gawd~ i cnt bliv i actualli kinda cried watchng john tucker must die. not tht its a drama but tha message tht it sends out to is meaningful. i cnt put it in words but if u wana knw go watch it. hell~ u get sum good laughter too...
now dwn to sumthng serious. tell me hw wud u feel whn u love sum1 so much n tht sum1 dnt knw abt it? it hurts in a way n its safe in a way too ryte? but wat happen whn theres a third party involve? n ur fine wif tha third party...but thn knwing tht tha person u lyk wnt go anywhere wif u even whn u tried so much to b honest...the drama begins whn tha third party tells u tht thy lyk tha person ur loving. how wud u feel? but thn thy dnt knw tht u lyk tht person too. its ur fault for not bein honest but reality check, u wana get ova wif liking tht person so wats tha point tellin ryte? so there u go wif a heavy heart helping tha third party to get tht sum1. seriously, u cnt get ova tht person overnyte ryte? it takes tyme...but hey ur destination is full of thorns whn ur doin wat ur not supposed to. thn agn...if u love somebody, make thm happy. let thm go. b there whn thy need u. sacrifice for thm. u wil nt knw whn it will end. n ur good intentions all came to a wrong accusation.
an accusation thts so not tha person u are. uve been accused, hurt wif such strong words thts not close to describing urself. not even one. n whn it all gone thru tha grapevine, the saga disperse to sumthng else. involving people tht u didnt even mention. from saying tht the apple is sweet, it breakdown to the color of the apple, texture, place of origin, how many seeds it contained, how long has it been last plucked..n all tht jazz. but all u said tht apple is sweet. but ppl assumed tht u went into detail. so thts tha case...dnt assume n dont presume. coz its all wrong. thn whts tha point of u reading tha whole comprehension thn do up a summary whn ur tha type of person tht juz skip to summary afta u read tha 1st paragraph.
theres still alot more to tha story thn juz the 1st or last paragraph. wht happen to tha middle? thts where the storyline start. whn u bobbed sumbody need to weave n whn its properly done, u get a comfy sheet of cotton. but wht happen whn tha cotton is stained, suddenly? u hav to go thru the laundry process wic takes tym b4 it dries. n during tht process theres alot of scrubbing thumbling n laying....hmmm i juz love whn u speak metaphor languages. it kills some ppl minds.
so ive heard(ikut tone fadlee) tht sumbody thnks tht thy r the talk of tha town. but thn agn i thnk tht sumbody got tha wrng info frm a certain sum1. n i thnk tht certain sum1 cnt b trusted. u knw thts y i hate reading tabloids. coz u cn neva trust thm. it juz full of pics. n pics say a thousand words. i prefer to get dwn strait to tha facts. coz if u get ur facts ryte...u cn neva go wrng...n if u wana knw, ask. its dat simple. qns wont kill u. its not lyk the answers is filled wif daggers or poison. honestly, neve listen to tha sound of the wind. coz diff ppl got diff hearing. its like the light u knw. u thnk its one tone but its made up of diff color. get all the colors thn u get tha light. geddit?
guessing mayb a fun game but whn theres too much guessing, u get fed-up, confused, pissed angered n irritated. but thn usually afta the end of guessin game, one will surely ask for tha real ans. so there it is, tha thng is to ask rather thn to guess. no harm done.
whn one thng link to anotha, it became a sprout, spiderweb. but to get back to basics...it all links to one.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
Hurt
It hurts so very bad,no one sees that I am sad,
I long for arms to hold me,is it too hard to see?
I need you here today,but that will never be,
at least I can think backon the dreams,
when you belonged to me.
accused
my soul has accused me
and i quailed imperceptibly
as tongue of diamond had reviled
all else accused me defied
and i smiled
my soul selflessly mourned
my friend
my confidant
whose favor neglected with best disdain
towards artifice of time disapproval
or men taunt
but disdain was scorn
a finger of enamelled fire bourne.
do u geddit? u even care in tha 1st place? was neva wrng abt u but u perversed me. shamelessly astrayed.
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