it was all a misconstrued. a big ol misinterception of truth n love. n for a moment i thot i was gona lose you. coz frm wat ive heard u had leaving as an option. but if i think i knw u...even frm tha little bit of cyber...leaving is so not ur option. its juz a mere saying. but then again ur knwn to do sumthng tht u realli want so it comes to a no surprise if u really leave. so whn i kept sayin' u cn walk away but can you hide' doesnt really ring a bell in ur head huh. we may not b as cloz as i am wif the othas but remember whn we played no holds barred. n whn sum1 ask whu i cnt afford to lose in tha group n i mention ur name, i stil mean it.
n now ur asking for forgiveness. but seriously, i dnt think u knw tha real me. coz when i said no sorry in friendship, i meant it. please, i c it as something very trivial n can overcome with time coz i knw wat u had faced in tha past. ive had it too. but wat hurts me most now is u hav tha cheek to use tha word hate. how can i hate u when i barely knw u. furthermore hate is such a strong word that it shuddnt b use among us at all. how can it even cross ur mind to think tht we hate u. juz a dislike to certain part of ur personality. but if u must knw, we keep on repeating tht ur a sweet guy. a very nice person, especially in cyber. its juz that we cnt wait that long for that person to arise. its been like donkey years. but thn again we cn force u. it has to come in naturally. we'll just wait n see.
so~ had a talk wif tha third party. shes heartbroken. consoled her that its not the end. ive tried to get her closer to tht sum1. juz so i cn get ova tht sum1. n hell no i wasnt bein selfish. tha third party likes tht sum1 too. n this is a good move for me. but in tha end...its a waste. heart wrenched for tha third party. but thn i told tha third party tha truth. u r not alone. upon hearing tha truth, tha third party felt sorry for me...but i was cool wif it. i guess. tha third party felt my pain n wana run away frm it. but we got each othas back now. wish tht sum1 knew abt this.
like wat fad says...love is a wonderful thing but also it cn be the most dreadful thing. u mayb on cloud9 but in a snap ur buried. n i guess its true when thy say love comes only once. n in my case it only last for three years. n he's gone outta my life. only to hav loads of god forsaken heart broken afta tht. always fall for tha wrng prsn. get into a web of mess. n thn back to square one.
but for nw i guess it will b tha longest one to get ova wif. for tha person i fall for is a split resemblance. but i hav to b strong abt it. no matter wat...i love u.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Being hurt by love ones isn’t love.....
Being hurt by the one you love is heartbroken......
Being hurt by the one you thought that they care for you, was all a lie......
Being hurt by the one you told all your dreams to.......
Being hurt by the one who told you “ I LOVE YOU”..........
Being hurt by the one who said they would be there for you no matter what........
Being hurt by the one who told you to believe in LOVE..........
Being hurt by the person who sweet talk to you everyday........
Being hurt by the one who you told you were the only one for them..........
Being hurt by the one who talk to each day telling you things that would make you blush by their words of LOVE for you........
Being hurt by the one YOU were in LOVE with..........
Being hurt by the one person who told you that everything would be okay.......
Being hurt by the one said “LOVE IS TRUE WITH ME”..........
Being hurt by the one who VOWED to never hurt you..........
Being hurt by the one who TOLD you that they would never cheat........
Being hurt by the one who told you THAT they would LOVE you for who you are.........
Being hurt by the one who left you and never told you that they never liked you.......
Being hurt by the someone is like losing your best friend, only though it was the person YOU thought had Loved you like you thought.
Your Love for that person was taken advantage by that person who took advantage of YOU.
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