alahai jah oi~ smalm punyo lah penat...tk leh angz mami ni ha~ mana kita g hougang nk jumpa budak2 wonderers...dhlah nk g tmpt tu leceh mautz kiah oi~...hamlau2 tu smua bukan nk bilang exact spot...bila smpai je ha! my blood go upstairs oredy...tmpt senang mau pegi jadiklah susah sgt...sampai mabok pusing nk muntah dlm bus tu ha! mcm naik bus nk g genting tu bedah oi~...
smapi kt sana startlah kitorang mcm kera kene blacan...carik makanan pas tu carik ongkee...thn kita enjut2 mcm org2 cabaret. tmpat tu ha punya lah panas...dh mami berpeluh mcm placur dlm masjid jah oi...kepanasan...mcm neraka. so takda class~ hilang glamer jap...sengkuang korang tk ckp siang2 tmpt tu maha terik dgn lampu2 satan yg maha bright n hot...sheeesh~ but thn again we had fun...btol tak pe'ah!!! heehee
ok so now i knw tht u knw wat actualli we've been talking abt. im not surprised neither am i panic. coz all u've heard is one side of tha story. n i dnt knw if u wana hear anotha side of tha story. coz frm one end of it...i seriously thnk u heard wrongly thts y ur so mad at tha beginning. lesson learnt there...neva hear it thru tha grapevines....heh.
but u knw wat touched me most. u bein sorry n apologising. it made me feel guilty coz u dnt knw tha whole story yet ur apologising. so manly of u. i loike~ ehehe...but thn again...dnt b sorry..its both party faults. for us not tellin n for u not askin. n for u to assume n for us to pressume. still u hav to remember tht we will neva make any1 feel left out. its usually themselves feel left out coz either ur unapproachable, attention-seeker or u hav this tendency to get emotional n sensitive tk kene tempat. we so hav no tym for tht. thts like so cheap of you to hav tht kinda attitude. n seriously i dnt hav time for ppl who stoop so low on thmself to get a certain attention. its sick n disgusting. nk manja tk bertempat. g mampos lah~
n btw i thnk ive sorta lost ur trust afta wat happen. or mayb i neva had ur trust at all. coz like u said u dnt trust any1 anymore. n furthermor theres no need to get back to sq 1. coz wateva u r now, im liking it rather thn u two mnths ago. n hope its not a facade ur putting on.
n ouhya, ifa darl nya kaki makin teruk gytu kn. dhlah pompan tu tkleh jalan jgn harapkn joget. haiz. if u dnt get back in shape, we so gona hav a bland couple item. so tk menjadi. so u betta go for ur check ups or xray...if u want to i cn accompany u lah..juz holla me aite...
ouh to tht sum1...its signed sealed n confirmed tht u knw i like u. but wht i hope is u dnt hate me for tht. n trust me its not juz a simple crush. its somethng more. n u shud knw it if uve been reading my blog. ive tried n i tried but i cnt. mayb it wil take tym, mayb not. but please dnt treat me differently n dnt hate me. dnt walk away n dnt b ignorant. simple~ jz dnt hav anythng negative on me. ok.(crossing fingers)
so thts it...im gona help mummy ova at dapur...nk masak.
toodles
mizbithaqueen
p.s:
do you trust me
when friends dont understand
when theres no one you can talk to
no one to hold your hand?
do you trust me
when theres warring in your soul
when theres darkness all around you
n u r left out in the cold?
do you trust me
i need to ask you this
coz you dont always know
im there in the midst
of all your tribulations
everythng tht u gone thru
im always there, love
n i wil neva leave you
so i must ask you
to see if you believe
no matter what u face in life
you can always trust me
Love in my life is like sand,I give it care and attention,Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand,I lose yet again.
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