hmm~ so hafta look for job. need money n time to occupy me. lagik2 skang im drying up fast n my previous pay kene freeze. coz according to thm i cabut keje. wth? i didnt leave the job just like tht ok. called hr dept n thy r out for lunch. like frm 11 till now! wth dorang ada dua perut ke? mkn mcm babi so long. peng mautz ni ha! i so need my pay even if its 50 bucks. it cn make a diff ok.
ouhouh...forgot.i got the most kinkiest dream for this month. its love on the same gender. i think the effect of us self proclaiming to hav ayangs n lessie partners in the group. ahahaha. so cute. its so corny in a way. wel theres like 8 of us...me amir ayun fyk neya fadz fad n zal. ahahaha so funni....
we r like on a cruise trip to nowhere. having loads of fun coz we juz won 1st prize in mtv dance life comp. n we deserve the trip its all part of the prize. theres singing dancing dinner et al. then suddenlwe were on tha high whn we accidentally board the lifesaving boat end up wash off to sum island. survivor style. ahaha. we got split. me amir neya n fadz one end n the rest one end. thn theres music tht brought us togetha...ahaha..lagu fire remix lah kn. kiwak tkleh angz jah oi. hehe.
thn the atmosphere chnge whn it was a couple dance item playing. hee. there they r neya n fadz, fad n zal dancing to the tune. so funni. the rest of us sat n watch lah. mesmerize by it all. thn suddenly theres a game called 'made in heaven'. where its like a musical chair but theres oni two chairs, whn the music stops two person hav to rush to seat n see if they r compatible.
coincidentally, whn it was our turn, it ended up fyk wif ayun, zal wif fad, neya wif fadz n me wif amir. ahahahaha. all end up being told tht we r made in heaven. ahahahha. (laughing like mad sey)...thn we got a complimentary suite. gawd all 8 of us in the room, slumber party pillow fight n all tht jazz. hehe. imagine woke up in the arms of ur partner. hahahaha. so cute. hehe.
theres more to it but i wont go in details. hee. sumthngs r beta left unsaid. hee. but to keep thnking of the dream, always make me smile. hee. but dreams r only dreams. it wont cum true. so there, the best dream to end the month.
seeing the dphat lata...i hope.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
The words "I miss you" can not display
The depths of how I care.
The words "I want you" do not betray
The extent of what I dare.
The words "I need you" can not convey
The extent of my prayer.
The words "I love you" do not portray
The heights of my err.
say a lil pray for you the moment i wake up
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