i guess im recovering. recovering from a low mood esteem. all thnks to yest. the bunch of ppl who lit up my day. i guess thy r the ppl tht really2 cn make my day anytyme. the only bunch whus not in the pic is fad neya akid. well fad happens to b the photographer n so am i. akid n neya not ard coz thy had their reasons. so ya~...if u look properly...the pic compromises of my sistur(fadz) my cuddly bears(ifa n ayun) my ayang(amir) my b(zal) n my scandals(the rest of them lah...duhh)...
so ya...im catching up on laughter jokes n silly pranks. hehe. it started out whn i mit up wif ifa. planning to purposely walked pass new york pizza..jz to c if hakim aka scoffield is there. n to our surprise, he is. the good part is hes there n causing us getting excited..the bad part is we saw the back of him. ahakz. kekekkeke. but stil it made ifa's heart beat pound chase n race so fast i think her eyes abt to pop out. seeing her reaction thn i felt the same way. ahaha, mayb i knw wat she felt whn she wana break up wif him n all tht jazz she went thru. thn we cnt stop joking abt how funny n corny we were. ahakz. ifa nya jantung mcm nk tercabut. we sat at the mini park across cent sq..thts when q saw us. hehe..si minah tu pun tgh on the verge of breaking up. the teruk part, she was laughin her way thru a break up. but cnt blame her, the man is not good enuff for her. whn now she wana leave him...dia tk nk lepaskkn. whn he had her tk tau nk treasure. padan muka hang!
thn lata we were joined by AYANG!!!! ehehehe...apparently kita baju sama color...dua jiwa satu rasa...ahakz..tapi yng tkleh angz nya si ifa yng melebih..hahahahah..lu kekek lah grrl..dh kene tinggal si abg skang suami no. 2 jaga baik2...ahakz. maklumlah...kau ni isteri jah oi cek ni plak scandal. yng buat cek ketawa sakit perut...adake patut si suami nk kasi isteri BISKUT KANGKANG...ahahahaah...kiwak~ mepek mautz giler nya.
pas kita dh mepek2 we merged wif fad ayun fadz n anto...mcm biasa jugak...kecohrism. thn my b msg tanya kitorang kt mane n stuff n we head to cc to mit abg bak n my b...lata join by fyk. hehehe fyk muka cute mautnya dgn rambut baru. its all black. he look so 14. mintak kene terajang sepak siku tumbuk choke slam gelibas haiya yakdish tebaboom...ahahaha...so cute i cn kill. n mcm biasa kita chill n dance a lil to some sngs. thn we had a reminising moment of dancework. me fad ifa ayun doin our old stuff n all. ahaha so funni. n so cliche how mush we used to hate the routine last tym n loving it now. seriously i like the choreography...its hott..but mayb during tht time we dance too much till we get sick of it.
thn as usual lepak at telepark. joke n stuff...n ifa up to her old antics of wooing our ayang...this tym its so teruk i laugh till i get cramps..thnks i needed it..hehe but too much im gona puke redy...n ouhya me n ifa nya secret is out. heehee..both of us hav ayang nye edited pic wif the word WANTED..ahakz...its a hot pic ok. we melt evrytym we see tht pic. nasib baik dia tk delete...but aniwaes kalau delete pun ifa ada a copy of it.nyahahaha.
btw, ive read anto's blog. n this time i think he got his ans when he said tht we changed n not him. coz if oni one or two ppl change thn theres a possibility tht thy change but if u say majority, darling, thn ur wrong. u shud reflect it on urself y to ur point of view ppl change. n if u read between the lines of ur blog entries..u get the ans. n btw its not me treating u differently but the way u enact n react to it. aniwaes if u feel tht u wana talk abt it...b my guest. im here to listen.
ouh...almost forgot. i got a date today. n i hope its a one helluva date. n to my ayang...sudikah kau biarkan aku pergi berdating? dnt wori its juz a date k..dnt thnk too much ur still my no. 1..hehe...n to my sisturs..dont spy on me ar.. n even if u do b sexy n drop dead gorgeous..dont drop my water face...so cnt wait for the date. i will put up pics soon. ok i wana kemas umah n siap2.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
I want to touch you
Deep within your heart
To feel the pulsing rhythm
As my own shall beat in sync
I want to hold you
Closely in my arms
Your love flows throw me
As revitalizing beauty
I want to see you
Look into your eyes
Illuminated and reflecting pools
Of the enduring love I feel
I want to kiss you
Dance of each others lips
Tongues to taste the sweetness
Telling the story of the truest love
I want to sleep beside you
Feel your soft breath on my neck
And your love in me
I chose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I chose to love you in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you, but me.
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