey im frens wif him ok. but we had a good ending...all five of us..me sara nick ifa zirah...with background FD saying "...despite not making to the next round..they all smiled for the cameras...." ha! thts us. forever rejected but still smiling...hehehe
but hey ppl...im not always rejected or a loser on tv. ive appeared in loads of programme wic concerntrate on meself ok...i dnt hav to share skrin or die trying to get 8 secs of fame. if u must knw...ive appeared on various channels..
- arts central on 2000 for my art competition background...ive won alot like 14 of them
- vasantham central 2000 for the ambassador of arts of sinda...heh but i speak english ok1
- arts central 2001 for excellence in junior arts management
- channelnews asia 2003 promising fashion designer...all 30 mins of it not including ads..
- mtv asia 2003 fashion week...versatile dresser
- news @ 8...for my creations for the new loreal look
- suriachannel 2005 designer muda harapan...all 20 mins of it
- arts central 2005 fashion talkshow with junita simon...
- mtv asia 2005 short 10 mins talk show wif denise keller @ zouk
- channel news asia 2005 young designers with lisa ang...
so there u go...i had my fair share of it...ive attended talkshows where host ask me qns...so im nt tht crazy to appear on tv. anw its a small island to declare urself celebrities...
the day i wana b proud of is when i walk down tha runway wif my creations on international fashion show called "vogue: the fashion show"...ha thts when i will feel on top of tha world...but its yet to happen. haizzz.
ahakz...ive found a formula to get thru n ova wif u. but it mite not meet otha ppls liking lah. but ive gotta do sumthng..rather thn picturised myself bein hurt n keep hearing u liking sum1..mite as well make this work. ive decided to apply for a full time job. its a temporary full time thingy. 5 days a week. frm 830 to 530. n by the tyme it ends...it will b ard 8 or 9 if i were to meet u guys coz its at jurong port. not some heavy duty shit but office work lah. pay not bad. afta cpf is SGD1150. cool huh. n the oni day im free is weekend. but oops sunday is taken by my family so i oni hav one day left. n tht may b needed by me. like hello i need to pamper myself wat. so i guess u be happy to knw tht u b seeing less of me. but thn agn wat abt my sweeties...hmm..thy wil understand. bsides kalau aku tk keje sapa nk support aku. prostitution? so not an option ppl.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I smile as thoughts of you
warm and comforting come rushing through
Your tender touch; your adoring face
The way you laugh; your loving embrace
fills me with hope and happiness
for what tomorrow may bring
Just yesterday, my broken heart
nearly ceased to beat
But today, I'm given a new start
God blessed this broken heart
when He led me straight to you
Every lost dream; every shattered hope
prepared me-- like strengthened rope
to love you despite the cost
I'd like to give you back the time I lost
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been hurt, you understand
It's all part of God's plan
that is finally coming true
God blessed the broken heart
when He brought me to you
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