guess wat? i got a stuffy patrick frm ifa. its cute n lame but yg takleh angz nya its curik. mintak kene plangkong ni minah grillz tau. prangai dia sampai ke jb lah. tk guna. but anw thnks darl. at least ada sumthng.
aniwaes, jz nw nya chil mcm lame gytu. mcm senyap sgt. i knw sum ppl got prob lah. thy talk to me i understnd. bt if u dnt wnt othas to knw, dnt show it. coz there wil b alot of tension gg on like jz nw. furthamre, its unhealthy u knw
there was me fad ifa anto ayun zal zirah amir fraze neya fyk abg nor n their fren. thn at evening abg nor zal n fren left. it was dull. nothing much to talk abt. more of like sit n stare. listen to talks n watch scribbles. smoke smoke n more smoke.
n i guess inilah paling siang org smua nk balik. 830 dh stgh yg tinggl. haiz. thn neya flip out foto of her twin bro...so handsome. kamal n herly. one bald n the otha not. ifa is so liking tha bald one lah. katanya fate.
prasan kau ning ye. hehe.
aniwaes, org tu xtra senyaplahkn. yg peliknya dia senyap tapi smua tanya cek. apa ingat cek ni ada power cn read ppls mind. apo punyo turr..tk paham cek...yes i knw i cn feel ppl but it takes alot to get tht ppl to open up. in this case, its hard. too much is bottled up n none to b open coz theres no trust at all. but lt it b till the comfort level is ther. im so there for u evn if u dnt need me.
mayb not nw, hope it wil happen in tha future. but i hope to othas whu dnt geddit, dnt hav any hatred to tht prsn. not tht there is lah. jz b patient. we r family now.
so gonna catch my sleep.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
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