haiyo its lyk rainin lah for tha past 3 days. non-stop lah kan. cuma smalam jek ada sun skejap. sempat kitorang tann. hehe.
so today im stuck at home wif no plans to go out. but thts my choice. asik kluar jek. no tym for myself. but today more lyk theraphy session lah kan kiah oi~ yelah...drama smalam blum habis. n i thnk seriously ppl hav to stp makin mountain out of molehill.
so my theraphy session for today is cookin. i cooked alot tau jah oi. started wif cheezy french toast wif caramel sauce for breakfast. thn my hands got itchy so i went to market n bought sum stuff. got home, i prepared baked rice n lasagne...hehe. very feelin italian gytu. my family got a shock lah coz its been awhile. thn i ask wht thy want for dinner. hmm..menyesal tnya...sumer dh feelin italian, so im gona prepare spaghetti n pizza. my specialty. its a must try lah bedah.
anw i had a chat wif fad n ayun yest ard 1 in tha morn. we had our share of bingitism(ahaha ada ke such word). how ppl dnt knw how to use their egoism, sensitivity n emotions at tha ryt tym. its like thy dnt knw hw to act their age whn thy hav to. haiz. but wth, its their choice. the only thng is the questn 'do thy even bother thinking?'...
to some, revenge is the key. but bein revengeful wil destroy u as a person. thts y i keep tellin myself n tha rest of phat inc(dphat blum lagi lah) learn how to forgive. u cn forgive n forget or dnt forget it but do forgive. coz bein forgiving is tha best revenge. lagipun sampai bila nk mendendam kan. hidup ini pendek, penuh dgn lumrah pahit manis, u cnt afford to cling to ur past. coz 'the moment the devil reminds u of ur past, it reminds him of his future.' this applies to any situation ur in.
so ya, got an email frm amir. its about love. gosh was it moving. im touched. teared. moved. haiz. i hope to those whu received it, put tha advice to good use ya. tht goes to tha sender. heh.
i cnt sleep yest thinkin abt wat happen. wat makes u ppl thnk tht by walkin away, will solve ur probs. does it occurs to u tht u cn run but u cnt hide. b a man n step up to tha game. dnt get physical but talk things out. i was so in deep thot tht i get tired n fell asleep wif tha help of sleepin pil. ha betcha didnt knw i had it all this while. ahakz. secrets out. hehehehe
so~ tmr is our performance at ite clementi. n if the weather is like today, gosh! n i hope tha crowd wont b as bad as ite simei ar. sheesh~ the thot of it. hmmm but what is tha plan afta tha performance? wana go scroll dwn frm town thn to cthall n esplanade. hee. i juz love long walks. combine wif jokes n intelligent talks. wow! such a turn on. i love witty situatins. juz gets me gg. hehe
klah now i hav to gt dwn bz wif my pizza. spaghetti's done. so cnt wait for tmr.
ouhya sumthng for dphat:
I'll never let you go
So, never let me go
I will be your journey
And you will be my road
Down the stormy path
Love will never come to pass
It will be an anchor
Although the winds may blow
And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I'll follow
To the end, back again
You know
Won't let you fall
Fall out of love
'Cause together we'll be holding on
'Cause all we have is us
Won't let you go
Go away again
Because life don't mean nothing at all
If I don't have your love
I will dry your tears
Take away your fears
Let me be your shelter
Your heart is safe in here
So beautiful and pure
There's nothing I would not endure
Oh, love as got me blinded
I see it all so clear
I'm down for you for whatever
Anything you going through
What's mine is yours
Every little thing
I got you
Even when winds will change
Come smashing down and crashing on you
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Now tell me how you feel if I told you that I have feelings for you
And would it be so wrong to say, What's on my mind
I'm sorry I have to
We were friends but with time
What I feel deep inside for you, has changed
But I'd give up on love, if I thought that it was untrue for you
I know that we were just friends
But what if I decide to bring something in
I hope it won't offend the trust we have cause
I don't want this to end
If you think that we'll lose what we have then I'd just rather stay the same
Cause I don't wanna choose between two of the most precious things to me
If we take this chance and extend
To each other romance
I hope it would be
The right thing for you and me
Would you
Be there for me
Could you dare
To hold me
Will myFeelings leave me
Lonely
If I told you
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